Hitari: One Step Forward and Two Steps Back

[Ayrn]

Sunlight cast gently rays across the femmes face as she slept. It was only when the room became obscenely bright did she wake. A groggy feeling overcame as toned pillars were swung across the end of the bed feet landing flatly on the ground. She never slept in this late. Perhaps she had simply been over tired. It took her a moment to wake herself mentally. Hair that had been loose as she slept was brought back into a pony tail with the elastic on her wrist. Today she simply felt different. Her normal motivation and energy was lacking. Perhaps she would just go for a small jog today. Joints lift her frame from the bed and a small wave of dizziness hit her. Squeezing her eyes shut for a moment it soon passed and she made her way to the washroom. Hoping that Erix would not see her in this condition. She closed and locked the bathroom door behind her running the water ice cold. It was already hot this morning and she washed her face attempting to cool her forehead. She felt slightly queasy all the symptoms making her wonder if it had been the food that she ate that evening. She quickly ruled that out since she had just had a salad the evening before since they had stayed at the house. Taking a step to the door a sudden wave of nausea hit her and arms were crossed tightly over her abdomen. Taking a few deep breaths she righted herself from the doubled over position and unlocked the door. Steps were careful to not bother her anymore. Opening the fridge she pulled the bottle of salad dressing that she had used the night before out and checked the expiry date which was for the end of this month. That could not be it. She even opened the bottle and smelt it and it smelled just like it should. She had gotten used to the heat in the past few weeks so there was no way that it should be heat stroke. She had not even spent much time outside yesterday since it was one of the days that she had dedicated to her relaxing. It was impossible for her to be pregnant wasn’t it? She moved to their bedroom where she kept the pills in which she thought were working to her advantage. After all she was only 20 and did not need to bear a child at this age. Which even though she was a shifter she knew was a high possibility. She knew nothing about getting pregnant as a shifter since they were a completely different species. She looked at the pills studying that all of them had been taken. Then she noticed at the end… The pill that she had taken the night before was for Saturday. Last night had been Sunday….. She had no idea how far back one had been skipped though she had just continued on the pills so now not only was it possible she had no idea when it would have happened. Whether it was from their time being here or their time living back home. Panic surely overcame the girl. She was too young for this. She had promised herself that she would never be the kind of person to get pregnant without being married. Tears now came freely making her feel even more sick then she had felt in the beginning. She had brought with her from the human world a large supply of pills though she had not thought to bring pregnancy tests. Who knew if this place even had them since it was a group of immortals most of which were not capable of conceiving. She knew that she was going to have to see the medical center here. She quickly changed into a loose t-shirt and shorts since the weather was too hot to permit anything else. Footfalls carry her to the medical center and one nice thing was that with the Coven not overly populated she was the only one in the waiting room and the nurse called her to come into the room in which she would be seen. An older woman with a pleasant expression on her face came into the room. “And what can I do for you sweetie?” She asked looking at Ayrn with a joyful expression. As though she was already able to tell. “I.. I think I might be pregnant. I am a shape shifter and don’t even know if it is possible. My partner is also a shape shifter.” She spoke hesitantly. The women then smiled and nodded slightly returning to the girl with a test much like they would perform in a regular medical clinic back home. She stood and headed in the direction of the washroom finishing the test and returning. The women then went to access the test and soon came back into the room. “Congratulations. You were right. You are just under 6 weeks pregnant.” The breath caught in the back of her throat and tears were now flowing freely once more. Perhaps this was part of the pregnancy getting this emotional or it was just the dread of it all she did not even manage to make herself speak. The nurse then spoke to her. “Sweetie it is a blessing. You are in great shape to conceive and of a perfect age. Maybe a bit on the young side though that it alright. You are strong it will be ok. So you know the shape shifter is a little different and gestation is 200 days. So you are at about day 40. I would like to see you again in two weeks.” She nodded gently and managed a small smile before standing and numbly heading back to the house in which her and Erix called her own. She took deep breaths to calm herself and make herself look as normal as possible. How was she going to hide this from him? He was going to kill her… He was not ready to be a father not when they had only known each other for not much longer then this child was conceived. She could not drag him into this. It was her fault. Grabbing a book from the shelf in their room she then returned to the chair in which she had put outside. Resting her feet on the railing of the stairs that ended right before the porch. She opened the book though her mind was lost in her thoughts.


Shades lifted to see the brilliant light of day shinning through the open, light blue curtains that hung open upon the rod. Hand lifted to shield gray orbs from the brightness as bodice twisted towards the window. Masculine jaw dropped in a yawn before elbow slipped under frame and gaze turned back to the opposite side of the bed, a warm smile already waiting to greet the essa who slept beside him. Lips slowly fade to a frown as the drake finds that his companion is no longer there, a sense of dread slowly sinking into his heart as diaphragm leans upwards and facade scans the room. The bathroom door was left wide open and so was the closet so the maiden could not be in there. Sheets were tossed away from already warm formation and muscles flexed as feet landed hard upon the carpet, hand running through unruly hair as the duke racked his brains for where else the damsel would be. Then it donned on him. Every other time Ayrn had woken up, she had sought out refuge in the kitchen. Arm dropped to his side as direction turned towards their bedroom door, fast paced strides carrying the six foot three frame through the doorway and towards the kitchen, skin furrowing together in between his brows as he found the vixen was not there either. He backtracked his path and the bloke found himself again in their bedroom, standing in the middle of the room between the bed and the bathroom, hands on hips while still clad in his favorite blue stripped boxers. Dome turns towards the washroom while at the same time nostrils flare to bring in oxygen, but as the necessary substance came pouring into lungs, heightened sense of smell also caught a break. A strange acid like scent that burned his passageways as it moved through them. System moved immediately to the bathroom where fingers flipped on the light switch, pools roaming around the room from the sink to the shower to the toilet in search of any clues as to why the lady had left the house so early. It wasn't even the fact that she had left the house early that bothered him because in truth it wasn't really that early. Her leaving without kissing him as she always did before leaving to go on her runs is what really worried the lord. Few moments were spent in the bathroom as Erixic riffled through everything, looking for a sign of what had happened that morning, but when nothing besides the strange potent aroma turned up, the knight left, exasperated, flipping off the switch as he headed towards their bed and sat down upon the edge. Ok, so the odor was the only clue he had. What could cause such a fragrance to fill an area? More specifically a bathroom. What kind of acid would be in the washroom..... Sockets widen in alarm as the answer flashed into the male's brain, arms pushing his upright while pistons carried him towards the dresser, hands flashing as they grabbed for a pair of pants and a t-shirt. Vomit. That was what the acid smell was. This meant Ayrn was sick. A new found sense of urgency pushed at the man's mind as he jerked on the jeans and pulled the shirt quickly over his head, feet thrusting into a pair of flip flops left by the door as hand pulled its frame open before shutting it again, heading down the passageway with a hurried pace. There had to be a medical ward in this place somewhere. The founders could not be so ignorant as to think that they would need a theater and restaurant when they did not even have a hospital. As he went, the shifter stopped and asked anyone he ran into if they knew where the medical clinic was. Most had been there for a shorter period of time than he had been and were therefore of no help, but as Erix moved down the hallway where the restaurant, cafe and theater were, he finally found some success and was pointed in the opposite direction by a generous vampiress. The male was practically running as he came to the door of the center and burst through with wild eyes searching the waiting room. Heart sunk as still he could not find the woman who meant everything to him. Attention jerked towards the older fea at the front desk as she called out to him. He must have looked like a deer in the headlights for she spoke again "Young man, are you alright?" Concerned liquids moved over his body in an assessing way, more like a trained nurse than an interested being of the opposite sex. Deep breath was taken and the lord managed to compose himself enough to let go of the metal handle of the glass door and walk up to the desk over which the lady leaned. "Yes, I'm fine, but I'm looking for my..." Shit. What did he call her? His girlfriend? Ayrn was much more than that. For a moment he thought about saying mate, but that might sound a bit weird even if the wolf inside swelled with pride at the thought. "My fiance. Have you seen a shifter come through here at all this morning? About five foot nine, brunette hair, beautiful green eyes." Anxious gems watched the missus as she smiled at him before rescuing him from the pit of worry in which he was trapped, if only for just a moment. "Yes, I did see a girl with that description this morning. She left not too long ago." Breath released as a thankful grin was flashed at the dame. "Thank you so much." Form turned and headed for the door, the next plan of action already set within his mind before attention was called back to the lady at the counter as she again called out to him. "Congratulations! You are a very lucky young man." Wrinkled hand lifted in a wave before the maiden's focus turned back to the papers she had laying upon her desk, leaving the drake staring at her, a dumbfounded expression on his face as he paused in the doorway. Congratulations? For what? What the hell did that stranger know that he didn't? For a minute, the brute thought about questioning the elder further, but another immortal politely whispering "excuse me" and the male czar quickly made his decision, muttering and apology to the other creature before turning towards the foyer area and walking swiftly towards the opening that led to the Gratis section of the castle. The sound of flip flops interchanging between hitting the marble flooring and hitting the heel of the man's foot vibrated off the walls, forcing the drake to grind his teeth in irritation as sensitive lobes caught every noise with increased intensity. It didn't help that Erixic was already on edge. If only he could see Ayrn! If only he could know she was alright things would be so much better! Sunlight blazed down upon him as the lord turned the corner to find a weight lifted from his chest. Stature ran towards the contessa with relief, picking her up from where she sat on a chair outside of their house and pulling her into a tight embrace, guise burying itself in her mocha locks as nares breathed in her sweet coconutty scent. "God you scared me, Ayrn." Vulnerable tones whispered against her hair, arms slowly relaxing while he leaned away from her some, hands moving to gently grip her forearms as smokey depths meeting cherished jades. Kisser pressed roughly against hers as biceps pulled her forward, the hard, needing kiss slowly turning gentle as the man started to relax, the worry fading away now that the damsel was there before him. "What happened? Are you sick? I smelled stomach acid in the bathroom. Did you throw up this morning?" Questions spewed forth from unleashed cavern in a continual wave, tunes only pausing to have some of them answered. Singular hand moved to cup her cheek, thump running tenderly along her jaw line while apprehensive steel stones searched hers, almost as if they hoped to find the answer in her eyes before any syllables came off her lips.

Although the book was in her hands she had not read a word of it from the moment that she sat down. She could not manage to focus. What was she going to do? It was all her fault and she was not going to put him through this they were both way too young for such a huge responsibility. She was the one that was going to be stuck with it though. Her eyes closed allowing tears to spring to them. Palms rested on her abdomen. She knew there would not be long that she would be able to hide it. Since she was quite thin she knew that she would start showing probably within a couple weeks. It would be impossible for her to keep it to herself as well. The tears immediately stop when she spots him unsure how she would respond since he looked frantic already and he had not known anything about what just happened so she thought. She still felt vile. Her stomach was in knots and she felt that if she even moved the wrong way she would throw up again. Now that she thought of it all the signs were there recently she had been feeling a little fatigued and not quite herself and she had also been feeling a little bloated which both are signs of pregnancy. As he approached she pushed all the thoughts from her mind. She needed to think clearly now and come up with what she was going to tell him when he asked since he looked as though he already knew that something was wrong with her. Especially since he had not come from the house so he had been looking for her. She tried to think back to in the clinic when she left. Had he been there had he seen her come out. Had he simply followed her all the way from the house. She was tense now and her senses were on edge. “Do you always just follow me around. ” She snapped. The tone sounded much harsher then it needed to. She instantly regretted it the moment that it left her lips. She moved out away from him standing. Her eyes then softened and a frown crossed her face. “I am sorry. Yes I did throw up this morning. I was not feeling so well. ” Who was she kidding this was Erixic not some stranger he deserved to know the truth. A deep breath was taken as the two sides fought over what to tell him. Making her feel even more sick. The nurse had told her that for the first little while morning sickness would last longer then slowly get better so she already looked forward to the time that it would be less severe and not last all day she really wanted to get back to her normal life even though she knew that would not be happening for another 100 days. A small sigh parted rose kissers at just the thought. “We need to talk. ” She really did not think that it was the right place to tell him on their porch in case there was a large reaction to it. She moved into the kitchen slowly to be careful not to upset her insides. Sitting at one of the chairs she thought of the best way to tell him. “Erixic. I am pregnant… Six weeks pregnant.. ” Her eyes closed and tears fell along her cheeks resting her head in her palm as her elbow was bent along the table. “Its all my fault. I guess when we were back home. I skipped a pill and didn’t notice. I am not going to put you through this and I am sorry. ” She stood. She was really close to losing it now. Her whole body was shaking and soon the nausea overtook her. Palms move to her abdomen and a quick pace takes her to the bathroom where she barely managed to lock the door before the remnants of her stomach are thrown up. Regaining her composure she sat on the tile floor. This was supposed to be the happiest day of someones life. Not the worst.

Dome jerked as if the maiden had just slapped him and hands fell away from her figure, hurt flashing through grays before it was quickly hidden and the heavy metal, protective doors slaming shut, no more emotion being allowed forth. Passive pair continued to look at the dame although they were no longer searching for the answers to the questions which the lord had asked her upon finding her on their porch. Suddenly, their answers did not seem as important anymore and lobes simply allowed the words to come into their passageways, mind not really processing the apology or the information given, but rather recognizing it before letting both slip away into the vault of the drake's mind. Arms moved to cross absentmindedly across the male's chest while framework leaned backwards to allow rump to lean against the railing as cold pools continued to survey her, noticing that there was something further she wanted to say. At her serious words, the shifter took the hint and returned all his weight upon the balls of his feet while extremities uncrossed and steps followed the vixen's into the house, palm catching and holding the door's frame as she pulled it open until they were both inside. Door shut easily behind the baron as he moved to take a seat across the table from her, tense spine pressing against its back while right arm rested against the cool wood, circular surface of the table. All armor dropped immediately from the knight and face fell as his companion dropped the biggest bombshell in the entire universe. Thousands of thoughts ran through his mind, disbelief and shock causing a numbness to settle over systems as blank stare was directed towards the table's surface. That was what the lady at the medical center had congratulated him for. She knew he was going to be a father. A father. Oh crap. Hand lifted from the table to run over his facade, pulling upon the skin there as if trying to wake himself from a dream. The words Ayrn spoke towards him were inaudible as far as the man could register. Right then, he was in his own little world of anesthesia and nothing could penetrate it. Or at least, nothing had until the lady stood up quickly, one hand over her mouth while the other was over her stomach, and ran for the bathroom. Leggings immediately pushed the duke into action and he followed her to their bedroom, grip turning the knob upon the washroom door only to find that the lass had locked it. Jaw tightened, but forehead simply rested against its smooth, white washed surface, the words she spoke in the kitchen earlier only now being realized. A sense of panic over came him as her last sentence repeated over and over in his mind. "I'm not going to put you through this." Shit! Shes going to try and run. A protectiveness unlike any other the bloke had ever felt welled up quickly inside of him. No. He loved her and this was not her fault. It took two to tango, honey and this is what they both knew could happen. It was the risk they both took. Before, if she had tried to run from him when she was not pregnant, the lord certainly wouldn't have let her go. Not without an explanation and not after she had told him she loved him. If she had then said that she no longer loved him or wanted him, Erixic would have no choice but to let her go. But, that was in those circumstances. Now, things had changed and no longer was it just their lives that they had the power to control. Each had a baby to think of and there was no way in hell Erix was going to let Ayrn go simply because she did not want to drag him into fatherhood. Knuckles knocked upon the door gently, stance freezing after a moment of silence before hand again tried the knob. Still, it was locked. Passion became an unstoppable flood then and nostrils flared as fist hit the surface. "Damn it Ayrn! You can not shut me out in this! After all that's happened, after opening up to me like you have, you cant go back to shutting me off. This is not just your fault. We could have been more careful. I could have been more careful." Arm braced against the fancy frame that outlined the door, forehead pressed against his own skin as liquids stare helplessly at the door, hoping that it would open while he pleaded with the woman inside silently, knowing that the mere presence of him outside the door would be enough for she could hear the steady breathing.

Of course things never work out right. Nothing can ever just go as planned. Just as she thought that her life was starting to finally get settled. First she started out never thinking she would be with someone and now she was. Then she told herself that she would never have a kid until she had figured her own life out and she had been happily married for a couple years. She promised herself that and now she had managed to screw everything up. One simple mistake. One that could have been avoided if only she had not been so careless and allow her screwed up life to get in the way of it all. He didn’t ask for this he had not done anything wrong he did not deserve this. She thought back to the other night where she and Erixic had gone out to the restaurant in the Coven. She thought back to how happy and carefree they had been. So much had changed since then and her life had been turned upside-down. She was so close to the edge of breaking down and it was then that she realized that all she wanted was to be in his arms. To feel protected to know that he cared. To many couples this was the most exciting days of their lives and here she was crying and about to break down. Of course she wished that it had happened at a different time but it hadn’t and there was no other solution she would just have to deal with it. She was not one of the girls who would ever consider an abortion. She had done this to herself and she was sure that she with time would be able to adjust to it. She would not take a humans life much less her own child. This child was a product of her and the man she loved disposing of something like that would be horrible. Elbows rested on the toilet seat any other time she would be disgusted by this action though she was too far in her thoughts to even consider minding. A deep breath gathered her thoughts and she managed to push the sickness from her frame. The stress she put on herself was not good for the child. Straightening her spine she stood with her shoulders back and in a new confidence much like she had been gaining before this whole situation happened. Slowly she slid the lock back and the door slipped open although she did not move from the door frame. “Sure this could have happened at a better time but I firmly believe that everything happens for a reason.” She stated boldly. There was not even a sign of a waver in her vocals the only sign of weakness remained in her eyes. What if he didn’t want to be a father? What if he never even dreamt of having kids? This would change everything…. She was going to be a mother. Sure she was terrified though now it was different it was for the child. She was going to be proud to be a mother. There was nothing she could do to change the situation she might as well cherish it and be excited for it. Emotions seemed to fluctuate at an alarming rate with the femme right now though a smile overcame her gentle features as the tears soon dried on her cheeks. She looked horrible though that did not matter to her anymore she felt horrible too. “I understand if you want nothing to do with the kid. But I am keeping it and going to treat this as a sign that it was supposed to happen..” She was going to be a mother. This was one of the only thoughts that kept jerking through her mind. A palm was placed over her abdomen in the thought. Thin slender frame would soon gain a bump which would become larger rapidly. On her it would be extremely noticeable since she kept herself in such shape. She would have to allow herself to gain a little weight to allow nutrients and vitamins to be passed to the child. She knew that she was supposed to keep on her everyday routine for the time being and since she was so healthy it would promote the baby to grow well though she knew she was going to have to tone down her exercise routine. She also had no idea what would happen if she were to shift at all. She could not help herself and closed the distance between her and the male. This certainly changed things though one thing it didn’t change was her love for him. Arms were gently wrapped around his nape pulling him close to her. “I want to make sure you know that I love you, no matter what you choose.”

Jaw line was tense over the next few moments as the quiet continued like a plague, the electricity between them nearly driving the drake insane as he continued to hold the position he had against the door frame, still hoping that the essa would unlock the knob so he wouldn't have to break down the door and potentially put her in danger from flying wooden projectiles. Dome lifted to see the maiden standing in the door way before him as the sound of the lock sliding open was caught easily by lobes. Arm pushed off the painted white frame and intense iron occulars stared at beautiful features while the duke waited for her words to emit, feeling as if some important decision was to be made right here and now. Then, he noticed that the tears that had previously wet her emeralds had dried, the only trace of their existence being the trail upon her cheeks. Hard planes softened a bit as the blokes resolve faltered. Erixic had been fully prepared for a knock down, drag out fight and here Ayrn was standing perfectly serene with whatever conclusion she had just come to. Lids blink rapidly over orbs as the knight tried not to frown at the tunes she emitted. The urge to reach up and scratch his head in confusion suffocated as it did not seem like an appropriate gesture for the situation. Was this one of those hormonal mood swings everyone talked so much about women going through when they were pregnant? Would Ayrn suddenly turn on him, fangs bared, the next minute? Or worse, would she break down into tears? God, he hoped not. The lord might literally be driven insane if that happened all the time in the coming months. Passion again flared up in liquids as the next statement exited the damsel's mouth, the mere mention of him not being involved in their child's life stirring emotions within the duke. "Of coarse I will want everything to do with our baby." Defensive vocals moved through parted kissers as weight shifted to one of the man's legs, arms moving to cross again before his chest, the impulsive action that seemed to follow whenever his stubborn side decided to show up. Smokey depths followed the movement of her petite hand as it dropped to rest against her stomach, stances relaxing quite a bit visibly as a deep breath was let out. Arms unfolded and palms itched to push the shirt out of the way so he could feel the bare skin beneath that would eventually expand to hold his baby. Beating organ swelled and began to increase its rhythm at the thought, a strange thrill running through him. Never before would the brute had thought her would be so excited to be a father, but now that the prospect was actually a reality, he couldn't understand as to why he never thought about the subject before. Erix had always liked kids. Sure they cried and could drive someone with sensitive ears nuts sometimes, but crying was something that kinda came along with the territory and it wasn't a constant thing. Heck, some babies rarely even cried. Then, a new thought crossed the males mind. This one even more exhilarating than any that had before. He got to be the daddy that his real one never was. Sure, his foster dad was the only man Erixic had ever thought of as having the title "father," but since they had not been the same species things had happened in the drake's childhood which his father was not able to explain, leaving the young shifter feeling very much confused and alone, although both if his parents had made it obvious that they loved him even if he was another breed of beast. Thoughts were dragged out of the past as the warmth of another suddenly caught his attention and chin dropped to look down at the contessa, hands moving to rest on her hips. Mask lowered towards hers and lips pressed gently to hers, the tons of emotions swirling in the knight beforehand calming because of the contact. Arms wrapped themselves around the lady's tiny frame, pulling her closer while crown lifted, a smile beaming down at her from handsome features. "I don't know how it is possible, but damn I love you more than I ever have before right now." Lyricals admitted before the duke glanced towards their bed and back to her. Extremities swept underneath her, supporting the curvy frame just below her shoulder blades and at the bend of her knees. Steps carried them both to their bed and he laid her down, this time for a different reason than all the rest. Bodice soon lay down beside the madam, steel stones meeting emeralds before vision flickers towards her abdomen, hand moving to rest against it as elbow braced against the mattress and free hand supported his head. Fingers then pushed the cloth from her shirt out of the way, slipping underneath its coverage to touch the smooth flesh there, thumb slowly beginning to caress her while lanterns moved from her stomach back to the fatal's features. "This... This is.... Ugh! Look at this! You've got me speechless!" Joy filled tunes erupted and laughter soon followed, Erix feeling as if he needed to pinch himself or something due to the rush of giddiness he was feeling.

