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Post by Ayrn on Jun 17, 2011 22:40:03 GMT -5
The small flicker of a change in the demeanor of the boy who was deemed to be a bad ass was enough for her to be pleased about before he then grew a little more distant and stepped back from her to then utter that he would see her after class. She nodded before a small smile fell on her lips that was reserved just for him as her eyes then met his gaze before she turned away to catch the door of the classroom as it fell shut and took her spot at the back of the class a few lingering glances were shot her way from her classmates though she ignored them and turned to the teacher. Her mind was elsewhere though, still remaining on Rev, how was it possible for him to destroy every promise that she had made to herself? She spent the rest of the day in a blissful state being pleased that they were back to normal even though nothing really would have change since the last time she had been at school before she had been taken away from her family. At lunch they sat together she listened to his band mates as they babbled on and on about things that were happening with them, she sat politely with her hand resting over his that was on her knee. When the bell rang he walked her to her next class with their fingers intertwined in the way that she had gotten used to. Everything was so easy between them, they were the couple in school that everyone wanted to be, the popular dancer and the bad ass musician even though it was common knowledge that he had cheated on her and that had sent the girls to crush over other boys for a total of a week they were back to bowing down to Rev. They went their separate ways for the rest of the day before she met up with him to walk to dance. When they said their goodbyes she agreed to then meet with him in the park when she finished. Dance passed quickly and she was pulled off to the side by the teacher at the end. They spoke about an opportunity that had just come up and gave her a couple more details before then stating that she had already been signed up and in two weeks’ time she would be able to try out for the spot. She did not want to get overly excited before she went to the try outs so she decided to keep this as a secret for the time being. She arrived at the park in a fantastic mood and smile was beaming as she spotted him leaning against the hood of his car. He quickly pulled her closer to him and pressed lips to her and breath was taken away as it usually was when she was around him before he then whispered a greeting. He then allowed his hand to run along the backside of her arm and skin tingled beneath his touch before she then took his hand and allowed him to lead her and nodded when he asked if she was ready for a little hike. Steps were quick and agile matching his as they then reached the rougher terrain and she allowed their hands to fall back to their sides before she was then using her arms and hands to balance herself as they passed through different rocks and small paths as well as climbed up onto the rock face that she had grown to love and it had become a place for them to seek refuge. They then took spots where they usually sat and his arm was then draped over her shoulders. Yesterday in the morning. They decided that because I tested clean for drugs and alcohol that under strict monitor that they would allow a second chance. She did not have an overwhelming urge to speak about it since it was in the past and there was so much more that she was looking forward that would be coming up soon. He pressed a kiss to her forehead causing a beaming smile to touch her lips before urging her to look up and meet his gaze. Their lips met and everything seemed to be perfect, she could not ask for more with the way she was feeling. As he pulled away though a strange look crossed his face, when he told her that she had come back at the wrong time she was able to feel her stomach churn horribly. When he told her that his father found him a band to play with eyes widen as grin then upturned lips again losing the worried expression. That is so great, Rev. Congrats, you must be so excited. Sure she did not like the thought that he was going to be gone for so much time but she was not going to be the type of girlfriend that did not support something like this since she knew that he was very talented and this was such a large step for him. I will miss you so much though. She stated gently before laying her head on his shoulder with a small sigh. When he then told her that he wanted to remain with her she found herself starting to pull away a frown crossing features she was not too sure if she was ready for something like that after all they had not been back together very long and she was still not too sure if she was ready to trust him that much. I want to stay with you too, but I really do not think I am able to trust you that much. I don’t know, I am sorry. She stated gently. I think for now I would be more comfortable just being friends while you are away, see how it goes from there. After sitting there and discussing it for a couple more moments she then stood from her spot. I need to get home for dinner. Ayrn wants me home early tonight. She stated, the walk back seemed to take longer when she then reached the cars and she paused to wrap her arms around his neck. Perhaps after he returned from this trip if all went well she would be a little more comfortable in long distance with him. Call me tomorrow? Can I drive you to the airport? She asked knowing that it was going to be a little more awkward with him from now on but hoping that he would understand, she wanted so bad for her to be able to trust him but right now it was just not possible right now. The rest of the night passed easily with dinner with Ayrn and Erixic before she retired to bed, she tried her best to spend as much time that weekend with him but Sunday morning seemed to come much too early when she was waiting outside of his house before he had to be there. The morning was bittersweet since she was so excited that he would get an opportunity like this but she hated that she was not going to see him for the next little while. When they reached the airport she stepped out of the car helping him carry the things that he had packed to the door and in the direction of the gate that he was flying out. When they reached it and it was time to say goodbye she could feel herself starting to get a little emotional though she swallowed the lump that formed in her throat. Good luck, and have a good time. I will miss you. So much. She told him before then taking a step back to let her eyes meet his.