Its comical how fast some things change. One moment he looked as though the one thought running through his mind was how he would love to just break the door down. Not to really get anywhere with it just with all the frustration that he had. The next he looked as though he was more proud then she thought possible. With arms wrapped around her she finally felt what she needed to feel, comforted. During the situation like this she should not be getting this stressed. She needed to now keep herself relaxed. She knew they could handle this and this would surely be the biggest hurdle in their relationship since now they were forced not only to think of each other but also think of another, much smaller and much more vulnerable human being. It was just a personal barrier though she had hoped to never do this without being married. She did not want her child to have to grow up with a messed up family to start with. She would never admit this to Erixic though since everything had changed. She did not want to pressure him into something like that when in reality when you had a kid its not like many other options were left for them. She was suddenly feeling quite exhausted, perhaps it was the empty stomach which she knew she should eat though the thought at the moment repulsed her with how sick she was feeling previously. With a small yawn she then moved her frame closer and rested her forehead against his chest. Stunning emerald optics held a sparkle in which never were seen before. “I cant think of anyone else who would make a better father. ” Single digit moved to trace his jaw line shifting herself upwards on the bed slightly kissers met his gently. All of what she was feeling now was so new to her. She loved him so much she felt as though she could burst. One moment it went from being a huge mistake to a blessing which she was now excited for. She still was not able to contain the fear that resided in her emerald pools. Palm moved to run through slightly tangled mocha locks allowing them once again to rest along her spine. Silky texture never seeming to leave the strands. A small smile remaining placed on dainty features. She still looked as though she was not feeling well though. Even thought she was excited about this whole situation now and longed for the day that she would finally meet their child she was just wanting to forget about the whole day. Forget that she had been sick. Just allow herself to relax. After all it was only like 11 AM or something silly like that. When she thought that she had slept in it had only been 9 AM and she quickly made it the medical center before then. She knew that now that Erixic had two people to be protective over his protectiveness would go to a new height and she was glad. She could use all the support and comfort that he provided her with.

Palm slipped around to rest upon the small of the essa's back as her frame rocked towards him, dark strands falling in front of her face in contrast with the bleached hue of his shirt. Lips peeled back to reveal pearls in a smile that one could describe as proud, and perhaps fond as well. Position shifted as elbow dropped from where it was jabbing into the springs of the mattress and side fell gently to rest against the bed. Newly freed arm bent within the tiny space between the two and grip cupped her chin gently as a soft sigh escapes cage, chest falling with the loss of air before it rose again as oxygen entered lungs from nasal cavities. It was strange to be laying in bed beside the maiden without having even the slightest urge to undress her. He had heard from others that this was a good thing, that it meant their relationship was growing and maturing. Although Erixic was skeptical about the truthfulness of the theory, because he believed that physical attraction was essential in every relationship, he was oddly happy with the occurrence. That didn't mean the lord wouldn't want to strip his companion later on, because that would be absurd, but it simply meant that at that moment in time, the male was content with being the father of the child that grew inside of the damsel. Another thrill just like the last again shook its way through the drake. Damn. Would this happen every time he thought about being a parent? If so, it could quickly become quite addicting. Ah, yet another thing Ayrn ended up getting him hooked on. Gray depths shined down into emerald pair as the tingle from the contessa's finger that ran along his jaw line cause muscles in his facade to jerk, revealing a slightly ticklish side of the shifter. Grin grew wider at her utterances and mask dropped to meet hers eagerly, biceps tightening ever so slightly as they pulled her form directly against his. Tissues again relax when the lady ends the kiss and extremities let her lean back away from him just a tiny bit, not wanting to squeeze her too tight for fear that it would hurt her although, no bump had even begun to show beneath her clothing. And you the perfect mother to complete me. Lyricals complimented the vixen as rose stained tissues pressed against her's again, the bloke unable and unwilling to suppress the impulse. Fingers danced lightly along her skin, empowered by the dame's earlier discovery to find the spots which caused her to squirm the most. Didgets roam up and down her abdomen, not moving past the area yet until at least one spot was found, relentless in the search until triumph was found. He was just about to move to other sections of the fatal's bodice when suddenly, a thought struck him and all teasing motions paused in their journey, a frown twisting handsome features. Gaze turned towards the lady as hands moved once more, this time over fabric as they fled reluctantly from the warmth of her skin. "I haven't even gotten anything to eat yet and I doubt you have either. Are you hungry?" Occulars shifted towards the bathroom in remembrance of the earlier episode and vocals hesitated before picking up again. "Do you think you could even keep anything down?" Brow furrowed in worry as guise turned back in the fem's direction, waiting attentively for the answers to both questions.

Her stomach had finally managed to settle it seemed the more calm and collected she stayed the better that she felt. She still had the feeling of being bloated though. She knew that was going to stay after all how can you not feel bloated when you would be carrying and extra couple pounds of which do not even belong to you. Shifting slightly she positioned herself so that she could stand feet hitting the floor softly. Sure she felt better though she still felt light headed and she was told that that would be some of the symptoms of her pregnancy especially with the area in which they lived. Her feet reached the ground with no problems at all. She decided on grabbing different clothes of which tended to be a little more flattering since she was still wearing the older shorts that she had and an oversize t-shirt. A small smile was uttered as he complimented her. “How would you know that. Its not like its something that I have ever had the experience of I could be the worst mother ever.” Soft vocals ring forward to him. She then moved to the bathroom. “I am very hungry and yes I think I should be just fine. ” She then moved in the direction of the bathroom. The still faint feeling of light-headedness did not seem to be going away in fact it seemed to be getting a little worse. Allowing the water to be a pleasant luke warm she pulled her shirt slowly over her head and then unclipped her bra and it fell on top of the pile of dirty clothes that had formed a mountain on the floor. Her shorts and underwear were next and after she was finished she pulled the elastic out of her hair allowing long mocha locks to fall freely. Stepping into the shower the water pulsed over her frame which overall felt achy. She closed her eyes and it was then that she felt herself falling. The light-headedness turning into her feeling completely helpless and weak. Before the darkness took over she felt the back of her head hit the switch that controlled the shower. The scar still in the process of healing then took the opportunity to burst open with new crimson seeping forth. She lay motionless for a few moments feeling too weak to stand knowing that there was the possibility that if she got to her feet she would faint again and cause even more damage. She was not seriously hurt though she knew that any injuries put both her and the child in danger. Just sitting there she let the water wash mocha locks clean and it was then that she noticed the blood that was apparent at the site where her head had hit the nozzle. Why was she so incompetent she could not even manage to have a shower. She knew that she was feeling weak so why she didn’t just go eat something right away she did not know. She was in a very vulnerable state right now and she needed to stop taking the risks she needed to make sure that her and her babies safety came first. Slowly she stood using the counter as a balance placing one foot in front of the other to carry her out of the shower. Putting clean clothes on she took first aid supplies placing a clean piece of gauze over the newly opened wound and bandaging it. She knew that he was going to be worried and most likely very stressed now that something like this happened. She towel dried her soft locks but the bleeding was not stopping. It was not profusely but just steady dripping right at the base of her neck where it was just visible if she were to have her hair up one of the most sensitive places to hit.

Arms uncoiled from around her as the maiden twisted away at the mention of food, answering his questions without having to say anything. Soft laughter shook diaphragm as the lord leaned upward and moved to get off of the bed, following her to the closet where she grabbed other clothes, his hands moving once more to her hips as lips pressed against her lobe then her cheek in a kiss. "I know the same way you know that I will make a good father." Whispered tunes explained to her as framework pulled away, his usual charming smile flashing back at her as he headed towards the doorway that led into the kitchen and living room area. Strides paused at the frame and stature spun around as he thought of something important he needed to ask her. "What do you want to eat? Ill make us food while you take your shower." Another grin flashed towards her as the lord waited for her to tell him what she wanted before he turned back to his earlier occupancy, bare feet cold against the tile flooring that led into the kitchen. Erixic got out the eggs, bacon and biscuits from a can to set out on the counter beside the stove before searching through the cabinets for a cooking pan. After not finding on in any of the usual areas, the male paused in his search to stand in the middle of the kitchen, gazing around the room as he tried to think of where else it might be. Orbs then landed upon the dish washer and the baron was hit with a "duh!" moment. Hand pulled open the appliance door and the other reached in to grab the clean frying pan, the door shutting again once he got what he wanted out of the machine and made a mental note to put up all the dishes left clean in there after they finished with their late breakfast. The pan was set upon the stove top and the heat turned up before the knight waited a few minutes for the surface to warm so he could stick some eggs in the pan. Shells cracked easily as practiced hands taped them against the counter then tossed the empty ones into the sink. Content smile found its way onto handsome features as the bloke found himself once again in his element. It may seem strange to some, but ever since Erix's childhood the man had always felt comfortable in the kitchen cooking. His mom would always welcome his help when he was younger and often time he had felt bad as a teenager for not offering her a hand with dinner. But that was during the years that people called the rebellious years although it was more of resentful years for that was when the lord had found out what he was and that his parents were not his real parents as they had led him to believe all those years before. Dome shook as the memories were shrugged off, focus returning to the task before him as he grabbed for a spatula and started to break the already cooking eggs apart, folding the pieces over one another to make scambled eggs. Some salt and pepper was added to the mixture and before long, they were done. Liquids searched frantically for a plate that he could dispose of the food onto. None were just laying around on the counter so while one hand held the handle of the pan too keep it off the burner, the other that held the spatula opened a cabinet and pulled out a plate before setting it on the counter and scraping the food onto it. All the while, the constant pattering of the shower working was a soothing sound to the drake, but now, a muffled bang captured his attention and all workings ceased, alarm causing him to turn of the burner, place the plate of eggs in the microwave and leave the frying pan and spatula upon the counter as stature raced towards the bathroom, pausing before knocking upon the door. "Ayrn? Are you ok?" Worried tunes emit while the shifter waited anxiously, turning the knob only a minute later after no reply had come. The tint of crimson stood out against the white walls of the shower and the staggering upward figured of his lover were the first sight his pair saw before panic mode took over and he moved towards her, steady arms ready to support her weight as the fea climbed from the shower. Hand reached around behind her to turn off the water and jaw clenched as it had to come in contact with her blood to do so. Palm was stuck immediately under the sink water as he pulled it from the shower and hip turned to press against the counter top while he watched Ayrn get dressed, knowing she would want to do it by herself but also remaining so as to be there to help if she needed it. Position straightened as she pulled out the first aid kit and hand reached for it. Here, let me. I'm practically your personal physician anyway. Gentle words persuaded her as Erix moved around her, setting the lid of the toilet down before sitting down upon it and placing the kit upon the extra space before didgets moved to her hips, pulling her frame slowly to sit on his lap. Soft fingers moved her still slightly damp strands out of the way till a clear view was given of the injury, making the lord flinch involuntarily. Thumb unscrewed the cap off the antibiotic ointment while the other hand held her hair out of the way as it was applied to the wound. Noticing that she was reaching for the gauze, the male took it from her hand gently and placed it over the scrape. Palm patted her side once he was finished as a hint for her to get up before strides carried him back into the kitchen, immediately busying himself finishing cooking while a strange silence settled over him.

Her head throbbed where it had hit the back of the shower though she had not let allowed him to see that the wound on her side reopened meaning that she had hit it. When he entered the room with her she lifted hers shirt pulling the temporary bandage off of the wound since it had bled through the dressing already. A small sigh parted kissers knowing he would not be too happy since it was so close to where she was carrying the baby and it put the baby in danger and even the first time that she had gotten injured had as well when she had been away. She did not have a clue that she was pregnant then and she had been beaten so much. “It scares me Erixic. Knowing how much I was beaten when I was away. I don’t know if that would have harmed the baby. ” She had a worried expression upon her features. Sure at that time the baby was little more then chemical and hormones though she still worried about stuff like that. So much had changed in her in the last half a day. It had not even been a full day since she had know. Jade pools were scared especially with the looks of her abdomen where she had re burst it open. She winced as he touched the sensitive area where she had hit her head and eyes closed softly as it throbbed with contact. The smell of the food that he had been cooking was starting to reach the bathroom and made her stomach growl. Upon him finishing with his medical attention and leaving to go back to the food she stood towel drying her hair and wrapping a towel around her waist for the slow walk to the bedroom from the bathroom picking out clothes to wear for the afternoon. She then moved to the kitchen and sitting in one of the chairs she looked up to him. “Anything that I can help with?” She asked since she felt that it was weird for her to just sit here and watch him cook without helping him. She was still feeling light headed so she didn’t want to move around too much until she ate. Palms were folded gently on the top of the table as emeralds were then sent down to the floor she was really distracted.

Soft sigh emitted as iron gaze turned towards the lass, the same worry she felt reflected within their surfaces as the lord looked upon her. Attention shifted from her face to the shirt she now wore. Could the cut seriously hurt their unborn child? It seemed by the expression both wore, neither knew the answer to such a question. I really need to read up on this stuff, but would baby books really help? No one knows about shifter babies except for maybe other such as ourselves. What if the kid is like us already? Can it regenerate from injuries? A million questions flashed through his brain with no answer to any existing within the duke's cranium. Lips were pressed softly to the center of the essa's forehead in a comforting gesture before frame turned back to the stove. "Its ok, Ayrn. It scares me too, but there is no way for us to know exactly what can and can't hurt our baby. I would think that if something was wrong that the doctor would have told you this morning, though." Glance was sent back towards her as several pieces of bacon were placed in the pan, an instant sizzling sound filling the kitchen. Bodice turned away from the food and spatula was set on the counter beside it, rump leaning against the cabinets as lanterns watched her for a bit, catching the question she asked him. "No, I don't need any help. I learned to cook a long time ago. I'm actually surprised I let you cook for as long as I have. Usually, I take over the kitchen." One easy stride brought the baron to the lady's side, thump caressing her cheek before vision and hand dropped to the top's tail and lifted it gently. Frown creased handsome features and he pulled one of her hands to hold up the fabric while hurried steps take him again into the bathroom where the first aid kit was retrieved and brought into the kitchen with him. Hindquarters sank to a chair and liquids glanced up at the damsel. "Can't you try and not get hurt for once? I swear I feel as if I'm about to have a heart attack every time you do." Vocals confessed while smile played across lips although, the male was halfway serious. His woman did seem to be accident prone just a bit. Perhaps it was due to her background. But, it didn't really matter. It was just how things were. Fingers delicately removed the already blood soaked gauze and replaced it with the clean. After that was finished, focus was finally able to come about. The bacon and eggs were done so he pulled two glass plates from the upper cabinet and placed them on the table at the chairs where they normally sat at. It was not long till the toast had finished and the knight put about 3/4 of what he would normally eat upon the baroness's plate, curious to see how much her eating tastes had changed. Fork happily brought the scrambled eggs and a silent curse was whispered under his breath. He had forgotten any seasoning at all. Didgets wrapped around the salt and pepper and doust his eggs with them both. The next bite was next better and then he switched over to bacon and finally toast, finding himself slightly surprised at how quickly he had done that.

She knew that he would notice the other injury though it would not have been a big deal if it had not been so horrible before. Her palm then moved to the laceration on her stomach. Luckily she had a high pain tolerance from her many injuries and it was nothing but a dull throb at her side. She carried herself easily to the seat allowing joints to bend with ease putting her in the seated position. She put pressure on the wound knowing that would stop the bleeding. A small smile appeared as he then moved to sit in his seat after dealing with her injury. Maybe she was not cut out to be a mother. This was not starting out so well. She noticed the amount that he put on her plate and frowned a little there was no way that she would be able to eat that amount of food though she knew that the baby would need the food more then she would so she was going to have to start eating more. She then looked back to her food picking up her fork. Managing mouthfuls even though she still felt like she would not be able to keep it down. Turning to look at him for a moment. Men had it so much easier. They did not have to carry the baby and did not have to deal with the pregnancy directly. In some ways she knew that it was worse like that since he would have to deal with her mood swings and such though it was easier physically. She managed to finish the majority of what was on her plate and then she picked up her plate as well with his and took it to the sink just looking for an excuse to move. She felt full, too full. She knew that she should not run though that was not going to stop her from getting exercise she walked to the door pulling on worn sneakers. She seemed to go through a new pair almost every three months and just from the amount of exercise she got. Tying them tight she then looked back to him. "I am going to go for a walk." She did not even wait for his response she did not mind if he came with her though she needed to get away from all this. It was all too quick. Her life was spinning out of control and she was allowing it to happen. What if this was not right for her? She hardly knew herself enough to even know if this is what she wanted.

Discreetly, orbs would shift from the food upon the drake's plate towards the essa seated not far away from time to time, checking up on her progress and watching for any signs of sickness. He had enough vomiting for one day and besides, repeating the action multiple times in a singular day was not good for either Ayrn or their child. Although at first, the lady seemed reluctant to eat the breakfast, it did not take long for her fork to stick into the substances and bring them to her mouth. She then proceeded to eat the most food Erixic had ever seen her eat in all their time together. Heck, the damsel could barely finish a plate full of pasta whenever they went out to eat at dinners and here she was, finishing off the ample food the lord had placed upon the dish. Strangely enough, it was the male that did not eat much. His stomach wouldn't accept all that he offered and after taking only a couple of bites, the fork was sat on the plate while spine leaned against the back of the chair, pools looking towards the vixen before jerking towards the living room to stare off blankly into the space, not wanting her to feel uncomfortable under his steel gaze. Attention returned to the lass as chair legs scraped against the tile, pair following her figure as she moved to the sink and sat her dirty dishes there. Legs pushed against the flooring and another set of supports made an aching sound against its smooth surface as masculine limbs followed the maiden's lead, coming up to the sink behind her before setting to work on washing his uneaten food down the disposal and placing all the utensils into the dish washer. Guarded lanterns then moved in search of the madam and found her by the door, pulling on the tennis shoes she always wore while running. Throat constricted at the thought of her running. After all, her head was busted and the healing cut upon her abdomen tore open again, should she really be running? Protest against it died in his mouth before it ever had the chance to emit. There was no way she would listen to his logic anyway. As the drake had been informed the day the dutchess had returned from her little jaunt, running was her escape and there was nothing he could do or say to stop her. So, stance remained tense and uncomfortable as dome was forced to nod at her announcement, frame turning away while slight relief washed though his system at the utterance "walk." Maybe that is all she is going to do. Mind suggested hopefully while deep down he knew the prospect was near to impossible for his lover. Lobes heard the door shut and a sigh that had been held up in his chest was released, weary pistons carrying the duke back to the table where he sank down again into a chair, elbows bracing against the surface while forehead rested in out stretched palms, lids closed over occulars. So much had happened within the past few hours it was hard to grasp at the reality of everything. This time, the knight would not follow the mistress, her words, although spoken in a moment of anger, still stung fresh in his mind and he wished not to do something that would cause such irritation, especially not now. Right then, all Erix wanted to do was lay down and forget everything. Forget all the responsibility they both were about to be faced with, forget the intensity of the morning, and forget the venomous feeling that was closing down upon his heart. It was a different sensation from the toxicity of anger, no, this one had a saddening edge and moved slower than the hot rage that resided beneath his layers, but this emotion was more powerful than and anger the baron had ever felt. A name could not be placed on it for this was the first time the sentiment had ever entered his cranium. Fingers pulled at skin as chin lifted, curtains moving away from visionaries while a blank stare came again upon handsome features, the white wall offering no condolences to the man.

She hardly understood what she had become. Long pillars carry her at a lackasaisical walk knowing that if anyone that knew her and saw her it would be a strange sight since usually she walked with a jaunty step and an air about her that she had a purpose. This time it was just simply meaningless wandering. Everything had happened so fast. She fell hard and quickly for Erix. It was not at all his fault. But she betrayed all that she had promised herself. She slept with someone without being married to them and not to mention she got pregant with their child. She had allowed him to stay at her house when they were not even married. Her morals seemed to be flying out the window and this seemed to be the time that it had all hit her. She was not like this she had standards. She had promises she made herself even if she had gone back on them they still nagged at her and tore her apart inside. A small frown creased the femmes thin kissers. Troubled expression flew through her emerald pools and thoughts were in an attempt to be masked though she felt as though she had betrayed herself. It had all been so fast. She had slept with him within a week and it felt dirty now even. They had only been together for two months and now she was expecting his child, all of a sudden their relationship went from the fun and happy joyful times to a new seriousness and she was not sure if that was what she wanted. Ivories clamp down on her lower lip. This was not to say that she did not love him but she could not help but feel that there was lack of personal respect in their relationship. They did not respect eachother enough to wait until they were married. Pausing for a moment it was starting to get cooler and she was regretting not bringing a light jacket as she shoved her hands in her short pockets as her walk then continued.

[Ayrn]

Hand moved again over face as the drake racked his mind for something to do. Sitting there at the kitchen table while the essa was off on her jaunt would drive the male crazy. After all, he wasnt the type to lay back and watch everthing else happen around him. The lord was a man of action, he had always been this way even as a child. Perhaps that is why the relationship between he and Ayrn had moved so fast. His speedometer was set to 100 miles per hour and there had been no way of turning it off. Well, now there certainly was a way. Even the slight guilt felt at getting the maiden pregnant made the little ticker drop speed. Too much had happened too fast and although that was never a problem for the duke, he could easily see that the damsel was having a hard time stuggling with the fact. Damn it. Why couldn't I have slowed down for her? It was obvious that she was different so why did I still run headfirst into the situation? Fingers pull at skin before all motion freezes and the shifter becomes a statue, a singular thought running through his brain. Marrige. Why hadnt he thought of this before?! Every girl dreamed of getting married THEN having childern with the man they loved, so why had this been over looked? Now that the issue was planted in his mind, Erixic was still not sure. There was no doubt in his mind that Ayrn was the type to hold these standards for herself and the bloke had run right through them, making her forget everything she had ever wanted for the future. In another time or place, perhaps the brute would have been smug with himself for having such power in her life, but sitting in the kitchen on the day he found out that he was going to be a father, Erix cursed himself for having the lady love him so much. If only he had turned down the charm, maybe this wouldnt have happened, but the knight knew he could not dewell on "ifs" for what had happened was an irreverasable event and now it was up to him on how to make it better. Should he ask her to marry him, or was it already too late to right things in the lass's mind? Knives bit down on lower lip as the drake decided to do something he hadnt done in a long while. Limbs pushed the chair away from the table and pushed torso upwards to where the beast was standing. Long, slow strides brought him to the table on the side table in their living room. Hand reached out, but hovered over the phone for a moment, uncertainty questioning his logic before dome shook the doubts from his mind, picked up the phone and dialed the long distance number before he could change his mind. It rang only four times before a very familar female voice answered. "Hello." Cheery tones emit and suddenly the male's heart sunk to his feet. He shouldnt have done this. Shouldnt have even thought about dragging them both into this situation. His breathing quickened as no answer to the greeting could be formulated nor did he seem able to hang up the phone. After some silence, a hesitant voice asked almost hopefully, "Erixic?" Throat cleared and this time a throaty retort came from trap. Yea mom, its me. "Thank the lord you are safe! Harry, come quick! No! This can not wait until you fix that blasted TV! Your son is on the phone!" A smile pulled across Erix's features at the bickering his parents had always delt each other. Some may call it fighting, but he knew better. The words spoken were not harsh, but simply scolding in a way that made it obvious that both loved each other deeply. It wasnt long before he heard the other phone pick up and his father's voice over the line. "Hello son. It's been a while." Yea, it has dad. Im sorry I havent called you in a while. My life has just been... well, hecktic. Guilt again filled his stomach with shame. True, the lord's life hadnt been what you could call slow, but that wasnt the real reason he hadnt called. He had resented that his parents hadnt told him what he was or that he was adopted. Erixic had to find both out on his own. In the back of his mind, Erix knew his mother knew that was the real reason as to why he hadnt called, but that didnt stop him from lying. "Its ok sweetie. We understand." Another, softer grin teased lips. Ah, his ever loving mother. How could he ever believe her or his father selfish? I umm.... I need to talk to you guys about something. I need your advice on what I should do. "Sure son, We'd be glad to help. What is it thats got you all nervious?" Of coarse, his dad could sense his feelings even through the phone. Well, umm... I just found out today that my girlfriend is pregnant with my baby and I dont know what I should do. Silence from both parents followed while anxiety within the duke rose, hand running over his facade again to try and settle himself. "Hun, what do you mean you dont know what to do?" I mean mom, should I ask her to marry me? Or does it matter anymore. Another pause came from their end and Erix could just picture the pair of them looking at one another as they pondered an answer. "Erix, what do you feel like you should do? You know what is right. We raised you to make decisions like this on your own, even if it makes us both exceedingly happy that you called to ask our opinion about it." Did his mom ever stop being so caring? No, it would be outside of her character to turn away when someone, especally her own family, needed her help. I... I think I should ask Ayrn, but I dont know what she will think. Im not sure if she'll think Im silly for asking after we we're already expecting. Another short burst of quiet came from his mother before her soothing cords replied. "Do you both love each other?" Yes. I love her with everything I am. "Well then, if your Ayrn loves you as much as you do her, she wont care that you asked her late. It wont matter to her that you both already have a child on the way. She will just be happy that you asked when you didnt have to." Now, it was his turn to be silent, thinking over the words of wisdom his mother had given him and deciding that she was right, as usual. Thanks mom. I miss you both. Tight lyricals admitted. "We miss you too son." His father replied before his mom cut back in. "Is there any chance of us coming to the wedding or meeting this girl?" She asked hopefully. Im not sure mom. The place we're at right now is really seculded. I'd have to talk to the owners and see, but I promise to send you pictures if nothing else and will call you more often from now on. Determination flared up in his tunes, causing a chuckle from his father. "Alright son. We probably oughta let you get back to your woman." "Tell her we say hi, even if she doesnt know us" Both of his parents uttered. I promise I will mom. And thanks again. I love you both. "We love you too." Bye "Bye" The last two statements from his parents had been uttered together, their voices blending together perfectly. Phone was slowly hung up and a new wave of panic settled over Erixic. Shit! Where the hell am I going to get a ring?!

Steps mindlessly carried her along the outskirts of the palace and into the darkness of the foliage to the west. She felt safer here being in the cover of the trees. She knew that she was strong enough to defend herself under the circumstances of meeting wild animals and plus they seemed to stay away from the Coven upon the strange scents of the others in the Coven. I would to if there was vampires. She knew how the vampires smelt to her and she was only partly an animal and she would stay as far away from them as possible. Pausing she then moved to an especially large tree and hopped to a lower branch lower limbs hanging relaxed over the branch though she was not too sure if she would be able to keep herself still long enough to not get tense here. Just within the time that she had been away from the house her demeanor had changed completely. She was back to where she was once she had just escaped from the vampires. She was defensive and on edge ready to jump out of her skin at any moment her frame was tense and her shoulders ached from being pulled so hard together by her sinnehs. The trust for the male seemed to be gone for the moment and she suddenly felt as though she was alone in the world. A small frown still creased the femmes usually gorgeous features though now they were plagued by worry and slight regret. She didnt know why she felt so much regret I suppose she had hoped that everything had gone differently and she could not help but think that he did not respect her. It could be used in the same manner though since she had not protested. Everything went by too quick. She felt almost as though she was a whore. Just like all the other women that he had been with with the only difference of still being here. And still being with him. Though would he get bored of her? Stepping from the branch feet landed easily in a thud on the earth. Making her way back in the direction of the house she decided that she would not bring it up she was too tired and feeling too weak to fight. The darkness was starting to fall over the palace she knew that she had been gone for a long time though she had not known that it had been that long. It was starting to cool down and she shivered slightly. Palm landed on the door knob pulling it open. She had a completely different look that he would not recognize on her face. It was a wild expression of a mixture of fear and angst.

Muscular figure sat tensely upon the matress, orbs staring at a strange little velvet covered box that he held in his hand. The drake had searched all day for this. During his slightly moment of panic following the phone call he had placed with his parents, Erixic had wondered if the coven itself would have a jewerly store where he could purchase a ring, which had seemed like a very likely occurance since those within the castle walls were pretty much shut away from the rest of the world, even if it was by their choice. Even if the group were not seculded, they were in Africa for crying out loud! There probably wasnt a store with sparkly little rings for sale for hundreds of miles since civilization was pretty much a far fetched idea out here. Tennis shoes had been shoved onto feet and hand was turning the knob on the door when memory delt the drake a break. A relieved sigh emitted and shoes had been tossed beside the door where they had laid earlier before bodice had hurried back into the bedroom, arm jerking the closet door open excitedly as legs bent into a crouching position. Stupid of him not to think of it eariler! His mother had given the male her mother's wedding ring right before he had left to be on his own at the age of 18. Why she had done so was still a mystery to him for he had never shown anything more than a physical intrest in the opposite sex, but perhaps she forsaw a situation much like the one he was in now where the ring would be needed. Silently, the bloke thanked his mother before turning his attention to the boxes that still remained taped up in the back of their closet. Had he even packed the old thing? Worry again set in as he grabbed the first box off the top that was labeled from his house and ripped the tape from its edges, rummaging though the whole thing befor tossing it aside once more in exhasperation. Three more boxes and four hours went by and still, the ring had not turned up. Erix had been about ready to give up when the last box caught his eye. It was smaller than the others and stowed away in the very back of the space. He had to practically lay inside of the closet to reach it. Upon opening it, the baron had found lots of little things from his childhood that he vaguely remembered packing while Ayrn had been busy putting the rest of the boxes he had owned into her car that she had ended up giving to her friend after he had dropped them both off at the airport. Within that box, was where the ring had been waiting for many months, forgotten much like it had been in the years before that. Now, it was time for it to shine. Upon finding the family gem, he had hurried out the door and found the small jewerly shop within the castle and had bought some cleaner to place the ring in since it was very old and quite dull since no one had touched it for four years. Then he had hurried back to the house, taken a shower, changed into sort of nice clothes and set to work on cooking a good dinner as the ring was allowed to soak. Now, the pasta was waiting on the stove top, ready to be eaten and the ring in the little box within the man's hand, all that was needed was the lady. Keen lobes heard the door open and the box was quickly shut and shoved into his pocket as feet hit the floor and Erix forced his facade to look calm before striding to the bedroom doorway and looking out into the livingroom and adjoining kitchen. Frown creased the skin between his liquids at the look upon his lover's guise. Frame quickly came to her side and hands grasped at her sides, searching steel pair gazing down at her with worry. Are you ok? Did something happen on your walk? Anxious words asked, waiting only with only half the paitence of normal times for the answer that was to come.

She didnt know what to think. She did not want to not even be in her twenties and be settled down. Unlike a lot of the population that spent their teen years partying she had never had the chance and although she did not want to have those experiences she wanted to at least have the option of having those experiences. She did not want to feel forced to grow up. Especially not with her past and the way that she lived the majority of her life as a prisoner and being forced and finally when she is out of that situation she gets herself back in a bad one once again. A small sigh parted rose kissers at the indecision of what to do. Maybe she just needed time. Maybe she would get over all of this maybe this was just because of the hormones that were not natural to her body yet. She had an all in all busy and stressful day and maybe she needed to think on it. One thing she did know was that this was all happening too fast and although it was partly her fault he had known that she was sensitive and that she was out of a horrible relationship as well as known that she was not experienced in this sort of thing so he should have taken that into consideration when he decided that their relationship was going to set on warp speed. They missed out on some of the best aspects. The times where the relationship was new and they were shy together. Hell they had not even been on more then two dates. At the utter shock of this she almost broke down. Maybe she needed to get her own place. She wanted her independance back and she wanted him to know that they needed to take their time. Perhaps in months times she would be ready for this huge commitment though as of right now she needed to just be herself get to know herself better so that she could allow someone into her life. Moving to the kitchen she sat easily in one of the chairs. Looking in the direction of the bed room. "I am sorry but we need to talk." The dreaded words that made every male cringe in a relationship. "I just need some time. This has all gone too fast for me. I am used to my independance and I am having a hard time adjusting. I love you and I hope that you know that but I think that we need to take a step back. I dont know what that means maybe it means that I get my own place here. I mean that doesnt mean I want to spend less time with you but we have barely even been on our second date. Maybe this will all change back in a few months but I want to take it slow. You know how sensitive I am and how I just got out of a horrible relationship and it didnt seem to change how careful you were around me and now we are having a child. Its all just too much to handle." By now she was a mess and tears were coming freely. She didnt want him to get the wrong idea from this but she wanted him to know that it was upsetting her and to just what extent it was bothering her. "I want us to take our time to cherish all the stages of our relationship not just have them fly by at warp speed." Her tones were now slow and deliberate as she tried to pull herself together.

Palms drop to the drake's sides immediatly as the expression upon the essa's face never change, despite his worried question. Immediatly, something in his gut told him that the plans he had made for tonight would not happen and the small box sitting on the bed where he had left it would not be needed. Heart started to sink as the maiden moved around him to sit at the kitchen table before uttering dreaded words. "We need to talk." Wasn't that the most over used phrase for couples when they wanted to break up but didn't really want to say exacally that? Figure remained motionless, but steel orbs followed the other's movements. The words that came next were known and understood before they were even allowed into the air. She needed time. She needed space. She didn't need him. Jaw line tightened and pools jerked away at the last, the baron feeling as if once again he had been slapped. She was right, though. His nature had pushed them along at a hundred miles per hour without pause for thought and here they were in this situatuion, the bond between them strained. The wolf cried out against such tension, rageing around within the duke begging to be set free. Tongue ran over knives before lips parted and a reply came forth, liquids staring out the window nearest the door. I understand. You need space and I've practically sufficated you. Tunes were forced out of maw before bodice turned swiftly and steps carried him into their room. Grasp encosed the box still sitting on the bed and tossed it back into the back of the closet. It could be forgotten again. The lord then made his was to the dresser and grabbed running shirt and shorts. The nice clothes he had on at current were jerked off and the others pulled on. He needed to get out of here. He needed to loose himself. He needed to forgot the sharp pain in his chest that had started the moment the first utterance had left Ayrn's mouth. Framework then returned to the kitchen, hand reaching out and resting on the chair's back, across the table from the maiden. Pair could not meet hers no matter how hard the knight tried to make them do so. In the end, chin dropped and gaze met the floor, a long silence drawlng to a close as husky masculine lyrics errupted. I'll find a place for me to stay tomorrow. There is no need for you to move. I can get all of my stuff there tomorrow as well so you need not worry. Tones paused and Erixic forced himself to close the distance between them. Palm grazed her cheek lightly and laterns finally met hers, their depths guarded and unreadable as the male hesitates before placing a kiss upon her forehead. I cooked some chicken alfredo. Feel free to eat it if you feel up to it. Get some sleep. With that, his hand nearly jerked from her skin and stature moved towards the door. There were no shoes on his feet as he walked outside. For what he was going to do, none would be needed. Leggings set off at a dead run, the brute pushing himself through the castle corridors and out into the savanna. The sun still lingered upon the horizon but it didn't take long for it to finally sink below. At first, Erix kept to his human form and ran as far as he wished to push himself, eventually coming to the edge of water. No time for thought or rest was taken as he quickly stripped his body of fabric then under went the slightly painful transformation into the wolf. Once the change finished, the wolf was in control, the battered man having faded inside of himself like never before. A heartbroken cry escaped jowls as the lupe tossed his muzzle to the clear, starry sky. It was allowed to ring all around him, the powerful voice never wavering in its howl. Then, the song ended abruptly, dome returning to normal level as irons blazed into the night. All human attachments, all emotions that had cluttered the man's mind were left behind as the strong muscles of the beast propelled them both forward into the night. Nothing but the call his mate would be drag the wolf out of the trance set in place to protect the weaker half from destorying itself.

The only way she could accurately describe how she was feeling was the feeling of sand slipping through your fingers and knowing that no matter how hard you tried to hold on it would continue simply falling through. She wished that she had a mother figure that she could ask her opinion on the situation how was she supposed to know to do in a situation like this. She had never had something like this happen before and now it seemed as though she had ruined it all anyways. Tears now fell freely as she sat there debating her next move. She had said all this for a reason though and she felt as though a large weight had been lifted from her shoulders. At least he knew how she felt. At least then they could go from there if there would still be a relationship which at this point seemed highly unlikely. Having no apetite she put the food in which he cooked in the fridge. She did not know what to expect she was almost scared of him returning she had never seen him this angry. A chill ran along her spine, she did not want someone to be around her and that angry it scared her and for good reasons after what happened with Dillon. She could not risk the injury to her or her unborn child. On her walk she had already arranged for another house for herself it was only a few doors from him so that he would still be able to see her as often plus in an area such as this place it was hard to get too far from another person. Which was alright since she was sure that they would be forced to work all this out. Limbs stretch out in front of her before she stood and made her way slowly to the table pulling out a pen and a piece of paper. Elegant cursive seemed to simply flow onto the page. I love you Erixic and really hope that we can work this out. I am sorry. I regret what I said already, I know you are angry with me. On my walk I already arranged for my own place so I will be staying there tonight. Feel free to visit me whenever you feel like you want to talk. It is only two doors down. On the corner. Love, Ayrn. Her note was simple and written quick to avoid him getting back before she had the chance to pack. She packed simply her things for the night knowing that she would be able to return tomorrow to pick the rest of her things up. She then placed the note on the table before walking to the door. And out into the night in the direction of her new home. Opening the door she thought about her note. This would give him the time that he needed to cool off and time for her to think of everything. She needed time and she hoped that he would understand that. She just needed to figure out who she was before she allowed someone into her life like she already had. It had only been two years since her first escape and she knew nothing of herself. She didnt bother to unpack the few belongings in which she had brought. She locked the door behind her and without even turning the light on made sure that there was no one else in the place with her then moved to the bedroom. She lay on the bed just thinking. Eventually within hours she was lulled to sleep by the silence.

Muscles grew tired and limbs slowed their movement until the drake came to a walking pace, dome held low to the ground while ribbon dangled toward the earth in exhaustion. By now, there was no room for though within the shared mind. The human found himself just as weary as the wolf now was and due to this, would not gather up the strength to entertain a coherent thought for it would only bring further suffering. Direction changed and bodice now backtracked, taking the distance he had run and now turning it into a time consuming walk that would hopefully cool off his skin. Many minutes passed before the duke reached his spot of departure. Chin then lifted and steel orbs gazed over the area slowly, seeing the stream moving, the leaves upon what seemed to be mini trees, rodents scurrying around at night and the work out clothes which had been left on a rock not too far from the bubbling water. Sigh emitted before the male willed himself to change, jaw now tightening in pain as bones grew and distorted into the frame of a human. Chest lifted uncontrollably in heavy breaths while leggings move forward a stride and stature bends at the waist, allowing hand to grasp first the shirt, then boxers and shorts as he pulled them on in that order. Breathing was calm now as crown turned in the direction of the castle, heart sinking at the thought of going back. How could he bare to go back?! The woman that he loved had practically denied him and now wanted to move away from him. Upturned features jerk away and a open grimace of pain showing upon once handsome facade. Then, an idea came. He didn't have to go back! The lord could keep running, living among the animals like the predator that he was! No one from the near by town would be able to distinguish him from any other wolf, unless they got the chance to see his unnatural size, but that Erixic could hide easily and he didn't plan on having many locals see him. The instant that the plan began to sound wonderful, the logical piece of his brain shot it down. What are you thinking?! Even if Ayrn kicked you out of the house she is still carrying YOUR baby! And you still love her! How could you even think about leaving them? Skull drooped in sorrow as images of what would happen if he never returned flashed through his head. The first was one of Ayrn beaming down at a little bundle in her arms, the white washed walls and medical equipment making it apparent that she was in the hospital and had just given birth to their baby. Another person walked in and as his lover looked up to see who it was, her face brightened like he had never seen it. Rage and jealousy then flooded the baron as he realized that it was another man walking into the room, kissing first his lady before bending to kiss his child! Erixic jerked himself out of the vision and found that he had started to break out in a sweat. Deep breath was taken as feet turn onto the trail that led back to the coven. No, he wouldn't leave Ayrn or their unborn child. Not only did he love them too much, if he did leave, the lass was sure to find another and that fact was too unbearable a thought for the duke to imagine. There was nothing left to do than deal with the hurt and allow the maiden the time that she needed to sort through whatever it was that was plagueing her. He knew this and still the knight wished that she would just let him help her as he had tried to do over the past month. He had thought everythng had been going well, but obviously he was blind to the truth. Perhaps he hadnt wanted to see the truth, hadnt wanted to relive life without having Ayrn by his side at almost every waking moment. Gah! I really was sufficating her! Hand ran over mask and pulled at the taunt skin there before dropping again to the shifters side before knees begin to lift at a faster pace and acceleration increased to that of a workout jog. It seemed that both of the expecting parents needed some time away from one another to learn who they were again. One thing Erix was certain of, he did not need to apologize to her for moving to fast. Really, she couldnt place all the blame for their current predicament on his shoulders. Had she ever told him to slow down or even acted as if she needed more time to heal after what Dillon had done to her? No, she hadnt and it wasnt like Erixic had totally disreguarded the pain inflicted by the other man previous to his entrance into the mistress's life. He had offered her comfort and done his best to try and make her forget. Obviously, that wasnt what she had wanted, but at the time that seemed to be what she had needed. Crown shook at the millions of thoughts that plagued his mind. On one hand, he could be mad at her for accusing him for not being careful enough when she knew that doing so was unfair, but on the other, the bloke knew he was responsible, even if he wasnt in total blame, and the sadness at her deciding to leave because of it made all the sparks of anger go out in a second. Time passed by slowly as the duke made his way back to the house, but finally pace slowed to a walk and feet moved soundlessly onto the wooden porch, hand reaching for the handle of the door and pausing above the smooth metal surface before finishing the intention and turning the knob to walk into the house silently. Pools ran over the clean counter and he made a note to thank Ayrn for cleaning up his cooking mess in the morning. Legs made their way towards the refrigerater where the male started to reach for a water then hesitated and instead grabbed a beer out of the still unused six pack in the far back of the fridge. After today, a little alcohol would be needed if he ever wanted to get any sleep. Shoes were kicked off beside the door and frame started to walk outside again when a small piece of paper laying on the table caught his eye. Pistons close the distance quickly and fingers snatched up the rolled wood quietly, laterns darting back and forth as the words were read. Knives grounded against one another and hand tosses the paper away from him and spins on one of his feet to head out to door. Bottle was sat on the railing and didgets wrapped themselves around the lip of the wood, elbows completely locked out and liquids stare at the ground. Ok, so she would be the one to move out. Why had she gone ahead and gotten a house while on her walk? What would she have done if he had somehow managed to talk her into staying with him? Crown shook. The contessa knew he would have accepted whatever she wanted to do without saying anything against it because he wanted her to be happy. Hand balled into a fist and hit the railing with a dull thud. Just then, another thought flashed into his mind and a groan escaped lips. Ayrn had been smart in this situation. She hadnt wanted to be the one stuck in the house they had both lived in. Now, Erixic got to deal with all the memories and any pain that was sure to come with them. Gaze cut towards the door before it jerked back into the darkness. No. He couldnt go back in there and certainatly could not go into their bedroom. Not tonight anyway. There was no way in hell he would ever get any sleep that way. Instead, he sank into the chair that sat outside on the porch and drank what beer was left in the bottle while staring out into the shadows of the night, praying for daylight.

A certain emptiness tugged at the females gut as she lay in the unfamiliar bed trying to convince her body to sleep knowing that she desperately needed the rest. Though her mind was moving at a million miles an hour. She would not give in and go see Erix though. That was what this was about. She needed time to be herself get her independance back. She did not like to have to rely on someone. She sat up resting her spine against the back of the headrest and closing her eyes. Forcing her mind to empty of all the thoughts. This would be a new start for herself and everything before this would all be forgotten. If he did not want to put the effort forth of truly getting to know her before she completely gave herself to him then it would not be worth it. This would not be the time that she would give in she was done being that person. She knew what she wanted and if he wanted to learn what that was then he would approach her and he would try. Sure it had not only been him to have screwed up but it had obviously not bothered him as much as it bothered her. After her meditation her mind finally seemed to clear and she was lulled into a sleep although it was restless it was still sleep. She was back into her routine the next morning when she woke around seven and the sun was not yet clear of the horizon. She did not feel as sick as she did the day before. Now it seemed like it was bareable a dull ache at the back of her rib cage. Walking into the bathroom she allowed the hot water to run over sore muscles easing the pain away. She then dressed in casual shorts and tank top. She was still thin and the pregnancy had not started to show. Though she knew that when it did it would make the biggest difference because she was so fit. Pulling on her flip flops she then made her way along the trail that would lead her to the Cafe. it was one of her favourite places since almost everyone came through there at one time or another. She did not have too much interaction with other people so it was nice. Sitting at her regular booth she ordered a tea, her drink of choice especially since this morning it was still frigid.

Light stared to peak over the horizon, spanning slowly over the earth as dawn claimed the area. Slits narrowed against the sudden brilliance and hand lifted to shield features, jaw dropping in a yawn before leg and arms straightened out in a strech. Was it morning already? Limbs lifted frame upward and the duke found himself wobbling just a little after the motion, fingers moving to rub temples as bodice turned towards the hated house and entered into its sufficating atmosphere. Path was made directly to the bedroom where no time was given for thought upon anything that had happened the night before as the male stripped quickly before practically running into the bathroom and slamming the door upon the room he once shared with another. Shower water was turned on. Cold, pelting spray met the lord as he stepped into its rage, arms bracing against the solid marble wall as shades closed over listless steel depths. The night had not gone well. Despite his best efforts, Erixic couldnt bring himself to enter into the house again and so had spent the night outside in the old, uncomfortable, wooden rocking chair on the porch. As can be imagined, the bloke didnt get much sleep either. Perhaps there were a few times when he dozed off for about thirty minutes before waking up again with a sudden jolt, instintivly searching for the warmth of Ayrn before the truth hit him again, the pain in his chest growing sharper with every time he woke to realize that his life wasnt just a nightmare. After about five times of this reoccuring, he had finally given up and stopped falling asleep. One hand leaves its post and runs over haggered features, didgets coming together at the brute's chin before arm dropped into a relaxed position again and orbs opened, a deep sigh escaping forth into the empty air. A long while was spent in the shower, seeking refuge from the world underneath the constant rain of water, but eventually, Erix was forced to pull himself together, turn off the water and drag himself back into the bedroom, grabbing a towel on his way out of the bathroom. Just like before, pools were not allowed to hover upon any one spot in the house for too long for fear of the memories that would immedatly come flooding back. Boxers, socks, jeans and a t-shirt were taken quickly from the dresser drawer, hands shoving them over stature before strides took the lord back into the kitchen. A glass was taken from the shelf and orange juice picked out of the fridge. The cup was gone in seconds and again the shifter was on the move. System rushed out the door, pausing just outside to take a deep breath before heading out again deeper into the castle. This probably wasnt a smart move on the duke's part for he rarely cared for the company of others and especally now when he was on the brink of a breakdown, it would not be safe for either him or any other being who just happened to be around when it all went to hell. The steady beat of his shoes against the flooring slowed as physique entered the foyer, one slow glance scanning the area, body hesitating in its forward movement. Where was he to go? It wasnt like he knew everything about the place. What could he do to keep himself busy? Were there jobs available? Perhaps him getting a job would be best. As long as it had long, heavy hours every day of the week it would be perfect. Now the question remains, where to go? It wasnt like there were big signs saying "JOBS THIS WAY!" in big bold letters, so where could he go now? What happened now? Where did he and Ayrn stand? How would the baby fit into all of this? How could he be so lost when they had only been together for a month?!