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Post by Lonestar on Jun 18, 2011 2:13:00 GMT -5
Broad smile broke out across features as she instantly looked just as excited as he felt and the skeptical thoughts were banished for the time being as he was able to relax, the hope that maybe she would not take this news so harshly flaring in the back of his mind. Thanks. Yea, I'm really excited. It's a rare opportunity and it will give me tour experience. I'm slightly surprised my dad was able to get me hooked up with it. Vocals admitted, the male allowing the initial thrill and anxiety to take over once more. For him, there was nothing more that he wanted to be doing with his life. Living on the road, playing his music for the people that loved it and adored him for what he gave them was the only thing he could ever imagine himself doing. He had grown up seeing his father do the same thing and although it kept the elder away from home a lot of the time, Revikr got over wishing his dad was around to be there for the milestones of his life a long time ago. He knew how much his father loved his music and the guys that were in his band. For years he had seen it with his own eyes how dedicated the group was to what they did and to each other. The bonds between them were the things that could only be forged out of years of friendship and camaraderie. Though he knew that this gig was nothing permanent, it still would be the learning experience of a lifetime for him so that when he finally did get his own band up and churning out songs, he would have more of an idea what to expect when they hit the big time. Along with his excitement came anxiety and nervousness though. Playing with these guys was something he could only dream about a few days ago and now that the chance was staring him in the face, he was worried that he would mess it up somehow. Of course, he was confident in his playing skills. Despite the fact that he had the best teachers thanks to his father's connections in the industry, the man had been told by many that he just had that natural ability that gave him the edge that students who studied for years and years still could not obtain. Yet, he knew nothing about performing in front of a large concert crowd of hundreds. The largest group he had ever played to had numbered about fifty and most of them were people he knew and who knew him. Those that showed up to the concerts he would hopefully be playing would be completely oblivious as to who he was though they would recognize the tunes that he helped to deliver to them. Another challenge he knew he would be face with was learning all of the songs in the playing sets that the band had. Coming from his father's generation, they had quite a collection and though he knew a couple of the songs already, he would have to teach himself quite a few more if he wanted to be able to play at a level equal to their expectations. It was a lot of pressure weighing down on his teenage shoulders, but for now he was able to dismiss them as he tried to enjoy the time he had with his girlfriend. Though his hopes had been lifted at first, he knew that they were not out of the woods and the moment that he told her he wanted to try and stay together, a sudden change came over her. Dread clenched his stomach, twisting it in knots because he knew what was going to leave her lips when she pulled her head from his shoulder before she even began to speak. Arm fell from around her shoulders, the bloke feeling as if there was a vast ocean between them now though they were seated right next to one another. Though he wanted to, he knew he could not protest what she decided. How could he possibly convince her to trust him when it was made very clear that tonight at least that would never be the case? Perhaps demoting themselves to friends would be the best decision. After all, he would be traveling to many different towns and engaging in plenty of parties while there and although he knew he would never cheat on her again, being single would certainly make it easier to mingle with those who hung around the band. Yea, you're right. We should probably just be friends and keep it open. He replied in a thick voice rather unenthusiastically. A moment later, she stood saying that she needed to return because her parents expected her home for dinner and he rose from the ground to