It had been enough time that her waiting for him had been long enough and she would have to go see him to at least have closure. She had known about her pregnancy for almost three weeks now and it seemed to be a part of her. Until that fateful monday, she knew that she had been dropping weight at an alarming rate but she had just assumed that it was stress. Deep down she had known that she had had a miscarriage something very common in the first thirteen weeks of pregnancy. It could have been so many different things that triggered it though she had instantly known by the look on the doctors face when she went in for her routine check up. Most likely it had been problematic because many times it was not even possible for shifters to have children because their chromosones were so different. The nurse said that it would not have been any one reason but the full situation that would have triggered it, the fact that she was so stressed, the injury to her abdomen, since it was quite serious the effort her body made was of that to heal her before providing nutrition to the child that was nothing more then a speck at the time. She had been devasted though she knew that it was not going to be fair for her not to tell him. Ivories clamp along her lip at the thought of how he would respond. In some ways she was glad because under the circumstances it was not the right situation and she was too scared to be a mother when she could not even protect herself accurately some of the times. With all the problems with their relationship as well there was no gaurentee that they would be able to work through their issues and it was not fair to bring a child into all of that. She believed that the child that maybe one day they bring into the world should have everything going for it. Never to have to wonder a night if daddy or mommy would be coming back. Never to be around the fighting or the bitterness of the family and not only that the child should be expected, tried for. Not seen as a huge mistake. She had gotten really excited to have the child though the dread that overwhelmed her was even more serious. Light steps carry her easily in the direction of the house that they once shared. Instantly a pain filled her chest and tears sprung to soft emerald pools. She looked so defeated. She wore a navy coloured polo shirt which should have fit her like a glove but instead hung loose over her frame. The doctor also diagnosed her with an iron deficiency causing too few red blood cells, which in exchange was making her loose this amount of weight, another reason why the child had not stood a chance. From a distance she was able to spot Erix and instantly her heart fluttered in her chest. Stepping closer to him she managed to blink back the tears and remain composed. "Hey." Soft vocals rang out to direct the male to look in her direction if he had not been paying attention. Palms were nervously shoved in her pockets so that they did not fiddle absent mindely. "I am so sorry. I found out today that I lost the child." She fought with herself the entire time to keep her composure. Taking a deep breath her eyes then met his features. She was even more of a mess then when she had returned from her two week escape to where she had come from. "We also need to talk about... us... If there is an us?" She didnt even know what to say about that she did not know what he wanted. Not having a clue how he would respond she took a step forward wrapping her arms around him. Burying her face in his chest hiding her pained expression. Something that the time had taught her is that she didnt just want to be around him she needed to be around him and she was fine with that. She knew that if he was willing it would take time to patch all this up but she was willing to work on it now. When all reality set in she took a step back arms dropping to rest at her side.

Unrelenting rays beat down upon brozed skin, heating its surface and the substances beneath its protection till it was almost unbearable, but still, the creature continued to work, the rythumic beating of metal against metal and wood creating the base line to which the system moved. The harsh sounds stopped, forarm moving to whipe the sweat off of forehead while frame unbent, reaching its full six foot four height. Sweat droplets caused body to glissen in the sun, blonde surfer kept hair the perfect match to the beast. Tired gray orbs stare at the house before then, the new paint on the front still a bright white despite the horrid weather conditions it had endured in this hot savanna. Pools then dropped to look at his hand braced against the new wooden railing, an unstained, pale color meeting them. Arm lifted and eyes moved to watch, noting that the time was only half past two in the afternoon. Damn. Mind cursed and knees bent while hand reached for three more nails out of the box, sticking two within the drake's mouth while legging straightened and torso bent, finger holding one nail steady as other hand moved with the hammer to drive it easily into the wood. Time seemed to pass by so slowly here lately. Erixic could hardly find something to keep him occupided. Earlier, about a month ago, he had planned on finding a job somewhere and useing it as his outlet, but the plan had gone sour within a few fruitless days and instead the man had taken to breaking things. First had been the kitchen chair, then the refrigerator, the washing machine, various cabinets and drawers, the door to the house and the most recent had been the railing on the porch. Other renovations had happened that were not needed due to the bloke's temper such as the newly painted house and new hardwood flooring in the kitchen. All of these had been done by himself without any help from anyone, despite the offers from the owner of the only hardware type store, which had also been a food market strangely enough, after the shifter had entered over and over continuously buying things. Each offer had been politely declined of coarse. One room that had not been messed with had been the bedroom. The lord rarely entered into it for in the rare times when he needed to sleep, the duke had simply laid out on the couch, finding it much easier to sleep there or outside in his wolf form than in the bedroom which he had pretty much forbidden himself to enter. After all three nails had been hammered into the wood, stilts bent again and fingers reached once again to grab at the utensils in the box, but something stopped him. Nostrils flare widely, all movement coming to a hault while sensories jumped on at high alert. Pistons straightened stature again and front turned away from the house, guarded smoky depths landing immediately on the person who now approached him. Bare chest heaved slightly and Erix acted as if it was from the work when really, it was seeing her again. The aroma she gave off was unmistakeable, espcally for him. When you went to bed and woke up with the same person beside you every night for a two months, the way they smelt was hard to get rid of and it made it even more so when your senses were heightened by the blood of a wolf that ran in your veins. Mask was expressionless as Ayrn drew nearer, her facade looking almost as nervious as he felt, although, there did seem to be something more to what she was feeling other than uneasy. He couldnt put his finger on it, but somehow he knew it was there. Hey. Came his softly uttered, detached reply, framework completely tense while laterns watched the familar, beautiful features. At her next announcement, a storm of emotions came flaring through the brute. The baby. Over the past three weeks, Erixic hadnt approached or even seen Ayrn for anything. After what she had told him, he figured she would come to him when she was ready. Of coarse, he had wondered how both of them were doing, but never would he have expected this. His hold upon the hammer handle tightened, jaw tensing as he fought back his immediate reaction. Liquids ran quickly over her body, easily finding that she was not in as great of health as she had been a few weeks ago. She was more skinny than fit and some of the muscle tone that she had built up through her usual workout routine was gone. Throat cleared in a sharp sound and jowls parted to produce lyrics. What was wrong? Do we.... you know what happened? The male had just managed to get the words out when suddenly the maiden pressed closer to him, wrapping arms around his waist and pressing features against his abdomen. A sharp intake of breath came as the duke fought to control himself, didgets dropping the hammer immediatly and arms slowly moving to wrap around her shoulders, one hand stroking the mocha hair that cascaded down her back. Deep breath was taken and muscles finally relaxed, chin lifted to rest atop the lady's cranium. Lids shut for a moment, enjoying the feeling of her flesh against his own for a moment before she pulled away and he was forced to let her. Awkwardly, hands moved to his side once again as the essa released his waist before they shoved themselves into his jean's pockets, guise stilll as blank as before. Rump leaned against the newly constructed railing while teeth toyed with the inside skin of his lips. I dont know, Ayrn. You told me you needed time and I'll give you as much time as you need. Palms were pulled out of jeans pockets and instead arms crossed across still sweaty chest, features slightly rough as he waited for a reply to come from the lass.

A small nod was uttered as her dainty crown dipped lightly. Mocha locks fell loosely along her spine looking effortless as usual. The nurse had told her that she needed to stay inactive just after the miscarriage since she had dropped so much weight. It was common and there was nothing to worry about but she needed to allow herself the time to heal. Which for the past few days she had, she finally got the courage up to tell Erix about it as well. She could not spend anymore time away from him. She loved him and she hoped that he knew that and understood. Stepping closer she had no cares if he was sweaty. "I love you. I hope you know that." Calm words flowed easily in almost inaudible tones reaching the male. She paused for a moment debating the next words she would say. "I am sorry if you did not understand why I needed to do that. I dont know how you still feel about me. Or if you feel anything for me anymore but I want to try to rebuild our relationship." This time the words were more rushed and showed that she was obviously not as calm as she looked. She found it so hard to see him without having been around him the whole time. Her heart fluttered in her chest knowing that she still had many feelings for him. The time apart had helped her though realize that he was a huge part of her life and she wanted him to be. She wanted to be with him, he was the one thing in her life that she looked forward to. Without him she did not know what to do with herself and she did not have anything to look forward to. She knew that her loosing the baby would be a huge matter to him and it had been to her but she came to accept that there was nothing that she could do. There was nothing that was going to change the situation. She had taken three days before she even told him to just heal over the situation. She then addressed his question about the miscarriage. "Well the nurse said there are so many different things that could go wrong in the first thirteen weeks. She told me that shape shifter pregnancys are a lot harder since the chromosones are so different so it might have just been that the chromosones were not developing properly and with all the stress and with my injury the baby was not developing properly so instead of having a sickly baby my body just aborted it. Apparently its very common." Emerald pools then focus on the ground for a moment before they then turned back to the male interested in what his next actions would be. It was so awkward right now though she knew that it would be for a while. If he chose to give her the second chance even.

Soft sigh escapes parted lips as the male's weight shifts, feet lifting, first the left, then the right and chin drops, orbs focusing upon the dirt at his feet. Why did she always question the feelings he had for her? The only two times she had even conversed with him over the past three weeks, once on the night she left and now, the lady had made sure he knew she loved him then shot down any possiblity that the lord could possibly love her back still. Jaw line hardens as the words ran though his head over and over, even the explanation the lass now offered for as to why she had miscarraged forgotten as emotions built up over nearly the past month. Teeth clamped down upon lower lip as Erixic attempted to fight back the irritation, knuckles turning white as fists clinched. Iron pools flashed as they raised upwards, easily meeting the vulenerable mossy pair of the maiden instantly. Bodice leaned upward, all of his mass centering upon the balls of his feet, arms uncrossing and dropping to his side. One step was taken as the man advanced upon her, features now inches from femine mask. Why do you act like every time I ever told you I loved you was a lie? As if it was some kind of phase to me? Do you really think me so swayed by my own confusion? Or your desertion? Im standing here arent I?! God damn it Ayrn! Do you think I would still be here if I wasnt waiting for you? If I didnt love you? Visionage jerked away from hers, the duke taking a step back as he put distance between them, still fighting with the hurt and rage that were what he had been left with by her actions. No, I dont fully understand why you left, but does it really matter if I do or not? Brow lifts and an extreamly tired facade looks at the damsel, pain allowed into liquids for the first time. This only lasted for a few moments, however for as soon as the drake realized how exposed he was now to her, mask seemed to go into lock down mode, every emotion, any hint of his feelings, erased from her sight. I want to try to be with you again too Ayrn, but... Vocals faded as the knight fought with how to say this. Im not who I once was and I dont know if I can ever be the man you love again. Lids closed over laterns for a long while. Yes, Erixic had changed in the past weeks while the woman had been gone from his side. More like the wolf inside of him, he had become to be. Rough, guarded. To protect was a powerful instinct and now it no longer applied to just the shifter's loved ones, but also to himself. Before, the charming young man had never gotten so close to a girl that she could rip his heart from his chest and break it into pieces before him. No female had ever succeeded in holding his attention for more than a couple of nights before he had met Ayrn. Now that the bloke understood what kind of pain could be inflicted, he wasnt sure if his wolf would ever let either of them go through it again.

She did not question the feelings that he had for her she knew that if he wanted nothing more to do with her then he would be long gone by now. She knew that though he was just too hard to read the reason she said what she had was to try and get him to explain what he was feelings. Sure he would not be willing to right now since he was quite hurt though she hoped that one day they would both be able to get over that. She was hurt to and she had resorted to the only thing that she knew how to do. Run from her problems. Sure that had been a bad choice though he had not been there to try and stop her. Not that she expected it since she told him that she needed time and that was what he was going to give her. She was able to notice the small signs that he was losing his temper and she resorted back to what she had done when she was in the Coven. Fear ran rampid through blood which was being pushed through her veins at an alarming rate. Her breath was getting more rapid. She didnt move. She remained frozen to the spot ready for whatever came her way. This was something that male would have never seen from her. Ultimate submission was drawn through the femmes chassis as her body shaked and no words came from lips. Pools rest on his clenched fists and frame was tensed ready for the blow which usually followed in a situation like this one. Her mind filled with images the sent her spiralling back through the years. He then advanced on her and she fought to control her emotions fought to keep control. She would not cry now. She would accept whatever he did out of rage. Pools remain on the ground as the similiarities of the situations was too real. She had to keep reminding herself that this was Erix and he would not hurt her.. would he? With the rage that crossed his features now she was not too sure. No words were capable of being formed as she stood frozen to the ground. He then confirmed what she had been thinking. He did not think he was capable of being with her anymore. She felt so horrible about how this all ended up. She would do anything to change the outcome and she wanted to say that to tell him that she was willing to do almost anything though she did not have the courage to speak.

Dome lifted and for the first time since the duke's close call, he really saw the lady's visionage for what it was. The fear found there, the pure, undisguised terror made Erixic finally realize what his actions could have reminded the fatal of. Surprise and anguish caused mouth to drop open and all aggressive components of the drake's body language dropped from his frame like a hat in the spring wind. Arm extended and the male took a step closer to the fea despite himself, fingers moving to cup her cheek and lift the beautiful emeralds so steels could look into them. I cant seem to do anything right can I? Im sorry Ayrn. I didnt think. Palm continued to hold the essa's chin upward before it fell once again, useless at the baron's side. Teeth clamped down upon the inner tissue of Erix's lower lip, orbs unable to leave the maidens while inside his mind's voice told him to look away, to do anything to break the connection, but it was not to be so. For many silent moments after, their pair simply stared at each other, hot breaths fluttering over exposed flesh from the other's cavern. Then, suddenly, the man turned away, knowing he would be unable to hold onto any remaining sanity if he continued to stare into the damsel's depths. Hands braced against the freshly built wooden railing as elbows locked, back muscles buldging out as shoulder blades shifted their position. Lids closed over laterns, shutting his mind off from the world. So where do we go now? Haggard lyracals asked, back still turned to the other being as the bloke waited for the answer to come.

Optics close as they are focused on the ground holding tears at bay. The horrific memories coursing through her mind. She thought back to the time that he had found her talking to a kitchen boy. Little did he know that she was simply asking for food. The pure jealousy of the situation caused him to lose it. Right in front of the kitchen boy he had yelled and made an advance similiar to the one Erix had just retreated from. That time though he had punched her square in the face so hard it knocked her to the ground. She was then after that forced to tell everyone that she had fell down the stairs. Utter defeat was shown through her expression. The touch made her jump slightly though it was a caress rather then a harsh motion. A soft sigh expelled air in which she had been holding captive. He did not hit her. She braced herself no longer though her frame was so tense she felt as though she could jump from her skin at any moment. A deep breath then was drawn in through nasal cavity managing to calm the femme enough to manage words. So where do we go now? What was she supposed to say to something like that just a moment ago he was saying that they could not be together. Well I dont know I guess that would be whatever you feel to be right. I have now told you what I want. You know that I love you and want to be with you but I understand if that is not possible. A single tear fell along her cheek. Why was this all so messed up. Why did she need to resort to her old ways and run when the going got tough. If she had just stayed with him they could have worked this out. They would have been fine their relationship would not be ruined like it is right now. She could not help but feel guilt. A new boldness overtook the lady as she stepped forth arms wrapping around him not caring the expression of bewilderment that would be crossing his features. Lips met his with a new urgency and as soon as they touched she retreated back to where she had previously been standing. I needed to do that at least once more. I am sorry. He had still not finished the sentence that originally had been spoken. I want to try to be with you again too Ayrn, but... She did not have a clue what would have come after the but. She knew it would have been something that prevented them from being together. So now was his time to decide what he wanted. He knew of her feelings he knew that she loved him and was willing to try and work through this. A step was taken backwards as more tears fell along her cheeks. She did not want to show defeat she did not want to show just how vulnerable she had become. She was glad that at the moment there was no need for her words because there was no way that she would be able to speak. Feet shuffled on the dry loam stirring grit beneath her flip flops. Palms fell loosely at her sides as she awaited the dreaded words to be spoken.

[Ayrn]

The long silence that the duke had expected to come after his utterance turned out to be only a short one, femine vocals coming in reply almost as soon as the words had left the male's mouth, as if there was no need to think about it. Instead, the expected silence came from him, shades still shut over depths while the wheel worked within his mind. How could he tell her what was really bothering him? That although Erixic loved her with his whole being and she loved him the same way, that it could all go away in a blink of an eye. There was no way to tell the lady that change had finally effected the drake, and had hit him fast and hard. Most say that it takes time for a person to transform, but for the lord, it had only taken three weeks for it to happen where as over the past couple of years, he hadnt changed hardly at all. Strange how whenever Ayrn was involved things once impossible suddenly happened without a second thought. Then, a brush of skin against skin cause steel pools to flash open and framework to straighten, bodice spinning as the maiden was suddenly before him, arms wrapped around lean waist and cheek pressing up to bare chest. At first, hands remained useless in the air, the baron so surprised by the move that he knew naught how to react. Instints quickly take care of the confusion and facade changes, bewildered expression adjusting to the situation, eyes softening and lips relaxing while arms dropped around the lass, tightening just enough to wrap the damsel in his hold while at the same time not forcing her to feel closed in, so the trapped feeling from her past would not be fueled even more by simply his embrace. Chin tilted downward and rested upon the mocha covered tiara of the essa lids shutting briefly for the small span of time that the vixen allowed him to hold her close before pulling away. Arms started to fall back to the brute's side, but stopped as Erix came to realize that his companion was not pulling away from him completely, but rather just slightly. Another shock was delievered to the man as rose kissers met his, drawling the breath out of the male as curtains closed over liquids and lips clung to hers for as long as they could, savoring the kiss that he had been craving for over three weeks. All too soon, the action was over and shifter forced to let the other go. Clear iron pair stared into the tearfilled mask of the fatal, lobes listening to the syallables that exited her cavern without really holding them in much reguard. Advancement was made on the essa, this one no where near aggressive, but rather an approach of a lover, hand reaching to support her cheek. No, dont be sorry. Lyrics breathed before guise lowered towards hers, lips seeking their partner once more. When crown lifted again, a thoughtful expression had taken over visionage. I'm not quite sure how to finish what I had started to say earlier..... I love you Ayrn and would never want to let you go, but Im not who I once was. Do you understand? Gems searched hers, moving rapidly back and forth as fingers wrapped themselves gently around both forearms, the intensity in their color willing the tears away as he prayed for recongition to come from her.

She could not deny the feelings that welled up in her almost willing her to burst as a swarm of relaxation, joy, and comfort washed over her. Soon to be replaced by the familiar feelings of fear and slightly rejection as soon as the words escaped his mouth. Did he not understand that she did not care that he was different, he was still the man that she loved and would always be. He was the one that captured her heart and nothing would change that. Though she was curious as to what he meant about him changing. What do you mean that you have changed? Curved brow was then raised at the statement. No she did not understand. Bottom limbs engaged once again drawing the maiden to the shade of the house. She was sure that there would be a long explaination that followed so she might as well be seated. After all the sun was starting to bother her. Mocha locks were hot against her scalp with the UV rays beating down on her. After all she was not completely recovered from the whole incident and would stay weaker then she had been for another week or so. At the thought of losing their child a frown crossed her lips gaze was directed into the dirt though so that he did not notice. She would always wonder how different would her life have been if she had had their child. Maybe they would not last and maybe they would not be together whereis if she had the child there would be all that more to draw them together. All the more reason for them to stay together. For the childs sake. Though she would never want to bring the child into a situation like that, though they would probably be in a situation where they would have tried their best to resolve everything before the child was born. She then sat on the edge of the stair of the house drawing her knees to her chest. Bracing herself for the words that the male would then speak. She was not sure if she was going to be able to handle it. The tears luckily had since stopped and emerald pools were clear as her gaze reaching him for a moment. The possibly last hug had confirmed everything that she needed to know. She was still in love with him, more then ever. A palm was run through mocha locks pushing them back from her features before her elbow then rested against her knee. A deep breath was taken trying to calm herself. She hated situations like this where her heart felt like it was going to leap from her chest at any moment it was given the chance. She had gone through so much in her short life though the thought of losing him was a lot more scary then reliving all of the horrors of her past. It had taken her a little time to realize how much she was scared to lose him but now that she had she felt helpless she felt as though she was nothing without him. It was pathetic really. Where was the strong and independant girl who broke herself from a Coven.... twice? One with some of the highest security possible. The girl who spent all her love life being beaten mercilessly and yet found the strength to love again? Where all of that strength went she would never know. Perhaps it was a one time deal. Perhaps when you were dealt the cards of life you used them and poof they were gone. Once used up they were never useable again. Though she doubted that was the way that it all worked. But all she knew was that if their relationship had gone through all of this in the first two months there must be a light at the end of the tunnel... There must be a break somewhere along the line, and she was willing to work towards that she was willing to fight for them to have a normal loving relationship since she knew that they both loved eachother more then people do when they get married. She would give just about anything to go crawl back into his arms and stay there forever. They never needed to speak again. Just to be able to kiss him knowing that it would not potentially be the last time. Hoping that what he was going to tell her would not change their lives once again.

Fingers were forced to release their captives as the essa asked her question then made a move towards the deck, steel pools following as male mass turned when needed to keep the lady in his sights. Hand ran over haggard face once, the lord suddenly feeling quite jittery and hardly at all dismayed as he was before. Perhaps it was that kiss that had sealed all that away. Correction, some of that away. For now, the duke still felt a small portion of failure that was busy breaking down his soul bit by bit till there was nothing left to distinguish him as human. Well, part human anyway. Failure for not being all that his partner needed in what was a very stressing time for her, failure at being able to patch them up, although such a feat had not been attempted yet, and failure for not being the father that he should have been to his unborn child that would now never live out a life. Guilt also held its weight in the baron's thoughts for had he been there for Ayrn instead of completely shutting himself off, maybe she wouldnt be in such low health from stress and maybe their baby would still have a chance for survival. A deep sigh rocked through Erixic as he thought about this. There were so many "if"s and "what might have been"s running through his head he couldnt think straight! I need to focus. To forget everything that COULD have happened and concentrate upon what DID happen. Ive changed, and I know it, but I dont know how Ive changed. This is all so confusing! How can I explain it to Ayrn? She will probably think I was trying to use it as just an excuse for her to walk away. Or she could understand completely. Either way, I have to at least try to tell her. To lay out how it is I feel. Feet lift from the earth and leggings push them forward, long strides taking the shifter to one end of the house before stature swiveled and turned back the way he had come, walking in front of the building while he tried to sort out what to say in reply to the contessa's question. The blaring sun was felt by skin, but ignored. Its heat caused some discomfort, true, but it was not so much that the knight would want to move out of it. Such an action would take away the space he was currently using for a thought provoking process called pacing. Suddenly, all movement came to a pause as the duke haulted precisely in front of the two stairs that led onto the porch and the door to the house beyond that. Steel depths remained fixed upon the dirt, hand holding chin as brow furrowed with thought, a frown slowly forming on handsome features to distort its planes into something that could not be considered beautiful. Dome raises and occulars turn towards the being sitting in the only chair that occupied the deck. Chest expands in a deep breath before vocals emitted out. Im not exacally sure how Ive changed, but I know things inside me have. Crown jerked away, visionaries unable to meet hers anymore as knives clamp down upon the inner tissues of his lower lip, the next words lining up in his mind before they rolled slowly off his tongue. I can feel something is different, but it is hard to tell what. Lids shut over depths as the confusion that always filled his cranium whenever Erix turned his mind to the subject.