walk back with her though he wanted to stay where he was to take the time to think some things over. The atmosphere surrounding them as they made their way back through the wood was completely different from what it had been when they had made the initial trip. The lad remained silent and never once offered his hand to help her as he had before, but did pause to make sure she got over every obstacle in their way just fine before continuing. Not stopping, he approached her car and opened the driver's side door for her so she could get in, his arm draped over the top and mass leaning casually against the frame while he watched and waited for her to get in, a quick goodbye ready to be directed at her before he shut the door. She surprised him though by stepping closer and wrapping her arms around his neck, pulling him into a hug that he returned with little enthusiasm after hesitating for a second. Sure, I'll call. If you want to you can. Save's the butler the trip. Lifting his lips to one side in a half smile, he stepped back and let her get in her car before shutting the door and making his way over to his car. Returning home, he ordered some pizza before the guys came over then told the group where he would be for the next few weeks once they had wrapped up the practice. All of them congratulated him and told him they expected to hear all of the stories once he returned before they all left to return to their own homes. To finish out the night, the drake lit up a couple and sipped on a small glass of chilled brandy, hoping to deter his thoughts from the girl who had dumped him earlier that day. Saturday he called her like he said he would, but only agreed to see her for a limited amount of time though the day before he had been planning to spend the majority of the day with her. Instead, he busied himself around the house and worked on memorizing a few of the songs that he did not know. Sunday morning, the girl showed up at his door a little earlier than he had told her she needed to the day before so he let her inside while he finished up eating his breakfast omelet before bringing down his bags. Everything was loaded in the back of her car and he hardly said a word as she drove him into the airport. Part of him was hoping that she would just drop him off at the curb, but when she pulled into the temporary parking zone it was very clear that she planned on walking in with him. Hiding the frustration from her, he got out and moved to retrieve his bags, unable to stop her as she reached in at the same time as him to grab his guitar case causing their hands to brush. Jerking his arm back, he let her take out the guitar before shutting the trunk and starting towards the building. Once inside, he followed the directions on the signs that led him to his gate where he stopped just outside of and took the case from her, setting the duffle bag that was swung over his shoulder down on the ground next to it while the rolling suit case that carried the majority of his closet came to a halt at his side. Looking at her, he felt an enormous pull that was difficult to ignore and his throat became dry at the thought of leaving her and not seeing her for the next few weeks. Quietly, his throat was cleared just as she began to speak, the last words she spoke making him want to punch a wall and pull her into a hug all at the same time. Taking a step forward, he covered the space she had put between them and then some before bending to press his lips to hers before she could protest, his hand that slid onto her cheek holding her against him though he knew that friends did not kiss one another the way that he was kissing her right now. Pulling away before she could do so first, he shot a weak half grin in her direction before bending to pick his things up off the ground as they called for boarding. Not nearly as much as I'm going to miss you P. Not nearly as much. With that, the lad turned around and headed towards the hostess counter, passing the lady standing there his ticket as he came to the front of the line before walking towards the tunnel that led towards the plane once she had checked it out. Unable to stop himself, he paused for a heartbeat, turning around to look back at her before forcing himself onward, feeling a little satisfied with himself at having given her a goodbye worth holding on to while he was away.