Pools follow the male as he paced back and forth relentlessly before the house. A frown of worry creased the femmes dainty features. Blood pounded through her veins at an alarming rate. Seeming as though it was not going to be contained much longer and she could feel every beat of her heart which felt as though it was living within her throat. No words were expelled from him for the longest moment. Almost willing her to throw something at him to bring him back into reality and it was then that he halted completely before her. Brow was raised for a moment and the words then flowed from his maw. She was not sure what to think by the words that were spoken. A new boldness overcame the maiden as she then stood. Pillars taking her closer to the male until she was standing on the bottom step elevated to the point where she was almost as tall as him. Shoulders were held rigidly as spine was straight optics raised to meet the males. Ivories were clenched hard on eachother setting her jaw solid as she gained the courage to speak the words that threatened to spill over knowing that it was now or never. If she did not have the boldness now then she would never get another chance to speak them again. I dont care if you have changed... I fell in love with you and I know the person I love is still there. I can see it. You have not changed enough for me to be worried and even if you had I would never love another. A pause was taken as she then regathered the rest of her thoughts. If I learnt anything in my leaving was that I can not be without you. We need to be together we need to get through this together. Palms were shoved into her pockets of her shorts. And now here would come the question. The question that she really was not too sure if she wanted to hear the answer to. A deep breath was taking inhaling the oxygen needed to survive. Now you need to make your decision. Are you going to be with me or are you not? You know what I want. So the rest is up to you. She had managed to blurt it out before she even had revised the words in her mind and it sounded a little more awkward then she would have liked it to though it got the job of getting the words out to him.

Shades flashed open as the sound of feet upon wooden planks caught the owner's attention. Steps were being taken towards him. Chin lifted gaze and much to the drakes surprise, found set emeralds only feet from him, vision line nearly level with his. For a moment, confusion littered his brain anew, this time unsure of why the essa looked as she did rather than how he had changed. Then, words emitted forth from rose tinted lips and the duke cleared his depths, bodice shifting till front faced the speaker, lobes being sure to catch every syllable as it came out into the atmosphere. Curtains blink slowly over liquids as suddenly, the table turn. Intead of Erixic waiting on Ayrn to decide on what she wanted to do with her life, she was now awaiting speech from the man on what he wanted to do from this point on. Can it really be that simple? Gray depths stare int mossy pair for a long moment as the answer to this is analized. Yes, it could be that simple. She wanted him and he wanted her, what else was there to know? They loved each other so what more was needed? Erix had been driving himself insane with unreasonable worry when all he had really needed to do was trust himself and the woman he loved and know that whatever had happened over the past three weeks was not something they couldn't overcome. Deep breath was taken and determined stones met the vixen's gems, one step taken and the duke's height again towered over the fatal's no space being alloted between them, with every breath bare chest brushed against cotton tank top. Hand moved upward and cupped soft cheek, mask moving closer to its companion until her hot exhale could be felt upon the planes of features. I am going to be with you. No matter what time brings. Confident vocals answered, one of his signature crooked smiles pulling on one side of his lips before any possiblitly of the mistress seeing his expression was taken away as kissers searched for hers, free arm wrapping around her waist and pulling the fea against his frame in a motion that he hadn't attempted in over a month. Carnal growl gathered in the back of his throat, but the bloke checked himself up and stopped it from moving aby farther. He had learned something from her absence as well. They needed to move slower this time around. So, the hold he had on her waist loosened and demandinf kiss softened, Erixic starting to pull away.

A deep breath was taken and all the courage that the femme previously had was diminished though her frame was still held alert and waiting for the answer. Before he even spoke a step was taken in her direction and he was once again his regular height, towering above her. She could feel his breath on her and the moment it touched her skin it sent chills along her spine. His words then reached her and breath was allowed to exhale. There was no words that explained how relieved she was. She could not express what she was feeling so she remained silent. A stunning grin turning elegant rose kissers at an upward slant. Arms were tossed around his neck even though she could hardly reach. Lips then met his with such intensity that she shocked even herself. Over the three weeks it had been a learning experience for her. She was glad that they had moved quickly, it seemed appropriate with the pace that her life usually ran at. The only reason to issue had come up was that she had seen it as wrong with her morals and with society. Something that should have never been brought into the equation. This was between Erixic and her, no one else. Her breathing escalated as lips moved in sync to the males. I was wrong Erixic. I am sorry, I should have never left. The reason I never told you that everything was going to fast before was that I never believed that. My life has been like since I was born so I am used to being like that. I simply allowed what society views as right to bother me and I was wrong, please forgive me. She knew that it would take them awhile to build back to what they had though all the time and effort she was willing to give. She wanted nothing but the male. After all she had come here for nothing but him. She still believed that they were perfect for one another. Slim frame was pressed against his as innocent emerald pools stare up at him. Knowing that she looked irresistable. Digits trace along the males chest in a teasing gesture with a small smirk before lips then met his with a new intensity. There was something that had changed in the femme and it was something for the good. There was a new air of confidence around her. Boldness that never would have been seen in her old persona. Just as the kiss was about to reach the height of intensity she moved away pulling back playfully and stepping back onto the porch. Gaze searches for an escape though she spotted nothing that would do.

Guise drew back and lids exposed orbs while the duke listened to the softly rushed words that flowed out of the essa's mouth. Fingers brushed back a lock of mocha hair that had fallen in the way of her features as whe was speaking, tucking the section behind her hair in a loving action. Its ok, Ayrn. I dont hold you leaving against you. You felt at the time that it was something you needed to do and it doesnt matter what caused you to think it was essential. Besides, you had nothing to go off of outside of what others have told you. I was your first real relationship and even after I learned I couldnt seem to slow myself down. Lyrics came to an abrupt hault there. Even if the drake had planned on saying more, it would not have been possible for the long nail tracing acrosss his chest caught his attention. Pools that had stared off into the space behind the lady's head now looked directly at the beautiful mask of the baron's companion. A breath was taken in through slightly parted lips sharply, catching the look in the fatal's depths that had never let him down in the past. Oh shit. Just then, before the man had time to react, his lover pulled him into her embrace, lips locking upon his and not letting go, as if he would even attempt to pull away. Helplessly, Erixic returned Ayrn's kiss, unable to stop it and unwilling to push the situation further even though he knew if the woman had her way, that was most likely where they were headed. Something about their connection felt different from any other they had ever had together. Before, Erix would have been in control, but now, Ayrn had taken over, a stronger, more independent side of her flaring within that the knight had never seen. Then, suddenly, the damsel pulled away, darting away from him towards the house door. For a moment, there was nothing the brute could do he was so stunned, but eventually the effects of her kiss wore off and he was able to think straight, iron pair unclouding as the bloke weighed his two options. One, he could do what he really wanted to do and drag the female into the house and the previously unused bed and two, he could do the more senseable thing and stick to the resloution he had made to himself and simply forget what had just happened and take a nice long, cold shower. In his mind, the duke groaned to himself for the road he wanted to choose was different from the one he knew he SHOULD choose. Steps carried the male forward as he grasped a hold of the essa's waist with one arm, dome bending to meet hers and a light peck touching her kissers before the hold was released and Erixic entered into the house, doing the respectful thing for once and making a bee line for the bathroom for the cold shower he very much needed.

Pulling away from the male she remained slightly breathless even after having a few moments to recover from the effect that he had on her. It still stunned her how after three weeks with little or no contact she could be so sure of what she felt for him. The only difference being that she felt like right now that they were walking on thin ice. They were being more and more careful around eachother before there had been no setbacks and this was a serious reality check time for the both of them. She had even felt in that kiss that she had been the one that was more dominant which to her was a strange though slightly satisfying feeling. It was nice for a change. She showed that she was not always submissive, though he already knew that by her rash decisions though it could be a good decision for her as well. She was starting to figure her own life out more and more and it was becoming more natural to have someone else in it. Sure it was something to get used to though it was something that she felt that she was ready for and not as though she was terrified anymore. A small smile appeared on her lips as a tender peck was given to her before he then immerged into the house. She debated following him though chose that that might be too much. She did not want to push it all so soon back into their trying to reconstruct their relationship. As he moved into the shower she got to her feet stepping in the direction that would lead to the place that was her new place that she was living. Opening the front door she had a quick shower that was lukewarm and her damp hair hung along her spine she allowed it to simply dry in the heat and changed into a summery dress that ended at her knees and was white with a blue and green flowery print. Pulling on her flip flops she moved back in the direction of the house that they previously occupied. Feeling it was too awkward to enter the house she waited for him to come back onto the porch her hair was drying at a rapid rate and floated in what little of a breeze there was. She wore only the bare essentials of makeup and heavily lashed pools were accented with dark mascara though that was the only makeup she had chosen for the day. Sitting on the step so she was visible long pillars were stretched out before her crossing delicately at the ankles. Her thoughts fell on the male now, allowing her thoughts to wander back to how nice it was back to being around him. She did not think that it was possible for her to miss someone as much as she had missed him. She did not know how she was going to survive and it seemed like she spent most of the time she was not around him in a dull and unsatisfying daze. Then upon seeing him again there was no way that she wanted anything but him.

Pelting cold spray hit the muscular back of the well tanned male, dome bent and arms bracing against the front wall of the shower as he simply let himself relax under the comfort of the water. So much had happened recently and now it all seemed that nothing mattered any longer. Now that they had both confessed to each other that nothing should stand in the way between them, hurt was slowly starting to fade away. Although, the things that had been learned through out the past month would never be forgotten for they could help the pair of them in the future in avoiding hard times. No longer can I be so thoughtless with my actions. My mother has taught me respect and it's about time for me to show that. Sigh emitted and hand grasped the shampoo bottle, poping open the lid with just his thumb before pouring some of it into his hand and rubbing it into his shaggy hair, knowing that even though it made him feel slightly girly to think about, his hair needed to be washed reguarly or it would turn into a nasty matt of tangles and grease. Next, he repeated the steps with conditioner, ignoring the inner voice that made fun of him as he did so. Face was exposed to the water as it turned upward, the substance slowly leaving his hair as the time it head was held beneath the spray increased. Finally after washing his body with soap and washing that off, the lord turned the knob and the sound of the shower immediatly stopped, hand pulling back the curtain that kept any from seeing whomever it was showering or taking a bath when they walked into the bathroom. Fingers closed around a towel which was then used to dry the duke's face, chest and hair, although the sandy locks did remain slightly damp as the linen served mostly to just tossel the stands. Then the piece of fabric was pulled around waist and fixed to where it would hold as he walked out into the bedroom. Bathroom door opened and Erixic entered into the room he tried to avoid most as of recently. Pause was taken as gaze ran over everything that remained in the room; the untouched, slightly messy dresser that was his, the clean, dusty wood dresser that had been Ayrn's, the closet whose door hung halfway open as if waiting for someone to finally enter and grab whatever it was they needed and finally the large king size bed where pillows practically took up half of the space. Sheets had not been moved since the lady had left, Erix choosing the easy road and leaving it be rather than deal with the sharp pinpricks of pain that would have come. Deep breath was taken and the bloke forced himself to turn away, hand pulling open first the top drawer, a shirt being choosen, and then the third drawer, blue jeans being produced from its depths. Meanwhile, the knight was still thinking about the bed. What would Ayrn want to do from here on out? Would she stay in the house she was at now or come to live with him? Would they sleep in seperate beds or in the same one? Both were likely ends as there was an extra bedroom in the house that had not been touched since their arrival and the drake could not even begin to guess what the lass would want to do. Lately, he had been all wrong with his predictions so why bother at all anymore? The second drawer was pulled open and one of the very few pair of breifs the male owned pulled out. It always felt better to wear them when putting on a tighter pair of jeans like the pair that was drapped over his arm. Towel was loosened and it dropped to the floor without any encourgement, underwear and pants being pulled on. He held his shirt in his hand as the brute left the room and headed towards the door, unsure of where the damsel had run off to, but hoping she was outside. Pools saw her figure on the steps through the door's window and a smile pulled at lips without the owner's permission. Didgets turned the knob and pulled open the door, arms sticking through their holes in the shirt before it was pushed over his head, body turning halfway back to close the door before relaxing and looking back at the maiden and pulling the tail of his shirt down, abs being covered by the soft cotton. Hip rested against the edge of the railing while skull tilted slightly at what the essa was wearing, thinking he had never seen her in such an outfit before although it seemed to fit her tan frame perfectly. Then, the subject upon which he had been pondering while inside popped into his cranium and the awkwardness began for him, form shifting at least three times, liquids leaving the fea, before throat was cleared. So...What do you want me to do now? Lyricals asked while steel depths were turned away, but as soon as the question was out, pair returned to search for emeralds, stance tense as if afraid of the answer.

She was able to hear the sounds of the shower. The sound of someone fumbling around in the bathroom and then finally the shower ceasing and the sounds of him getting changed then the footsteps came in her direction. She knew he was there before the words even left his mouth. Turning on the stair which failed to be of any comfort. She then got to her feet since she wanted to be facing him. "I dont know. I would like to just see what happens, where this all goes from here. Just go with the flow." It was an odd thing to come from her mouth and even the words sounded strange to her. She didnt mind though since everything seemed to be changing lately. Perhaps it would all be for the best. Eyes fall on his slightly wet sandy locks. A small smile appeared on her maw, he looked irresistable as always. Tanned body was lean and strong with the work he had been doing. She felt a slight awkwardness start to set in and that was when steps were taken closer to him. She knew that her leaving had taken a toll on his confidence and she knew that she needed to help restore that. Long pillars carry her up the stairs to where he stood and she ignored the shyness which previously would have rooted her to the spot where she had been standing. Previously it would have been him that would have had to make the first move in her direction though she knew that while it lasted she needed to take advantage of the boldness. If they let the awkwardness take an effect their relationship would get awkward and feel not as natural as it had before. She was not going to allow it to chance it and not going to allow the awkwardness to ruin it. Reaching the top of the steps he was only one more step away and a deep breath was taken though it was invisible to the other, remaining the only sign that she was slightly nervous. She did not know what she had to be nervous about though since they had both confessed their feelings to one another. As the last step was taken her one foot fell between his and the other remained on the outside of his stance allowing her to get as close to him as possible. Emerald pools then reach his features and once again she feels weak. She could be around many handsome males and keep her cool though there was something different about him and when she took the time to take in his features she just felt weak. I guess it was because she was so overcome with all the feelings. They had been through more then many couples in their short relationship and yet here they both were feeling the same about eachother, the spark was still there, well it was for her anyways and she doubted that he would still be here if the spark was not there for him anymore. There had to be a reason why he had stayed even through the times that she was not around. She was grateful for this, in a way it had been the ultimate test of devotion. She knew that he would not just pick up and leave her, even when she left him for almost a month he had stayed and was still wanting to work things out even though the hurt was so strong. She could not believe that she had left him like that anymore and wished that she would be able to take it back though that was impossible. Instead of just standing there looking silly frame then shifted so that her slender body was almost touching his. She was able to smell his shampoo and body wash and a small smile appeared on her maw. She had always been appreciative of how well groomed he kept himself. She could not stand the males that thought it was more manly to have a shower only once every month and fester in their own body odour, never once had she seen him less then impeccably groomed. Though she was not that picky it was nice to see that he cared enough to hold pride in his own image. Palm ran through her locks pushing them back from her face, with the intense heat they were completely dry now. Falling silky and smooth along her spine, in the month she had been away it was obvious she had gotten them cut slightly since they seemed to be the same length as when she had left. Allowing them to dry naturally made them look light and floaty almost like beach hair. One arm then moved to fall around his neck pulling her frame the rest of the distance between the two of them. Her exhales warm against his neck since she could not reach up much higher with the difference in height. A soft kiss was placed along his jawline where she could reach as she was on her tip toes. Then another on his neck. A cheeky look crossing her facade before she then pulled back optics meeting his gaze. Not wanting to go to far with her playful actions. Her other arm was relaxed at her side hanging loosely. Dropping her other arm that had been around his neck she waited for his reaction. She did not place a kiss on his lips since she did not know how he was going to react. Since he came back from his shower seeming almost like a different person, more hesitant. She wished that she could go back in time and be with him when he had been the bold one. Seeing him like this, knowing the way he used to be hurt her. She had done this to him and it made her more and more ashamed everytime she thought of it. Though hopefully with time their relationship would turn back into what they had. She wished that she had something to say since the silence between them might be percieved as awkward. Steps were then taken in reverse in case the affection was something that was not mutual. She then rested against the side of the railing.

Brow cocked at her words as if the drake was confused with what she said. Unforatunately, nothing that Ayrn had told him helped to answer the millions of quesitons that now bogged down his brain as the lord had thought she would. Which, he couldnt really blame her. After all, the question masculine vocals had asked of the lass weren't very specific. Perhaps he should try again. Throat cleared, arms uncrossed themselves and stance straightened, no longer being allowed to lean against the wood as if lazy, but before any utterances could escape cavern, the lady started towards him with silent almost hesitant steps although she seemed to be determined in whatever it was she planned to do. Without warning, heart jumped into rapid beating, gray orbs never leaving the essa's facade no matter where it turned to look. Of coarse, since both of them had enhanced hearing, Erixic was sure that since he could hear the thuds as if they were drums being played at a steady rate right next to him, that the damsel could hear the booming just as well. For once, it didnt bother him. At that moment, it didnt matter if whatever she was doing increased his heart rate because what mattered is that she was doing something. Petite bodice paused just inches from the male's and despite the urge that grumbled in his gut to reach out and grab her, the duke held back. It was strange, this new style he had begun to adopt around her. So unlike his usual self it seemed, but it thrilled the beast just as much as it irritated him to remain passive. For once, he was not making the decision, she was and in a way, it was good for both of them. All emotions came to a stand still, however, as the maiden drapped one arm around his neck and immedatly finished her advancement by pressing herself against his length. Chin dropped slightly and steel pools flashed with intensity at her, almost a question in their depths although none really formed within his mind right then. Palms ached to feel her skin, but were held at bay, curiousity taking the better of Erix as he waited to see to what other lengths his beloved would be willing to push herself to in order to get a response out of him. Shades fluttered over gems for a few moments as soft lips were pressed ot his flesh, the hot breath that danced across his surface never ceasing to remind him what was just within his grasp. Then, its warmth subsided, the pull of the mistress's arm upon his neck releasing as its weight lifted from his shoulders. Curtains exposed inflamed eyes instantly, pair never leaving lady-like form as the fatal retreated from him, choosing to lean against the railing across from him as she seemed to be waiting for something. Smile could not be concealed as long leggings easily covered the distance, speed never slowing until hands had grasped the wood on either side of Ayrn and upper mass pushed towards her, waist bending as facade lowered itself till it was a breath away from hers. Confident, crooked grin that the knight was so famous for plastered upon guise. One limb had placed itself in between hers and the other on the outside of her right leg, stature so close to hers that their inner thighs touched. And even though the bloke wanted to, he held himself back from kissing her. Instead, he waited for the fem to make the move, knowing she wanted to before when they had been on the other side of the porch anyway. Besides, the new found boldness in her excited him. Ayrn may be still slightly conservative about this new found manner of acting around him, but Erix hoped to cox her more out of that shy like shell she had wrapped herself in since before they met. If she was to truely get over Dillon and be completely serious about their future together, she needed to break away from the woman the other man had forced her to be.

As she retreated she noticed the look on his face changing back to the one she had know from their previous relationship a small smile fell upon her glowing features. All the tension that was present in her features when she had originally approached the male had evaporated. She was almost back to herself. She even looked healthier just with being with him. She had been so worried about how he was going to respond to her that she made herself feel sick, everything at that time had been bothering her. The heat had felt suffocating, food had not tasted good and her general quality life had gone down. She finally gave in to her wants and needs to told herself that she wanted him and if she did not act on it then she would never have the chance and she would hate herself for never trying to work things out and being a chicken, after all the only reason she would not try to work things out would be that she was scared. Scared that he would reject her and hate her though in reality he was not like that. It had been something that she was simply imagining making herself worry even more. The heat of his legs around her produced tension between the two of them as he moved to where she had been resting. A small smile appeared on her delicate features turning rose kissers upwards. He was close enough that she could feel his breath against her face. Each breath could be heard from him with her attuned senses. She could hear her own heart pounding within her chest and it was probably possible to feel it through her embrace as well. She hopped nimbly up to sit on the railing and she was as tall as him when she did so. Lower appendages wrapped tightly around his waist and arms rested around his neck. You know I can not resist you Her tones were light as she spoke almost in a lyrical playful manner. Kisses were placed all along his jawline and back up to his cheek and forehead, everywhere but his lips. She was not going to be the one that gave in either though she wanted so badly just to let herself. Jade pools held small flecks of amber as well as they gazed at him not breaking the intense stare. Her confidence was such a different feeling though so far she was loving it. She could not escape from where she was sitting though she would never want to. She could remain there forever. Leaning forward so her breath was hot against his neck she whispered. I want to be with you and only you. I want to come back and live with you like we were before, I don’t care what people think. Other then the original thoughts about Dillon when she had first arrived and he had been slightly aggressive towards her her thoughts had not landed on Dillon again. It was part of her past and although she was not completely healed from the incidents she was trying really hard and she was succeeding quite well. Nothing right now would put her out of her amazing mood. Although it was hot chills ran along her spine her skin where they were touching felt electric against him. She could not deny how she felt about him. Arms that were around his neck rubbed his shoulders affectionately. Before her attention was turned back to how much she wanted to kiss him, a deep breath inhaled oxygen before her lips then met his tenderly at first. Hesitant kiss soon turned intense. Lips molded to his easily as if it was something that she was so used to and effortless. Palm was placed at the back of his neck. Her eyes closed softly not caring if there was others around that would see this display of affection. Fingers moved to trace along his side and rib cage. Lips were then pulled from the kiss and her face remained close enough that the tips of their noses were still touching. It was only brief moments before he was pulled into another breathtaking kiss. Her body was hot against his though the breeze felt amazing her long locks fluttering out beside them producing the scent that he was used to. This would be one of the most intense moments for her in their relationship and the spark that it held was almost overwhelming. Her stomach felt like it was doing flip flops if it could be described as butterflies they must have each weighed a hundred pounds. Fingers traced his spine knowing it was one of the most sensitive parts of the body. This would be her coming out of her shell and hopefully would be an appreciated action.