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Post by Ayrn on Jun 19, 2011 2:15:23 GMT -5
She was not too sure if she had just made the largest mistake she could think of. She wanted to be with Rev, everything between them was so easy and the sparks between them were impossible to ignore she took a deep breath after she spoke and decided that she would have to think it over for the night before she then pleaded her case to get him back and the more that she thought about it the more that she determined that she had been right. He would be going out with the band probably every night and partying and drinking and while she was positive he would not cheat on her when he was sober she was not too sure if he was drinking what would happen. When she told him that she wanted to just be friends she only meant for the time that he was away though she was not too sure if he realized this. The feeling of loss that froze her to the stop was a terrible feeling and she was starting to crumble under the pressure that was forming. She would not allow herself to cry, not here. And she knew that she was being far too emotional she knew from the moment that she had met him that this was his dream and that he would not be sticking around if her were to then get a position in a band and while this was not the same since it was temporary it was a start to what she knew was going to happen all the time. Once they graduated it was not as though things were going to be able to stay the same as they were now and while she hated to admit it perhaps it was better even though she felt as though she had a broken heart for a second time, only this time it was her fault. When he then spoke about ‘keeping it open’ she felt her heart sink since that to her meant that while he was not going to look for another girl he might be open to something happening. She knew that even though she was not ‘with’ the boy she would remain faithful because she wanted to have the chance to get back together with him when he returned if she was able to win him back. When she stood and announced that she needed to get back to the house for dinner he looked as though he was going to explode with anger though he did not speak simply walked along with her the whole way without an offer to help her at all. Which was so different from when they had walked up there to begin with. When they reached the car it was awkward between the two of them. Even when they then reached the car it seemed to get more and more awkward as he opened the door for her before then leaning on the roof of the car but there was no physical contact between the two of them, was it possible that it was over between the two of them? She hoped not since that had not at all been her intentions. When her arms were then wrapped around him he barely even returned the gesture and she fought back the emotions that were so close to the surface. She then asked him to call her which seemed strange since essentially she had just broken up with him but he told her that he would and that she would be able to drive him to the airport on the morning that he was supposed to be leaving. The next day crawled by since he waited until the afternoon to call her and even then she was only able to see him for a moment and it was terribly awkward, she knew that she had ruined everything between the two of them. When the time came that she was early to his house to pick him up to take him to the airport she could not ignore the nervousness that was uncharacteristic for the usually confient and independent girl. He invited her into the house since he did not appear to be completely ready to go and she sat across from him as he finished his breakfast before then walking with her to the car where it waited in the driveway and packed his stuff that he had packed for the trip into the trunk, the rest of the ride was silent though when she made it to the airport she did debate just letting him off at the departures area but that seemed too distant for at least what they used to be. He seemed annoyed that she would follow him to the gate in which he would be departing from. When they arrived she was not too sure what to say to him but she did long to just tell him that she had made a mistake and she wanted nothing more than to be with him. When he then moved in her direction there was no way that she would even start to pull away in fact she took a step closer to make sure to meet him, lips were met with the same echoed passion that passed between them. Left nearly breathless she took a step back as he uttered that he was going to miss her, more than she was going to miss him and this brought a weak smile to her face before she knew that she needed to turn away before she lost the control on her emotions. As he then moved away she caught a lingering glance in his direction before he disappeared. When she walked back to the car she was in a daze, as well as the rest of the next school week. She promised herself that she was not going to text him and bother him, he was busy. But on Tuesday night she broke down typing the familiar number into her phone. I miss you. I hope you are having a great time. Good luck. I am thinking about you. She knew this was not an appropriate message to be sent from a friend though that did not stop her as she sent it and placed her phone on her night table. Wednesday afternoon had been the day that the dance try outs had been changed to, the ones that her instructor had told her about the week before he left so this meant she was skipping practice as she then was given one last word of encouragement from the woman who had been supervising the routine she had pulled together in the last few days on her own time. Never had someone gone out of their way in the way this woman did to make sure that