Husky chuckles emitted out into the space between the two beings, diaphram leaning away just slightly so as to give the lady the room she needed to situate herself. Hands moved eagerly to grasp ahold of her waist, pulling himself back against her, forhead bending slightly till it almost touched her hair line. Heated breaths were exchanged back and forth, carbon dioxide mingling before it floated away into the rest of the atmosphere. Crooked smirk turned into an all out smile while palms rubbed the length of the essa's dorsi muscles, the remains of laughter still vibrating vocal box. Yes I do know. And you know how hard it is for me to resist you. Orbs closed once again as the lass's lips moved over the planes of his face. Lids fluttered back up and hold tightened upon her as she leaned forward, more weight being balanced against his shoulders while kissers moved beside his ear, speaking more syallables that caused his heart to pound even harder. Finally! The lord got his answer without even having to rephrase his question at all. Come to think about it, he had totally forgotten the reason he had come back out onto the porch. Well, other than the obvious one of being around her again. Dome pulled back, steel pools seeking emeralds. Good. I was wondering when you were going to decide to come back. Smile lifted one side of his kissers before the tender moment was over and Ayrn returned to driving him crazy. Her simple caressing of his shoulders even had an effect on him! Then the maiden pulled him into a kiss and the knight found himself powerless to do anything but return her kiss, holding on and "going with the flow" until she released him. Cage rose and fell rapidly, the trail the tips of fingers had ran along the drake's skin still blazing with the passion in the touch. Lids remained closed over gems, forehead resting against hers and noses brushing against one another. Suddenly, the heat of the day didnt matter, nor did the rays that hit his broad back. Time disappeared and with it went all alertness to the world around them. Much like what happens in fairy tales, none existed except for Erix and the beautiful woman whose limbs encircled him, creating shackles that the male could never break free from, even if he wanted to. A short moment streached on between the duo, nothing being heard outside of slightly labored breathing and was quickly cut off by the lips of the lass. This time, the brute was ready for her action. Hand moved to cup her cheek and other arm wrapped behind her back, nearly pulling Ayrn off the railing as it brought them skin to skin, well, with the exception of clothes. Flames flared as the pair continued their kiss, didgets running wildly as even the elements of mother Earth were forgotten until the bloke inhaled through his nostrils and with the breeze came the wonderfully familiar scent of rain that always seemed to hang around his lover. Peace seemed to settle upon his mind, but this had no effect upon the passion. Barely audible groan broke through the barrier upon his lyranx and escaped into the dame's mouth, kiss deepening as the gentle fingers traced the crevice between back muscles. Soon after, the baron finally won the fight with himself and broke their lip lock, crown dipping to fit in the spot between the essa's shoulder and chin, kissers pressing themselves against collar bone before traveling up her neck to her ear. Damn woman you are driving me crazy out here in broad daylight. Deep tunes whispered before bodice stepped back, grip releasing her and one palm being offered out, steel pair sparkling at her while he waited for her to take his hand. Usually, Erixic would have taken the easy road and simply swept the lady off her feet and carried her into the house, but that was a month ago. Now, it was time to take a different approach and maybe he could go back to his old ways just a smidge once they were inside of their house.

A dark mocha lock fell forward from where it had been residing along her shoulders. Single digit managed to scoop it up and return it before her vision became obstructed. A small chuckle uttered as their noses touched though she then fell silent soon after the intensity of his gaze catching her attention. A small smile appeared on her delicate features as her gaze never faltered. A small smirk then replaced the smile as his tunes about driving him crazy out in the open were voiced. She did not respond since she did not feel the need for words. Spine was held straight she she sat easily along the railing. Strength in her ample core muscles held her frame straight with amazing posture. Even if she right now was not in the best shape she had been in. Ankles cross as they reached all the way along his back as she sat there. Arms curled around his neck until he moved in the direction of the house. She hopped nimbly off where she had been seated and flip flops hit the deck with a satisfying 'thwack'. Steps carried her lithe frame with ease to the direction of the door following him into the home that they had previously called their own and they would once again call their own after today she hoped. As long as all went well. She could still not help but feel as though they were on thin ice and any little thing would push them away from one another. She made sure that every action to him was clear as she could be trying to avoid this until their relationship was as stable as it had seemed before. Long appendages carried her in the direction of the bedroom. Reaching about two steps out a playful leap carried her frame to the bed. Her spine hitting the pillowy surface first. It was quite graceful even though it was a playful antic. Arms were placed behind her head holding her head up slightly so that her line of vision would remain on him. Unsure of his next actions. She hoped that this would not be awkward. Her dress had billowed in the leap that she had taken and she had left her flip flops at the door so her tanned bare feet were visible. When she was a kid going bare foot around the house had been her favourite thing to do. To walk out into the gardens and out on trails and her feet soon at the beginning of summer would grow tough enough that she would never wear shoes for the majority of the summer. To her it felt natural perhaps that was a sign of the wolf in her or maybe that was just something that every child seems to like since it was not uncommon in the kids that she hung around with either.

Fingers closed around her's once femine form had hopped off the railing and moved to stand beside him. Broad smile was flashed in the lass's direction before leggings started for the door, free hand turning the knob and pushing open the frame. Stature then stood aside as the lord led the lady in, one arm bracing the door while the other pulled her in. The door was then allowed to swing closed and for a moment, the male paused to think about locking the deadbolt, but in the end decided it was an unneeded precaution for who did they know that would simply waltz into the house without announcing themselves? Besides, they didnt really know anyone here. At least, Erixic didnt. He didnt know if the fea had made any new aqantinces during the past month so he really couldnt speak for her. Anyrate, he doubted they would know she was here because Ayrn tended to be a private person and probably would not tell a stranger or new found friend where it was her baby daddy lived. It was then the maiden to pulled him as she headed towards the back of the house where their bedroom was. Soft chuckles shake chest as grip releases hers and bodice quickly moves towards her backside, palms sliding around her waist, slowing forward motion before slowly drawling it to a hault near the bed. Dome dipped and gentle kisses placed all over her neck and jaw area while thumbs kneeded the skin at her hips lightly. Reluctantly, the drake allowed her to wiggle out of his grasp and watched in amusement as she skipped the last few steps to the bed before leaping onto it, back against the pillows and mossy orbs still watching him as if waiting to see what kind of reaction she could draw from him. Brow cocked slightly at the entertainment she provided and for a few seconds remained standing where he was, hands sliding into jeans pocket as if to keep her guessing about what he was going to do, although the answer was obvious. Steps carry him to the edge of the matress, steel pools still locked with hers while he debated between two options open to him. Decision was quickly made and figure soon joined her on the bed, crown relaxing against the pillows while arms reached for her, wrapping around waist before pulling the vixen closer, forehead resting against hers as chin dipped downward, almost hitting his sternum. No other advancement was made as the baron now waited upon the dame's next move. Funny, they always seemed to be awaiting the other's move, sort of like a game of chess where both players took their turns. Except the game being played by these two shifters had nothing to do with strategy or smarts and everything to do with what was really important in life; feeling and instict.

As kisses were placed along her neck a small sigh was uttered in contentment at just being in the place that she was, with him. A small smile crossed her features as optics never let his gaze falter. Emerald pools were soft as her gaze was intent on his. The smile plastered on her facade showed the high cheek bones that the ladys face possessed. She shifted slightly to make more room for him on the bed. She suddenly rethought this whole idea, what if it was too soon after all they had just seen one another again and what if it made everything awkward. A small feeling of panick overwhelmed her and it took her a few moments to calm herself, what was she thinking this was Erixic after all. Though it was then that she decided against her previous instincts. She would not allow this to happen, not today, after all they would have the rest of the time that they were together and today needed to be about getting back in their relationship what they had before. A sense of effortless and ease not worrying that every little thing would ruin them. As he then took his spot beside her she thought of activities that they would be able to do as a couple once again. Would you be interested in going swimming? It was a little off the topic though she knew that she would not let this rash decision be the end of them and in case it was she was not going to take the change. She could wait long enough to know that their relationship was stable again. She hoped that she made it look as though she had just suggested it and did not take them walking into the house in a different manner. That this did not mean anything sexual. Sure she could try and play dumb blonde right now though would he be able to believe it when she proved to be intelligent many times before. Or maybe he would just not question her. Rolling over onto her side her arm then was provided to prop the side of her head up and palm was placed under the delicate area of her temple. Her head was tilted at him in an alluring manner though she did not make any advances. It was completely up to him what he chose that they do as long as it was not stay in the house right now. It was hot and humid within the house and it was starting to affect her better judgement. Something that she would not mind partaking in would be swimming so that they both could cool down and have a good time together. What they did later on would be a different story.

Steel pools watched emeralds in waiting, curious as to what the lass was to do next. Of coarse, she had been the one to lure him into this situation, but did she intend to go through with it? Sure, they had gone through these motions in times before yet, back then, the lord hadnt known how his lover had felt about it all and they had not just gotten back together after a month of being apart. Although every bone in the males body willed him to act, ached to take her then and do exacally what he had wanted to since their falling out, he kept himself in check, mind firmly reminding body of the unspoken promise he had made to the lady to not take advantage of her emotions to get what he wanted. Part of him said it was too soon and that same half also knew that the essa would feel the same way. So, it really didnt come as a surprise when she suggested them doing something else. The drake fought the amused expression that threatened to come onto facade and managed to keep features loose and thoughtful. Ayrn was trying quite hard to seem all innocent, acting as if it were just a spur of the moment idea rather than something to distract them from what they each thought about. It was really quite entertaining for Erixic. Then, a mischivious plan lept into the duke's mind and instantly he decided to carry it out, leaning in closer to the fea who was now proped up with her own arm with a sweet smile upon mask. For a moment, hand just simply rubbed the dame's back softly and it looked as if he were going to give her a brief kiss, but then the man's other arm snaked up and he grabbed the vixen by both hips, almost jerking her underneath him although it was a gentler motion. Sly grin was then allowed onto mask as weight held the mistress down, arms pulling her close before dome dipped again and finally lips grabbed hers in a kiss, but not the same kind of kiss that had been expected before. Oh no, the baron lips intense on hers as they moved, teasing her with every little touch. Fingers meanwhile were busy running along her back, hips and abdomen, light caresses that would usually drive any woman crazy. Suddenly, just when it seemed the bloke wouldnt stop for anything, didgets stilled and crown pulled backward, the famous crooked smile flashing down at the baroness. Swimming sounds great. Vocals replied before mouth pecked her's swiftly and the shifter rolled off the bed, landing upon his feet and making his way to the closet, shirt being pulled over his head as he went. Swim trunks were taken out of a box he hadnt opened since they got there and set on the top while fingers quickly undid the duke's blue jeans and pushed them and underwear down, seemingly oblivous to the maiden's presance although it wasnt like she hadnt seen him naked before. Grip picked up the swim trunks and pulled them on, doing the zipper, button and velcro before tying the little string at the top that served no purpose what so ever. He was just about to pull away when he remembered Ayrn hadnt gotten out her bathing suit at all the whole time they had been their either. Lids were pulled back from the box once again and triumphant smile pulled across mask at the clothing on the top of the pile. Hand grabbed up the two piece and frame turned away from the closet, shoulder leaning against the frame as hand held out the suit, the string of both the top and bottoms dangling upon finger as he held them out to her, an expression that let her know he was pleased with himself upon guise. Want help with yours? Lyrical teased lightly, depths sparkling with a mischievious light that told her exacally how he planned on helping her get changed from that dressed that covered little into a bikini that covered even less flesh.

A brow was raised slightly since she could see that something was brewing in the males mind. She could tell he was thinking of something to do. She could see the playful glitter in his eyes and she braced herself slightly when he pinned her on her back and forced her into a kiss. A small smirk appeared on her lips though she did not resist the kiss after all how could she when it was someone like him. His fingers toyed at the sensitive areas around her hips and abdomen before he then jumped up as if nothing had happened. A playful glare was sent in his direction. Two could play at this game though. He changed right in front of her though it didnt matter to her because she was deep in thought planning her retaliation. He passed her her bikini. It was then that she pulled off her own dress remaining standing in front of him in ebony undergarments. If he could do it why couldnt she. A small smirk played on rose kissers before she then discared her under garments, it was obvious that she had been swimming a lot since she had tan lines where her bathing suit fell though her long slender abdomen was just as tanned as her arms. Pulling her bikini on she was ready to go though she paused for a moment to access the look on his face at her changing right there in front of him. Long strides carry her frame easily out of the room though and to the door where she slipped her flip flops on and grabbed two towels from the bathroom before heading back in the direction of the door. Pulling it open she waited for him to cross the threshold before she closed it and waited for him to lock it since she did not have the key anymore. She then headed in the direction she had now memorized. Into the jungle she walked with her easily calculating the underbrush. Her wolf sense of direction was starting to take over. She had not turned into her wolf for quite awhile now since she did not know how the transformation would affect the child though now that she knew she was not carrying the child anymore she promised herself that in time she would make up for it. Holding her hand at her side in a position that would allow him to take it if he wished. She ignored the stares of others that looked at her weird as she walked into the jungle with her bathing suit on nonetheless. After a bout a half an hour walk the river was visible. And with the advise of one of the gaurds here she had traced the river until she had found the waterfall that many of them talked out. It was nearly 30 feet tall and rushed into a small pool at the end of the river.

[Ayrn]

Confident smile continued to be fixed upon features as he waited for the essa to react, believeing he already knew what she would do before she even made to move off the bed. What came next, was definatly not what the lord had thought the lady would do. Frame stiffened and breath was drawn in sharply as the straps of her dressed dropped off shoulders and fell to the floor, leaving her in nothing but undergarments. For a moment, all the drake could do was stare at her body, frozen to the spot in almost complete defeat. As she reached for her bathing suit, he suddenly seemed to come alive as he held them over his head, free arm moving to snatch her, succeeding easily and pulling her towards him, the bare skin on his chest brushing against both hers and the lace of the bra instantly. God! He needed to let her go now or forfeit. Extremity was then forced to release her, arm dropping out of the air and handing her the two pieces of clothing numbly. For a moment, the drake allowed himself to relax, shifting his weight to one leg and turning slightly away, as he was lulled into a false sense of security, believeing himself safe from further torment now that the vixen had her suit. Once again, he turned out to be wrong. Disbelieveing groan emitted as front turned back to where the lass had been standing only to find her still there, but this time without any covering on at all. Hand moves up to grab at temples in a weak attempt to hide the image from his mind, knowing it would do no good for he was already past the point of interest. Mind fought with body as the duke tried to force himself to forget the scene, holding back further groans from the torment she had just put him through. Why couldnt she had just rushed over to him, snatched the bathing suit off his finger and ran into the bathroom to change like she would have in the past? Did she have to punish him this way? The sound of bare feet upon hard wood flooring caught his attention and the brute looked up to see her heading away from him, hips swaying naturally with the rythum of her strides. Dome tilted back and lids closed over occulars. This is going to be a loonnngggg day. Leggings began to follow her lead, hand snatching up the house key he had set upon his dresser before headint out of the bathroom. The man reached the main door just as she was exiting the bathroom, two towels in tow. Feet were shoved into the leather man-dales(flip flops for men) he had by the door before formation followed her leave and turned to lock the door behind them. Again, the vixen led the way, probably because she knew how best to get there. Hand reached for hers as they moved through the castle grounds, walking past random people who, Erixic could not help but notice, gave them a strange look as they past. Jaw clinched in slight irriation, but he forced himself to ignore the others, managing to only give one guy who stared just a little too long at Ayrn a death glare. Frown formed upon mask as they approached the jungle, a slightly skeptical look shooting in the maiden's direction though the male never faultered, trusting her guidance although he slightly doubted the path they were on. On they walked, the male growing slightly more cynical with every five minutes that they spent wandering in the vast mass off trees and other strange tropical vegetation. Warry feeling was forgotten as they soon drew up beside a river and followed its winding pathway, the sound of rushing water growing louder as they drew closer, heightened hearing was not needed to catch that. Then the pair found the source of such noise. There, not too far from where they had run into the river, was possibly the largest waterfall the male had ever seen. Actually, it was the only waterfall he had ever seen, but it was still pretty tall. Not wanting to waste any time, Erix wrapped his arms around his lover and quickly took the towels from her, dropping them to the ground while kicking his flip flops off at the same time. Remember to hold your breath. I dont want you trying to drown on me right after I get you back. Tones whispered into her ear before the drake suddenly swung her up into his arms and laughing, headed towards the pool of water at the base of the waterfall at a run, jumping off the bank and taking a deep breath before they both plunged into the comfortably cool water.

I paused at the end of the small trail and a small smirk fell upon my dainty features at the thought of the look on his face as I had simply undressed and changed into my bikini in front of him. I knew it was something that he would never thought would happen from me in a million lifetimes. The sun was now at its peak in the sky and the rays beat down relentlessly on the earth below causing the soil to feel as though it was cement beneath her feet. My attention then turned back to him as he spoke. Hold my breath? Why would I ever need to do that? It was then that I realized his intentions and an instant retreat began as I leapt out of his arms for the first time though didnt manage sucessfully the second although I thought that I put up a pretty good fight on my way into the water. Squirming within his grips. Finally as he leapt from the shore her struggles ceased. Within moments both of them hit the glassy surface of the pool beneath the waterfall. The water rushing away from them as they landed. It was then that she saw how deep the pool actually was and it looked much like it lead to a cave beneath the waterfall. It was easily 15 feet deep in some areas and crystal clear. A place that not many humans would ever swim in. Probably only a handful had already taken the plunge in the area. It was stunning. The water rushing over the waterfall was a dull roar that seemed to lull my senses slightly relaxing tense muscles. Blinking the water from my eyes I realized I had not closed my eyes when I had landed though I had taken a breath so the plunge into the water felt amazing. I then moved over to an area where I could touch the bottom and only my shoulders were out of the water though I did not need to tread water to stay afloat. Why would I want to work when the object was to have fun and relax. Palm was then reached to meet Erixic's palm and pulled him closer to the ledge where I already stood. Water had to be one of my favourite things in the world. One of the things that is the most relaxing after all there is nothing better then after working out going for a hot tub or a nice cool swim especially with scenery like this. With one of the largest waterfalls I had ever seen and of course there was Erix... shirtless. Not too much beat that. As they were closer once again I could not help but close the distance and arms were wrapped lightly around his neck for a moment before lips then met his in an intense kiss. It only lasted moment before feet pushed off from the underwater ledge and I swam in the direction of the waterfall. There was an area where the water did not fall as hard and she ducked under the water swimming as deep as she could go and under the ledge of falling water. I was lucky that the water did not beat down hard enough to cause any harm to myself as I then resurfaced on the other side. There was a cave I had been right. It was slightly humid in the cave though it was fairly large. Hopping up to sit on the ledge I allowed my feet to dangle in the water below. Pulling mocha locks back up into a high pony tail so locks were out of the way.

No time was given for the laughter that emitted forth from cave at the essa's squirming antics once she had realized what the duke intended on doing. A deep breath was taken just before head became submerged and lids shut tight over depths, protecting their delicate membrane from any damage that it could sustain in the situation. At first, the drake had been able to tell where the lady was, her skin still barely against his own as the water took away the weight factor and eventually helped to raise her to the surface. The male, however, remained under water for a few minutes longer, allowing his bodice to float in limbo while a sense of peace settled over him. Lungs soon screamed their need for oxygen and the moment was lost in a fury of limbs that brought the man to the surface of the water. Gasping breath was brought through kissers as dome broke the top, feet now kicking rythumicly, much like a duck's would, as he tredded water. Shades then lifted from pools, mischievious glint still visible within depths as they searched for the position of the lass, mirth soon turning to slight panic as she was no where in sight. Frame did a one-eighty and whatever anxiety that had raised within his chest now soothed away, for Ayrn had already found her way to the bank and now stood watching him. Formation swam for her and once feet came in contact with slippery mud, swimming motions haulted, the baron instead choosing to approach the lass by walking. Pleased smirk pulled one side of features upwards as he neared her, not at all surprised when her hand reached for his own. Even as the expression upon the maiden's facade was innocent, Erixic remained only slightly warry of a retalitation, knowing that with the particular character she was trying on today, there was no telling what she would do to him while trying to get him back for jumping into the lake with her in his arms. After all, her previous reaction had been quite a torment and if the vixen continued on this path, his self control was doomed. Arms wrapped around her waist as petite fingers worked their way around his neck, locking the brute in the circle of the dame's arms to where he could not escape. She then proceeded to pull his guise down to her level and capture him in a lip lock, one not so different from those he had received while on they were on the porch. Kiss was returned despite the warnings the bloke's mind set off at the situation, expecting revenge to come at any point. Their connection ended a moment later as the fea somehow managed to slip out of the shifters grasp and started towards the waterfall, a curious iron gaze watching her as she disappeared underneath the falls. Powerful arms and legs move mass through the liquid in persuit, slightly worry rising within Erix's cranium. Lyranx sucked in a big gasp of breath then sandy locks retreated into the pond. Limbs kicked in a way that mimicked the swimming of a frog while the sound of pounding water still managed to overpower the drake's ears even with the barrier between them. Stature resurfaced on the other side of the water wall, looking first back at it before turning to look in front of him and almost running into a rock face. Hands jumped out in front of his face instictively, bracing against the stone while orbs roamed up smooth legs to find Ayrn sitting on top of the ledge in the opening of a cave. Figure was pulled up to the ledge right beside the essa, glance shifting from her to the falling liquid as system settles onto the hard surface. Its pretty here. Vocals remark while one arm moved to wrap around her waist, silence following his words as the comfortable warmth of the atmosphere gathers around them, the place which they sat being slightly cooler than the rest of the area they were in due to the rock opening.

From within the curtain of water the sunlight was distorted and rays barely made their way through the water to reach the floor of the cave. It was bigger then she first expected with a long passage that seemed to go far back into the rock face in which the waterfall stood upon. Though she had no urge to really go and get lost there this was good enough for her. She allowed her feet to still splash in the water below sending droplets flying. Soon becoming bored of that repetitive action she crossed her feet beneath her behind and sat cross legged. She had been here before when she was doing all of her thinking when she was trying to get herself to have enough courage to finally return to Erix. Now that she looked back on it she did not know what she was really scared of though she needed to grow up.. Herself. Not him he was perfect for her the way that he was. Palms were folded and placed in her lap as her attention was then turned back to him. A small smile appearing on her pretty features. Relaxing beneath the falls was nice they were outside yet the heat of the rays was not as relentless and the water that cascaded on the falls with its constant spray cooled her.

"It is. But I knew that already I have been here before."


She then moved closer to him. Shifting easily along the rock ledge without even getting to her feet. Palms push along the rock to lift her behind off the surface for long enough to move easily to his side. Her bathing suit bottom was still wet from the water and left a slight mark where she had previously been seated. Fingers toy in the water for split seconds. Before she formed the question which had been burning at the back of her mind since she had returned.

" So what did you do while I was away? "


She wondered what he had been up to to keep busy she knew that she had gone slightly insane with having nothing to do and no one to spend time with though she was sure that he had at least found someone to spend the time with a friend perhaps that he had made in the Coven? She was curious now. If he wanted to ask her the same question what would she say? Would she admit that her time had been unbareable and she regretted leaving about three minutes after doing so though she was too stubborn to return. It took her all this time to realize that he would not come to her and that she was the one to leave so therefore she needed to be the one to return. Perhaps she would not admit that though she would not lie when she would tell him that her time had been uneventful and boring to the point that she drove herself slightly insane. She had not even been able to turn to her other form not knowing what it might do to the child that she carried. That brought back memories of them first meeting. She never thought she would meet another shifter never mind another shifter that had been living so close and also was a wolf shifter and ran in the same forest as herself. It was certainly strange. But whenever she thought about it she was ecstatic that that had been the day that she chose to go for a jaunt through the forest. She knew that she probably would have met him at another time though that would not have been the same maybe everything would have been different and she now was glad that nothing had been different. Bending at the waist palm was emitted beneath the glassy surface of the water only to splash some water at him. The droplets landing just below his chin. A small playful smirk remained fixed upon her maw as she then laid back against the cool rocky surface. Spine resting against the smooth rock that remained slightly colder then the air. Spotting a place where she would rather be frame slid sideways resting her head in his lap emerald pools looking innocently back up at him. Still holding a playful glint.

"So what are your plans for tonight?"

One side of mouth lifted in a half smile as the fatals words came in reply to his comment, the lord mentaly kicking himself for being so stupid to not even think that she had been here before. After all, how else would she have known how to get them here? It was so obvious now. The revelation did send mind into motion, however, a billion question flying through as he struggled to focus on them one by one. Did she come here alone before? Who was it that she was with if she had? How often had she come here? Was it ever to try and escape thinking of him? Was her mind constantly plagued with thoughts about how he was doing just as his was of her well being? All of these distracted the drake, his body becoming slightly tense at their touchy subject, something he did not notice till bells rang out in the little acove in the form of a question, dome jerking to look in the essa's direction as cranium fumbled upon syllables. How could he explain to her that while she was away he had remained busy and yet felt as if he was purposeless at the same time? Jaw line tightened and a small frown formed upon handsome features, mask turning away from the vixen's visionage then. "It's hard to explain. I ended up doing a lot of renovations on the house, though." Lyricals were spoken carefully, the duke picking them out just before allowing them to form a reply. What he didnt tell her was that all the work put into the building was unneeded for the moment he had informed the person whom he had assumed was head of keeping the Coven in tip top shape of the "misfortunes" that had happened to the house, the man had immediatly started to order others around in a forgein language in preperation for fixing whatever had been broken. It had actually taken quite a bit of coxing on the shifters part to get the other male to let him do the work himself. After about the first few times, the lead worker started to laugh whenever he would see Erixic heading though the corridors with whatever supplies he had picked up at the hardware store that day. It really couldnt be considered a friendship, or even a relationship at all, but more of an understanding. Attention was brought back to the present as dropets of water were suddenly thrown at him, causing the baron to flinch instintivly before he realized what had happened. Accusing smirk was sent in Ayrn's direction, bodice remaining perfectly still for a moment as she laid back, getting into a relaxed position. It was then that the bloke decided to act. Using only a portion of the speed lent by his wolf half, torso bent and hand splashed water from the lake onto the rockface, coming down upon the damsel's body like gentle rain. Position then straightened as a smug smile was flashed in his companion's direction, one of those charming, irrisitible smirks that he knew she could never resist. Frame was about to join her in her laying position, but then the fea moved, wiggling around until her head was in the brute's lap and beautiful face shone up at him. Chin almost touched chest as smokey gaze met hers, a sweet grin replacing the confident one of earlier. Lips were about to part to let loose a response, but Erix stopped short, hesitating as he mulled over the words he intended to speak. Would the lass think them too bold? After all, they had just gotten back together that day. Well, there was only one way to find out. "Im going to cook dinner and we are going to eat it. Then, I suppose we could watch a movie on the new TV before going to bed." Finger moved to push one wet strand of choco hair out of the fem's face in a caring motion before another statement came to mind that was more like himself. "Oh, and no buiness like earlier today." Orbs holding a warning look before tunes picked up again. "Im not going to rush us, but it sure makes it hard when you seem so adament to make me run full blast."

At the splash of water she tensed slightly even though she knew that it would be coming. Simply the type of character that he was. Leaning back against him had been a bad idea since she did not want to move again though the prospect of dinner and a movie was tempting. A small smile appeared on her face.
"Well maybe while you are making dinner is it alright with you if I go get some of my stuff to bring back to the house? Of course that is provided you still want me to come back."
A cheeky grin did not leave her delicate features as the words were spoken and she knew that it did not even merit an answer. Unsure of how long they had been away she searched through the water to try and determine the time by the way that the sun was attempting to shine through though that was hardly possible considering everything looked the same. Long mocha locks had dried from their previous dip in the cool water and the humidity of the cave combined with the raised state of her own body temperature was stifling seeming to close in on her like a warm blanket.
" Shall we start heading back?"
Never had she been so excited to simply just head home. To head home to spend a quiet evening with the man that she seemed to re-fall in love with all over again in the span of a few simple hours. Oh how everything seemed to be so simple once again. Hopping to her feet she knew that she needed to move before he tempted her to stay much longer. With a quick peck on the cheek she arched her small frame into a perfect dive into the deep water that lead underneath the waterfall. Her frame that previously had been suffocating was now cool and she felt slighlty intoxicated with the feeling of the water pounding as she swam beneath the falls almost like an over exaggerated massage. Almost forgetting that soon she would be in dire need of air. Being at the bottom of the lake she then pushed up from the rocky bottom and she managed to get to the top within a matter of mili seconds. A deep inhale was drawn in and it was then that she wished that she shifted into a water dwelling creature. To be able to sit at the bottom of the peaceful lake with little or no noise for prolonged periods of time would be quite peaceful. She had noticed the look on Erixics face when she had asked him what he had been doing during the time that she had been away. She knew just from looking at him that he was wondering the same about her and until she reassured him he would not understand that no she had not met any other males that would ever compete for her affection. No she did not meet anyone that she ever found remotely interested and the only people that she made friends with were the nurses and cooks around here. There had been no one else that she even desired to meet. She would have also been the worst company as well moping and stumbling around half the time in a complete daze and half the time sick with her pregnancy that unfortunately did not last. An idea came to her mind as she reached the bank treading water easily. Something that had not even crossed her mind in the longest time. The moment her toes hit the sand of the bank her transformation started. Something that with anyone else she would not even consider switching shape before them. Where the femmes petite frame once stood now stood a four legged timber wolf. In this form she was slightly common, pelt being the average mixture grey and irridescent and the only two things setting her apart from the rest of her kind was emerald pools that remained the same through both forms and being slightly smaller. This time though with the lack of tranformation recently it took a lot out of her muscles tensed felt as though they would snap and her breath became ragged with the stress on the joints. Ribbon hung from her maw as she allowed the wolf to take over.

Brow cocked in a questioning smirk, hand that had started to stroke her hair pausing at her temple as her reply to his answer came. Soft chuckles escape and dome shakes gently side to side, hands moving to brace against the rock behind the drake as he shifted backward, all of his weight settling upon brawny arms. Steel pools stared down into the essa's emeralds, letting a small silence streach between them before answering. "No, I have not changed my mind. That house has been empty long enough." Half smile flashed down at her before orbs directed upwards, the wall of water drawling the man's attention. The sun's rays refracted through the liquid in the colors of the rainbow, giving the male's smokey depths a beautiful show while he allowed himself to relax in the solitude of the cavern. Focus returned to Ayrn as she spoke again, suggesting that they head back. Grin pulled across features at her obvious joy written on the vixen's guise at returning to their home. Liquids continued to watch her movements as she stood, pecking him upon the cheek before quickly diving in the water, obviously knowing him well enough to not worry if he would follow or not. Laughter emits again from the drake as he pushes himself up to a stand, diving underneath the surface of the water right after the essa. Slowly, his body slid through the water, cutting deep underneath the falls easily. Frame resurfaced not long after, powerful leggings having porpelled him upwards once he had past the pounding water. Laterns immediately started to roam the bank for any sign of the woman, but what he found instead turned out to be somewhat of a surprise. Amused, crooked smile staring at the femine wolf while bodice tredded water for a while. Long arms soon started to scoop water behind him while the brute made his way to the bank. Formation walked out of the pool before moving to sit upon the ground beside the lupine, fingers reaching out to pet her head and scratching behind the maiden's ears. "Hm. I wonder where Ayrn went." Vocals teased the varg playfully, lips pressing a quick kiss to the blackened tip at the end of the lady's muzzle, not even pausing to question whether or not the wolf was in control or not. Mates would never hurt each other. Even in other forms.

Pads touch the bank for a moment though she realizes soon that she is too weak in that form to remain longer. If she were to walk all the way back to the Coven in this form other then heat exhaustion she would probably just die of exhaustion period and she knew that Erix would not be too happy about that. Allowing him to pet her she seemed to have full control when it was regarding him. She did not snap like she seemed when other humans went to touch her. Yes believe it or not there had been times where hikers would see that she was not the usual wolf that hid within the shadows and would think it fun to try and touch her. Needless to say she was not too sure if they had kept their hands or not. Though in her wolf form with him being there she felt more relaxed, a lot more like herself. Carefully moving herself she switched back to her human form every muscle in her body tensing against it and making it feel like she was being ripped limb from limb. Muscles stretched and contorted sending her back to the lithe frame that she held on an everyday basis.
Wow I really forgot that I could even do that, its been so long.
Tones were light and airy as they floated through the atmos to the males ears. She felt slightly weak from the transformation and what she did not know is that she was swaying on her feet. After all being in the same form for two months and then suddenly switching in the heat like this was probably not the best bet on her part and escpecially to an animal form which can not really take the heat after all how many wolves do you see in the jungle? Not very many I will tell you that and even if they were they would definately not last. Not paying attention to the weakness that she felt steps then continued leading the pair back in the direction of the house. She was so excited to even just go back there and have a quiet evening together. It seemed as though it was something that would never happen again. Though in this short amount of time it was almost as though sure the incidents were not forgotten though she knew that he had forgiven her and they were both ready to move on. She was thankful that he did not seem to hold grudges. Emerald pools remain on the jungle before her as steps carry her lithe frame with ease and grace that were simply not possible for a human. A small smile remaining a trademark on her pretty features adding to the fact that she overall looked approachable. Flip flops could probably be heard from quite a distance away since they were wet and thwacked against her feet with every step. She was lucky that she was already tanned because with this heat she would have had a horrible burn. Leading the way as she made it back from just the humidity she was sweating, though not heavily like you would see in an overweight male. Though just enough to know that she was feeling the heat. It did not help that the majority of the trail they had just walked had been in the beating sun and it was the middle of the afternoon the time where everyone is told to just stay inside since that is when the temperature spikes. Reaching the door she paused long enough to give him a kiss. Rose kissers meet his gently and it is obvious that nothing more would become of that for the moment since she was still intent on moving her stuff back over. She would have to tell the leader of the Coven that she would not need to occupy the house any longer and it would be back up for grabs for someone else. Never was she completely comfortable in it. It had been almost as though she was staying in a hotel. There was nothing personal in it and she had not done any decorating. In the back of her mind she always knew that she was going to come back to him.
I will be right back.
Jogging in the direction of her house she paused long enough to unlock the dead bolt and pull the handle open. The round handle suprised her with how hot it was and she yanked her hand back as soon as the door was open enough for her enter. She had not even really unpacked. Sure she had done laundry though instead of just putting it back in the drawers for some reason it went right back into her bag. So it did not take long for her to gather her clothes, toiletries and all of the other things that she had taken with her. With a brief sweep of the rooms she then piled all of her stuff in the hallway by the door. Placing a backpack on her back and a suitcase in her hand she then moved back in the direction of their house together. Two more trips like that and she was finished. Glad to be back out of the heat again she dragged her suitcase back to their bedroom. Unloading the clothes she had brought with her into their respective drawers. After that was finished she then took her toiletries to the washroom. Before she would take a shower she moved back to where Erixic had been and arms were thrown around him from behind. Standing on her tip toes so that she was tall enough to whisper to him.
Miss me?
A cheeky grin fell on her face and before he could even react she had disappeared into the washroom shutting the door behind her. She then turned the shower on in the washroom to a colder temperature then she would normally like and stepped in allowing the water to run over her. Brief moments passed before she grew tired of the shower. She quickly shampooed and conditioned her hair before rinsing the soap off and stepping back out of the shower. She then realized that she only had her bathing suit with her. Wrapping a large towel around herself she used one to dry her hair before she then made the run to the bedroom. Shutting the door behind her she opened the drawer to reveal a pair of shorts and a white t-shirt. Pulling the clothes on she then walked to the kitchen.

After a wolfish grin is sent his way, the duke leaned back from the essa, watching as her body underwent the slightly painful change from one form to the next. Soft chuckles emit at her words while arm pushes against the earth, limbs straitening till the lord was at a stand next to the lady. Brow furrowed in concern as her stature wobbled a bit as she attemted to take a step, frame immediatly coming to her side and hand grasping upper arm to help balance her. "Maybe you ought to take it easy. It's pretty warm outside and your body is still pretty weak." Vocals advised while orbs slid over the maiden's figure, as if analizing just how much her health had deteriorated over the past month. Grip released her arm as the pair started forward, usually long strides shortening to match the vixen's as the drake followed only a step behind, ready to help steady her if ever the dame needed it. It was a good thing the male was shirtless because on a day like this, the heat would just be too stiffling even if a person only had on a thin tank top. Even with his unnaturally warm body temperature, the degree the sun increased the air temp was felt even by him. Some shade was offered by the trees, but the path upon which they had traveled to the waterfall was not often covered protected by the jungle and so the moments which the sun did not beat down upon the duo was small and far between. Thankfully, it wasnt long until they had followed the trail back to the coven grounds and soon were at their door, a key being produced from the man's shorts pocket. System moved to step past the lass, holding the key out in one that so that she could see it, but before he could unlock the dead blot, Ayrn smiled, drawling his attention away from the task which he had previously set his mind to and kissed him. Sure, it wasnt one of those breath taking ones that they had shared earlier, but they all seemed to have the same effect on him. Slow smile slid across features as the fatal pulled away. A nod followed her words, pools lingering upon her formation as she walked away, a sense of contentment blooming within his diaphram. Focus returned to the door then, the key easily sliding into the lock. The door was then unlocked and Erixic entered into the house, shutting the door behind him and tossing the key onto the kitchen table before heading back to their bedroom and the bathroom that adjoined it. Cold water was turned on in the shower before the bloke stripped off his swim trucks and stepped under the spray, quickly washing his hair and body. The water was shut off and Erixic stepped out of the shower, grabbing a towl and drying himself off before wrapping it around his waist. Now, what to cook for dinner. Carcass saughtered back into the kitchen, heading towards the freezer and pulling open the door, lips tilting slightly in a thoughtful expression. He really hadnt gone to get much food recently. It was a miracle that he had managed to stay alive at all. Two steaks were grabbed out of the freezer and placed in the sink, the hot water running over them while Erix headed back into the bedroom to change. Towel was traded out for underwear and blue jeans, strides then carring him back into the kitchen where a pan was pulled out of the bottom cabinet and placed onto the stove, some olive oil tossed into the pan and the burner turned on. Next, the packages of meat were opened and Erix placed the thick slabs into the not yet boiling pan. It was then that the fea first entered through the door lugging boxes of things. Brow cocked as the duke watched her stalk into the bedroom and out again, heading back out the doorway for what he guessed was the rest of her things without saying a word. Soft chuckles escape mouth as the male's head shakes in amusement, bodice turning back to their dinner that was cooking in the pan. Now that the steaks were finally starting to sizzle, two more pots were brought up. In one went sugar snap peas along with water and in the other went baby carrots along with water. Both were set to a boil before the drake continued to keep himself busy, finding a bag of brown sugar, a jar of nutmeg and a bag of chopped pecans in the pantry that would be added to the carrots after they were tender enough. Frown formed upon features as no rub could be found for the steak so the shifter simply sprinkled some salt and pepper upon the steaks before flipping them and treating the opposite side the same way. He had been so wrapped up in cooking that whenever Ayrn's arms wrapped around him and her vocals floated into his lobes, Erix almost jumped five feet in the air. Corpse soon releases all tension from muscles and a calming breath was taken, dome turning slightly in the direction of the contessa to allow singular smokey depth to look at her. "Yes. Every minute." Tunes purred lightly before crown turned back to the food, poking a fork into one of the carrots, determining that it was tender enough, and then draining the water from the pan before adding in the brown sugar, nutmeg and pecans. It didnt take long before all the food was ready, and the lord turned off all the burners while calling over his shoulder. "Could you grab us some plates and silverware please? I probably oughta put a shirt on." Laughter followed, the baron finishing up draining out the water from the peas before setting the pan back onto the stove top and turning towards the lass, giving her a swift kiss on the lips and moving right on past into the bedroom. He later returned with a light gray shirt on, the color matching his eyes almost perfectly. "Shall we eat?" Brow cocked with the rather rhetorical question as the man pulled out a chair for his companion, the usual charming crooked smile upon guise.

Tousled mocha locks that were now dry from her previous shower hung straight along her spine midway down her vertabrae. You would not think that they would yet be dry but thank the extreme heat for that. Palm ran through her locks before she decided to allow them to hang loosely within the confines of a pony tail. Releasing the back of her neck from the heat that would build up even if they were in their air conditioned house now. A small smile appeared on pallid rose kissers as she stepped back from being behind him and moved to the drawer which housed the cutlery pulling out the appropriate set of knives forks and spoons, just in case. He then moved to the bedroom telling her that he was putting a shirt on. When he returned a cheeky smile overtook her pretty features.
But I was enjoying the scenery.
Her tones were slightly playful as a palm then ran up his shirt for a moment to underneath were the muscles met tanned hide, before stepping back in the direction of the food. It was so hot that she barely felt like eating although it all looked wonderful as one of the first meals they would be cooking for eachother. There funny enough had not been too many before this. She moved when it was appropriate to dish out the amount of food she would be eating for the evening. Sitting back in her respective chair a small exhale of carbon passing through content rose kissers.
This is nice. Thank you. It looks wonderful.
A small smile creased rose kissers as pools then met the males. The air was starting to get cooler with the sun starting to go down. The colours of the light shooting up along the horizon line. She ate politely and as soon as she finished with her meal knowing he was finished as well she stood carrying both of their plates to the sink. The place did not really have much need for a dishwasher so she simply took the few moments to wash the dished by hand and place them on a towel on the side of the sink to dry before then moving to the outside of their house. The porch light remained off as eyes then follow the light that was now almost hidden below the horizon line. There were few people that remained in the courtyard of the Coven housing. There were the few stragglers that were out during the day time and the people that lurked within the night had still not appeared. The air was humid and warm though not to the point that she would be sweating. Taking advantage of the time that no one was around she moved to him close enough her frame pressed against him. Knowing that it would tease him with thinking it was something that he could not have. Innocent puppy dog expression was uttered back up at him at the height that she remained, slightly shorter then him. Arms were wrapped around his waist digits crawling up the back of his shirt massaging his back where he seemed slightly tense and only stopping where she could no longer reach. She could not help but feel as though the situation was perfect with them right now even though it was so soon after getting back together with him.

Chuckles emit at her teasingly poutful words, dome shaking lightly while orbs watch her bodice move closer, smokey surfaces sparkling. Stature straightened and hand left the back of the chair as the essa's hands moved beneath his shirt, running softly over perfectly toned washboard stomach, causing the drake to draw in a sharp breath and skin to shiver at the touch. Oh, the lass could drive him crazy when she wanted too. Hands slid onto her hips, pulling her closer for a moment, dome bending till facades were inches from one another, another one of his mischivious crooked smiles flashing at her. Grip released her as petite hands were taken out from under his clothing as the lady moved to sit in the chair he had pulled out for her. With a grin, Erixic happily pushed the chair in for her before grabbing up her plate and giving the vixen just enough food that he thought she would eat before sliding it onto the table before her and then picking up his own plate and doing the same. Form then moved to sit in the seat opposite of the male's lover, hand picking up fork and waiting for her to take the first bite before he did so. "Thanks. The steak isnt as favorful as I would normally make it, but I forgot that we had no rub for it." A small frown formed upon features before the drake shruged. What was, was and there was nothing he could do to change it. Hopefully Ayrn wouldnt have a problem eating simply seasoned beef. Apparently, she had no issue doing so for the food was soon gone on both of their plates and the essa stood to collect them, the lord leaning back and allowing her to do so before standing as well and following her to the sink, leaning against the counter a little ways off, just watching her as she washed the dishes they had used and stacked them onto the towel. It was intersting to stand and observe the damsel as she did an everyday household chore, the fading sunlight coming through the rather small window above the sink and shining down upon the maiden, fawn colored strands catching the rays and reflecting them right back as the few that had come loose from her ponytail dangled in her guise. As the fea finished and turned in the the man's direction, a wide smile met her, weight shifting back to the balls of his feet while he moved to follow her outside, catching the door as she swung it open and walked outside onto the porch. Sunset was truely beautiful out here, strange how in different parts of the world things looked different. Gentle laughter escaped as the focus of the baron's attention moved into his arms, pressing herself against his length. Brow cocked in a slightly suspicious manner while hands moved instantly to grasp at his partner's waist, pulling her along with him while he moved to lean against the newly built railing. Lids fluttered over orbs as massaging fingers worked their way up his back, muscles relaxing almost immediatly while a sigh of ecstasy escaping through parted kissers. One shade lifted as the duke peeked out at the woman as the motions stopped, a displeased look upon mask. "Why stop?" Husky tunes inquired with a slight laziness to the words.

The food sat lightly within her small abdomen reminding her lightly that she was satisfied personally she was not someone who liked their food to be too seasoned and although Erix complained that there had been no rub to use on the steak she had found it perfect. Afterall you can not really like a meal that is seasoned so heavily that it tasted nothing as how it would be cooked plainly. That was not meaning that she would like a plain slab of meat thrown on her plate though simple food seemed to be the ones that sat the best with her and he did an amazing job. He was a great cook and seemed to cook everything to her liking, had it been burnt then maybe she would have suggested the dousing in seasoning. She could not help but smile with the expression that crossed the males face as he watched her with the dishes. It was then that it seemed their relationship was taking on a new level. One that even previously had not been comfortable. She was comfortable with doing an everyday chore with him and it did not seem as though it was a large deal. A chore that in the traditional household was seen as the womens' job which she knew that Erix would never expect from her especially since cooking was seen as another womenly task and he had no problem with dinner. The comfort level seemed to be raised by the simple task of eating a home cooked meal together. It seemed as though they could spend the rest of their lives in perfect harmony. The bliss became apparent from simply the last hour they had spent together and she could not help but feel giddy. The railing seemed to rest comfortably along her lower back. Hair was then pulled from the elastic that held it in place since it seemed to be starting to be unruly anyways and it remained relaxed falling in a silky mass along her shoulder blades. Deep exhale was expelled into the night air. It was not cold enough to ever consider wearing a second layer though the heat from the previous day was no longer apparent. It seemed rare to have a cloudy night in this area. She did not know if that was what it was like in all of Africa though here was stunning at night. The lack of pollution caused the stars to become more bright then she could imagine and it was clear since it rained only occasionally. Her face was pressed gently into his chest resting her weight on the leg that remained slightly in front of her between his own legs to allow her closer. The scent of the male breathed in and soothed her. A brief interuption struck her attention as she squirmed away from his grasps to return into the house only briefly though. Long enough to find the light switch for the room that was the closest to the porch. And the light that was previously shed through the windows diminished and they were both left in the darkness. Her wolf counter part helped with the adjustments needed to clear her vision and everything dull and grey became highly visible. A trait that she seemed to cherish especially since it happened when in her human form as well. Pools fall on the porch trying to decide where would be the comfiest place to retreat to. The door slammed behind her and she had seemed to have forgotten about it until the noise made her jump and she chuckled at her own ignorance.
I think we need a hammock.
There was nothing more then she would want to do after a long day then to rest with him beneath the stars. The night was calm and her favourite part of the day. Arms once again were rested on his neck as her frame was then close to him again. Digits moving to carress his broad shoulders. Gaze then turned to his eyes. Emerald pools remaining intent on steely eyes. The intensity of even the gaze almost caused her to look away. Glad the darkness concealed the sparks that seemed to be flying. Why it seemed today was a day for these sorts of antics she did not know. One more step closed the remaining distance between their two bodies before she reached up on her tip toes to allow her lips to meet his. Palm cradling the back of his neck other arm supporting her and remaining around his waist since she could not reach much higher. There was something about this new advance in their relationship that made him even more attractive to her. Perhaps it was her being able to see a solid future for the two of them. Or perhaps their bond had grown with the time spent apart or maybe it was just sexual tension built up from the time apart though nothing else seemed to matter at the moment.

When no response came to his slightly teasing question, the duke waved the matter away and simply leaned all of his weight onto the railing, shades closing over orbs as muscles relaxed as they never had over the past month. It felt good to be standing in the nice, cool night air with the lass pressed up against his chest and in his arms. Strange, the lord had almost forgotten just how good she felt. Biceps tighten gently as the arms that encircled the essa's waist pulled her closer although it seemed as if no space had existed between them in the first place. Chin dropped to rest upon the top of mocha drapped head. The silence and the darkness was allowed to strech between them for what need have beings for words when they were in love and already knew everything that the other had to say? Hold released her regretably as the maiden started to pull away, steel pools following petite figure as she worked her way quickly into the house, a small frown of wonderment creasing handsome features. Recongiction shone in orbs as the light that had been coming through the window of the house to cast over the porch was extinguished. A smile returned to mask while eyes easily made the adjustment from light to dark, previous human traits being replaced by wolven ones as the beast's night vision was lent to the drake. Chuckles escape as the lass jumps at the door slamming, a sound she had caused herself. Amusement danced upon smokey surfaces while they continued to watch Ayrn's every movement as if it were essential to life. Soft laughter came out again at her suggestion, arms spreading to welcome her into their hold once again while dome tilted in thoughtfulness. "A hammock would be more comfortable than this railing." Vocals mused, the idea exciting the male more and more the longer he thought about the subject. Hammocks were always comfortable and they would offer them a place to relax in comfort outside after a long, hot day of trying to keep from blistering beneath the sun. After all, they both enjoied the wild better than they did being indoors. Staying in the house all day made Erixic feel like a caged animal, but credit for that was probably also due to the lupine that resided inside of him as well as his own natural nature. "Hmmm." Cords vibrated in pleasure, the massaging hands upon his tense, broad shoulders running patterns that made it even more impossible for the shifter to pull away as if he would ever want too. Just like before, the vixen soon haulted her motions and a lid was cracked at her, a slightly pouting look upon the mans facade. Light sigh lifted chest as shades uncovered the rest of iron hued liquids, gaze locked with hers in a moment that transfered the heat of the day back into the night. Damn! Why did he want her so bad? He still refused to let himself think of it, but how easy would it be to sweep her off her feet as he had many times before and carry her promptly into their bedroom? Dont think of it. Dont think. Its way too soon for her and you. Well, at least the knight knew a part of him had the sense enough to warn him away from doing just that. The fea's face raised towards his then, a easily readable sign that she wanted to be kissed and the bloke eagerly bent slightly to meet her, lips catching and eyes closing while one hand moved from its spot upon the small of her back to cup her chin. The whole time Erix fought with himself to remain chill and to let the action simply flow. There was no need to push things when he had already gotten all that he had hoped for and more.

She was easily accepted back into his arms and a contented sigh parted rose kissers for a brief moment while carbon exhaled. Oxygen was then drawn in to replace the carbon soon lost and the cold air stung the back of her throat as it was drawn in. It amazed her how the desert conditions were not able to hold the heat and it was blistering hot all day and as soon as night came it was a different climate and it even got cold at night. She was not cold though her raised body temperature helping in that aspect and plus the fact that her petite frame was up against her lover. She could see her breath in the air that now surrounded them and her eyes had completely adjusted and made it seem almost as if they were in the light of the day again without the vivid colours though. Night still had to be one of her favourite times of the day perhaps it was the lupin in her that made her comfortable lurking in the darkness where many others would be terrified. Cloaked in the shadows she felt comfortable perhaps it was that she knew that her senses were a lot more sharp then whatever else lurked with her and that she would be able to sense them long before they knew she was there. Though that was not the point, thoughts were pushed from her mind as her attention then focuses back on the male who stood before her. He agreed with her with the hammock and she had an idea for what she was going to be doing tomorrow perhaps getting a hammock and assembling it might be on the to-do list. That was tomorrow though and they had a full five hours until it was even considered to be tomorrow. Technically speaking. With a slightly cheeky grin lips were then pressed to his. The passion as before was not there though she pulled back with a playful expression on her features and it would be then that he knew of her intentions. Digits toy with the bottom of his shirt before running beneath them along the smooth muscles of his abdomen. Lips then meet his collar bone before reaching his lips once again. Completely in sync with the male her breathing accelerated slightly though she still did not know the intentions of the male, perhaps this was too soon for him. Though he would let her know if that was the case. Digits were soft as they traced his muscles just hard enough for him to know that they were there. With the next motions her intentions were bold she jumped to wrap her arms around his neck and long tones legs wrapped around his waist with a small smile. Even in the darkness the shimmer in emerald pools was bold against the night. Glance was then taken to the stars in which had just started to unfold for the night before her entire attention was then back on the male.

Soft grin shone down from handsome freatures as the gentle kiss ended. Then, the duke saw the mischiveious expression on the lady's face and instantly tensed, wondering with growing dread what kind of plan the lass was brewing in her mind. Hide shivered as smooth palms ran over his abdomen, tracing the lines of each muscle there. Wet lips were pressed to his collar bone next and all the while the male just stood then with his hands resting lightly upon the maiden's hips, thoughts wrestling with what he should do. Part of him wanted to grab her by the wrists and pull her hands out from beneath his shirt because the caresses were driving him crazy and yet the other part enjoyed the rush that came each time finger tips moved over his diaphram. Kissers again met hers, cutting off the ever increasing rythum of his breathing as it attempted to supply the rapidly beating heart. For a split seconds, it had seemed his life's organ had paused its beating, as if not wanting to distract either of them from what was happening and then it picked up again, its pace even more urgent than it previously had been. Elbows straighten out and hand run heavily along the essa's curves, dropping down to that spot just beneath her butt and flexing slightly, pulling her frame closer still to his own while lips turn wild upon hers. Damn it. I need to slow down. I cant go at a constant one hundred miles per hour with her anymore. I dont know of anything that she has done within the past month. Has she been on birth control still? No matter how much I was looking forward to having a child, we do not need another unplanned pregnancy. Slowly, the baron started to calm his passion, reining it in before the vixen drove him out of control. Pools watched her curiously as Ayrn pulled away suddenly, a determined look in her eye before she jumped at him. Mask was comprised of complete surprise as incredible instints went to work, arms jerking out to catch her as petite arms wrapped around his neck and tanned legs around his waist. Brow lifted on one side in an amused smirk just before dome bent and face was burried in the fea's neck, tip os his nose nuzzling the skin there lightly before lips blaze a trail from her collar bone to the base of her ear, thumbs massaging the flesh on her side as he held on. Kissers move away from her skin then, lids shutting briefly as a decision was made within him. "Are you sure?" Tunes whisper tenderly, as crown pulls back so smokey gaze can meet hers. "Do you really want to jump back into this head first?" Adams apple bobbed as Erixic swallowed the small lump in his throat. He hoped it didnt sound like he was trying to avoid the situation for he wasnt, but the lord wanted to be sure she wouldnt regreat this in the morning.

A sigh parted rose kissers in utter enjoyment at simply being with him on an evening such as this one. A smirk crossing delicate features as high cheek bones were accentuated by a smile. Heavily lashed jade optics peered out towards the male as he stood there trying to fight the temptations she knew that she was bestowing on him. She could not help the all innocent look that then flashed across pretty features. Though it was short lived as lips then find his one more. She could feel her heart pounding through her entire frame and breaths were accelerating though not to a point that was yet noticeable. Bottom appendages remain wrapped tightly around his waist. Holding her entire frame against his she could feel the heat from his body even through the thin layers of clothing between the two of them.
I can't help but feel that our relationship has changed in even the past day, for the better.
She hoped that he would just understand what she meant by that since even she had not figured it out. Perhaps she should have waited until she had understood it a bit more in case he did not indeed notice though she was sure that he would. It was a new ease that seemed to be settled between them as if they were now ready to live together to do the household chores together as if thats what they had been doing the whole time. She simply enjoyed his attention that he paid to her and every glance in her direction seemed to send butterflies to her stomache. The time apart seemed to have worked its magic. Allowing her to sort through all the baggage and put it behind her so that she could start new with him.
There is no time better then the present.
It was then that the new found confidence was back. Squirming from his grips bare feet once again tapped down on the wooden floor of the deck though she landed almost as though a cat would jumping off a chair. Palm was then offered in his direction though she did not wait for a response before it closed around his and dragged him in the direction of the front door and then to the bedroom only pausing long enough to lock the door behind them in case there was something lurking out there though she highly doubted it. So far she had not seen anyone all too creepy around the people here seemed to be fairly down to earth. She did not turn the light on in the bedroom after all she could almost see as well in the dark and the darkness added a certain new element. Her spine then hit the bed as she leapt from where she stood on the floor looking as though she was one of the young kids that leapt from their doorway to avoid the monsters under their bed. Playful manner was apparent in the femme as she waited for him to join her knowing that with a gesture like this and her telling him that it was indeed alright he would be there within seconds especially with her teasing him all afternoon. Arms were placed behind her head resting her head on one of the pillows that happened to be on his side.

[Ayrn]

Slow grin pulled across features, both arms dropping to his side as the maiden released his waist from the hold her legs had held upon him. Fingers entertwined with hers eagerly, following strides slow as the lord made her pull him along, as if he was reluctant to go. Smile remained upon facade as gaze swept over the dame's bodice where she walked in front of him, taking in the view she gave him without even thinking about it. Pace quickened slightly and feet landing outside of the essa's legs, hands slidding to grasp hips gently while dome bent to nuzzle her neck, lips pressing light kisses upon her skin. They moved through the house to their bedroom, chuckles escaping mouth as he allows her to walk from his hold to turn the lock upon the door, as if any would dare to interrupt them. Silver pools continue to watch her as she saughters over to the bed, jumping upon its soft top without even a second glance back at him. Glance is taken at the floor as dome shakes gently in amusement, while legs carried him to the corner closest to the doorway. Weight shifts and shoulder rests agains the bed post, mischivious depths dancing in her direction. It was obvious she was waiting on him to join her upon the matress, but the lord had other plans. Tonight would be different from all other previous nights. Tonight, he wanted her to show him what she wanted to do. The new found confidence instilled within the vixen dazzled Erixic and he was curious just how for ti could carry them. "Well, if there is no time better than the present, what are you waiting for darlin'?" Tunes teased her, stones urging action. Come on Ayrn. Show me how much you want me, baby.

Watching him lean against the bed post with a cheeky look on his face a small smirk was allowed to fall on her delicate features. Her locks fell lightly around her shoulders loosely framing her pretty facade though they did not seem to be in the way. Palm pushed then back from her face before she then stood. The burst of courage that had previously captivated her was long since passed though she seemed to try to be mustering up another round after all it was Erix that we were talking about here. If she couldnt be herself around him then what was the point and he was the one the was the closest to him. Swivelling her frame she turned so that her bare feet touched the bedroom floor and brought her lanky frame to a standing position. Arms were stretched above her head momentarily before she then proceeded to raise her shirt above her head leaving her in a lacy black bra. Shorts were the next to drop to the floor providing a matching pair of underwear. Sauntering to where he stood and placing her frame right in front of him, think of it as his own personal stripping show. A kiss was placed on his lips before she then moved to pull his shirt off as well tracing the lines of his abdomen before then moving back to the bed. She hoped that he would take the hint since her new found courage seemed to be short lived at the moment.
Feel free to join me.
A pouty expression crossed her facade before she looked away to make sure that the blinds in their room were closed. Spine rested on the mattress stretching out her already lanky frame. Arms propped behind her head.

Occulars watch as she continues to lay upon the bed for a few short moments after his question before shifting from the matress and coming to stand not far from him. Stance shifted until spine rested against the post instead of shoulder, velety smooth mercury pools running slowly over the femine physique before haulting and raising to meet emerald stare while her arms moved to the trim of her shirt. Devilish, crooked smile pulled slowly across mask as the lord held onto the mossy pair while the maiden undressed, only moving once she had started his way. Weight was thrown forward slightly, the man once again resting upon his own two feet while eager palms slide to the exposed skin of her abdomen and finally to skirt the edges of lace clad hips. Lips moved over hers with hunger, arms flexing to draw her bodice even closer, a soft groan escaping into her mouth when her fingertips worked their way under his shirt. Kissers were forced to release the vixen's rose tinted tissues while she pulled his shirt over his head, sending him a pouting look while she danced away once again and climbed onto the bed. Accusing smirk was flashed at her before the knight gave up at his game of trying to get her to be aggressive and jumped onto the bed with her, positioning himself until he hovered over her figure by just a few inchs. "Happy?" Syllables asked teasingly, one arm bracing the drake against the matress while the other allowed digets to roam, tracing the strap of her coal bra downwards and finally its curvy edge, blazing a trail down towards her belly button. Arm then moved to wiggle its way under her bodice, allowing his stature to lower towards hers slightly as a kiss is placed on her lips. "How would you like that to be my tongue rather than my fingers?" Wicked tunes ask, crown dipping below her chin and a series of kisses landing upon her chin line and neck, one arm craddleing her closer to him while the other kept him stable for the most part.

A small smirk fell upon her lips as he then moved to be with her on the bed. Squirming beneath him an innocent look was plastered on features as she then responded to him drawing her strap along her shoulder and manuevered her hand behind her back to undo the clasp. After all females were better at that and it looked flawless and even if the men practised and seemed proud of it they still did not really have to do it on a day to day basis. Her bra then fell away from her frame and onto the bed beside them. She did not answer his question though responded by pulling him into a kiss one palm placed on the back of his neck and the other roamed along her side and along his spine. Arms were then wrapped around his frame pressing down so that his body came close to touching hers. The heat off his body was apparent to her attuned senses. The thin lace of her underwear was then pulled over a slender hip though she did not move it any farther with a small grin as he pulled away from him. Palms roaming to unzip his pants. Toying with the edge of his boxers before that was left alone and fingers then ran along his spine once more. Awaiting what would come next.

Smile tugged at the ends of kissers as the drake was instantly pulled into a kiss, forcing the grin to fade as more important things were brought to mind. A deep breath of air was sucked into lungs through the his nose, mouth having been preoccupied at the moment while arm tightened around the essa's waist, closing the distance between them. Soft groan escaped into the maiden's cavern as skin rubbed against skin, the man realizing that the lacey bra that had previously brushed against his chest now lay inchs away from them on their bed. How did it seem that things always turned out this way for him? Somehow Ayrn always managed to writhel out of her clothes without him noticing and once he did, his crazy meter jumped up almost to the point of boiling over. God, she knew exacally what buttons to push and damn did he love it. Kissers released her's for a minute, facade pulling back to allow her emerald pools to see the devilish smile now upon his perfect surfer features. Before the brute could even begin to make a move, the fingers that danced along the area around his spine somehow found their teasing little ways around to the front of his jeans, oxygen pulling into diaphram sharply while they toyed with the band of his boxers after having undone his jeans. Accusing look was sent down at the lass who working hard to keep her innocent mirage up. "Didn't anyone ever tell you it is not nice to tease a man who is already yours?" Playful vocals asked while palms slowly made their way down the damsel's side, fingertips gliding gently over sentive flesh even as they hooked upon the fabric still clinging to her hips in a last ditch attempt to stay on. Figure arched slightly as he lifted his weight from her bodice, the entire length of his arm extending downward before didgets were allowed to gaze their way back up her legs, leaving the flimsy undergarment at the vixen's ankles. Smirk continued to shine at her as dome covered the disctance between them quickly and the lord captured her in a kiss, pulling her carcass closer, but at the same time creating some distance between them as his one free hand worked both jeans and boxers down from his hips. The connection of their lips was broken for a moment as the baron repositioned himself, legs kicking his clothes to the floor. Erixic soon returned to kissing her, this time both hands roaming over her hungerly. Suddenly, stature twisted, arms locked around the lady, and theis positions were switched, the male now underneath her body as soft chuckles vibrating through his chest at his own cleverness. Arms that were encircling her now fell away, landing one on either side of the drake's head while he waited to see what she would do in reaction to his unexpected submission.

Soon she was completely lost in all the motions and everything seemed so natural although it was something that had not happened in a long while. A small sigh was uttered via parted rose kissers as the task came to a close. Facade was then buried into the males chest as breathing then returned to normal perhaps faster then a humans might have in the same situation though her frame was completely relaxed simply enjoying his company now. The tension from the previous day was gone. Emerald pools were soft as gaze was then focused on him. Can we watch a movie? She asked knowing it was something that they rarely did in eachother presence and she could not help but want to finally relax now that everything seemed to be right on track once again. She jumped up from the bed dragging the sheets slightly shyly with her gathering clean clothes from her dresser before feet then carried her along the floor to the washroom. Changing into a clean pair of cotton shorts appropriate for the heat that still remained within the walls of the house even though outside seemed to be getting a little more bearable. A small smile apparent on stunning features a healthy glow now was apparent from the diminishing amount of stress in her life not to mention the eating better and actually allowing herself to recover. What they did not tell you was that the miscarriage had drained her and it was hard on her body which had been apparent by the condition in which she had returned to him though she did not allow that to phase her knowing that it was not something that she could have prevented something that would have happened whether or not she was stressed after all everything happens for a reason. After replacing her bra and underwear and then the shorts and a slightly baggy t-shirt she made her way to the kitchen. Managing to find a bag of popcorn in the cuboard and putting it in the microwave before then pouring drinks and returning to the living room which housed their TV. Pouring the popcorn into a bowl she then returned to the couch. Waiting for Erix to then join her the TV was put on and she flipped through the channels.

Arms rewrapped themselves around the maiden, hands running themselves down the length of her sides until they came together at the small of her back. Lids closed over silver pools, the lord loosing himself in all that was happening, nothing ruling over his mind execpt the essa. Suddenly, he needed to see her face and so eyes opened after having closed merely a few seconds ago. Once they saw her, pair couldnt seem to move and as the moment progressed, palm moved to cup her face gently, pulling her down slightly to meet his lips, passion and love all but over whelming him. When it ended, so did their kiss, the man's muscles instantly releasing their tension. Chest lifted and rose, nares flaring with a sigh that escaped his diaphram, chuckles shaking his torso at the lady's sigh that emitted seconds after his own. It was amazing how right it felt holding her in their bed. Fingers ran lazily up and down her side, their touch light while the other hand's didgets moved to tangle themselves in her mocha locks then releasing the tangle to pull through the silky strands to their ends. Chin dropped to his chest at her vocals, a slightly confused smirk pulling across features just a moment before the fea jumped out of his hold, pulling the sheets with her. Instantly, Erixic sat up to watch her with an amused grin as she moved around the room gathering her discarded clothes before making her way to the bathroom. "Darling, that sheet doesnt offer you as much coverage as you think it does." Laughing tunes told her just before the bathroom door shut and legs were swung over the edge of the bed, crown shaking at the scene while strides carried the male to the other side of the bed where his boxers lay. These were pulled on and the jeans and shirt thrown into the laundry hamper. Attention returned to Ayrn, gaze jerking towards her figure just as she entered back into their room and moved on into living room. The sound of popcorn popping in the microwave soon met his lobes and the bloke headed towards the living room. He took one of the drinks from her with a smile and then sat down on the couch beside her, setting the cup upon a side table before grabbing for her waist and pulling the lass closer, mouth pressing softly against her neck. "What movie are we watching?" Lips whispered against her skin while a glance was taken at the TV, not really caring what was on the screen.

Digit pressed the button of the remote and optics watch the channels flick by. Nothing seemed of much interest until she found a channel in which it looked as though a recent movie that had just been released from theatres was playing. Interest was paid to the movie for all of a couple minutes before soft gaze then returned to Erix. A small smile holding steady on rose kissers. A pleasent look remained on the females facade, relaxed with just being around him. A playful expression crossed features for a brief moment though it did not yield enough warning for what was going to be coming. Picking a piece of popcorn from the bowl she then tossed it at him. It landed lightly around his cheek. A smirk crossed her lips before then she moved the popcorn bowl so he would not be able to throw one back at her. Arms the move to wrap around his neck drawing her frame near to him. I love you She murmered softly for only him to hear tones were held close to his ear. As he then asked about the movie attention was turned back to the TV allowing the guide to flick up. The Dark Knight. Considering what had happened there had been no movie watching for her. No TV for that fact it just didnt do anything for her there was no point to it unless he was there with her. She did not enjoy watching TV on her own so it seemed she had missed out on this movie all together. Plus it had been one of the only ones that were starting at this time and not halfway through or more. The volume was adjusted so that they could actually hear it and then she placed the remote back on the coffee table. She sometimes had habits of fiddling with things even if whatever it was did not need to change. Lips were then allowed to meet his in a brief, tender kiss. Every emotion she was feelings seemed to be cast into the kiss, all the love in which she had for him was apparent. Pulling back after brief moments a grin was plastered on stunning features. No interest was held in the TV anymore this was just about them getting to spend time relaxing together without the temptation of falling asleep since it was still early and neither of them had much to do tomorrow.

Smile slid across features as her whispered words, lips lifting from her neck to meet her rose kissers gently. I love you too, Ayrn. More than I think you imagine. Bodice then shifted till spine rested against the back of the couch, bringing the maiden with him since both her arms and his own arms held her locked into position in his lap. At her answer, a glance was taken towards the TV, dome tilting slightly as the scene played out for its viewers. Sneeking a look at the popcorn bowl, hand then reached to grab a kernal, holding it poised between his thumb and forefinger in a threatening way at the lass's face, playful, crooked grin shineing out at her. Just when it looked like he would toss the piece at her features, it was tossed into the air and the duke caught it in his mouth, proud guise watching the essa before eyebrows lifted teasingly at her. Only a few minutes had elapsed and Erixic had finally managed to actually focus some of his intrest to the movie when Ayrn went and snatched it back, kissing him and making watching TV pointless once again. One palm cupped her cheek, fingers finding their way into her hair while the other hand remained upon her back, rubbing up and down slowly. It wasnt a particurally long kiss or one that cause their heat from earlier to stir up once again, but it was probabaly one of the best they had ever shared. Neither of them wanted anything else in the entire world but to be there with each other and that was what the kiss projected. Smile mirrored hers as she pulled away and emerald eyes met smokey depths, a soft chuckle escaping from the lord while he continued to watch her. Didgets pushed mocha locks from beautiful facade. Why did you suggest watching a movie when you knew neither of us would actually watch it? Tunes asked curiously, brow cocking for emphesis while the hand that had run through her hair dropped to ret on her thigh, waiting for the answer.