she was well prepared. Knowing she was trying out for a fast paced hip hop dance the music she had chosen had been appropriately high energy and she arrived at the large private gym feeling rather confident and this did not change when she spotted the rest of the girls that looked to be her age crowded around the bleachers stretching and warming up. While she was a little shy when it came to speaking to people, when she danced it did not matter how many people were watching she paid no attention. Unlike usual try outs the people running it requested the attire that they were to be wearing as shorts and tank tops, not to be judged on some of the costumes and work people put into their dances, this was about skill. She was one of the first ones that was called up onto the stage and she uttered her name and school as the rest before her had before the music started and the nerves seemed to leave completely as body was thrown full force into the prepared routine. Steps were sure and agile as lightness and grace was apparent in the well-executed moves when she finished the judges looked impressed. I do believe you have quite the raw talent, something I would like to work with. I believe with some further education and teaching you could be an asset. They then said that they would give their final answer in the next couple of days which left her beaming. The next few days her mood was light and cheery as they called her on Thursday evening to offer her a spot for the summer uttering that she would be ready to perform as a backup dancer by the end of the rigorous training camp they set up. All week she had been convincing Ayrn to allow her to fly to LA for the weekend. They had a long weekend, a Pro D Day on Friday and an Exam Prep day on Monday meaning it would be a four day weekend and after much persuasion her adoptive mother agreed that as long as she would be accompanied by Taelix, Jack and Taelix’s new interest that she would be allowed to go, treat it as a graduation trip. She had already purchased the tickets to the concert he was playing on Friday night, just after she was set to arrive. Thursday was spent making sure that all her clothes were packed and ready for the flight and she was excited when she then met with the other three in the morning to take off to the airport. Ayrn had insisted on driving them so that the car was not left at the parking lot in the airport. The morning was much too early and the ride was silent even though she was so excited to be going. She needed to make everything right with him and knew this was the way to do so. When they stepped out of the SUV she grabbed her bags then paused to stand on her tip toes to kiss Ayrn lightly on the cheek. I promise to be careful. I’ll see you in a couple days. She said before the woman then pulled her into a hug before allowing her daughter to step away and head towards the door. Pirzi was content with walking to the door before she realized she left something unsaid and dropping her bags where they were a few feet away she jogged back to her adoptive mother with a beaming smile. I love you. She said, and it was true, sure Ayrn had not been her mother for very long but she loved her as a parent more than her own biological parents and they had been around longer. With the pleased expression on her face she then jogged back to the group to pick up her bags again and carry them to the gate. Reclining in the seat of the airplane she took her seat beside Jack, she had been becoming closer and closer with the boy now that he had moved in with Damien and was beginning to enjoy his company. Her and Taelix were still closer but he seemed to be busy a lot more of the time and she could not blame him. Introductions had been made to the girl that accompanied him this morning even though she had been seen around school a few times, they had not been formally introduced. She found herself drifting into a light sleep for the duration of the plane ride and only opened her eyes once they had landed on the tarmac. A cab was hailed after they had gotten their bags from the baggage claim and this took them to the hotel where reservations had been made. They were all to share a large room, Damien insisting on paying for it for a grad trip present. Bags were left packed by the door, She was not going to be here long enough to feel the need to unpack plus there were things that she needed to get done before she were to go to the concert for the night. They all decided to go to lunch and walk to a local shopping mall since it was still early. She did not have her mind on anything but seeing the boy though and wondered how he was going to take to it that she had come to see him. Would he reject her or accept her back with the knowledge that she made a large mistake and knew it? After lunch she was feeling so nervous that while the rest of them passed through the mall she took a cab back to the hotel where she settled for sitting on the edge of her bed and rifling through the clothes that she had brought for the concert, she did not want it to be too formal since she knew that it was just a concert but at the same time she wanted to impress him. She slipped on the white and teal colored sundress that Ayrn had bought her on the cruise when the time came to get ready. Hair was straightened and fell around her shoulders. Complete with the heels she wore she knew that her appearance was approved by the amount of eyes that landed on her as she passed through the crowd with their tickets and the group following her. Since it had been last minute she had only managed to get tickets that were a long ways away from the stage though now that she thought about it she was glad since she did not want Rev to see her before he finished performing. The concert proved to be as impressive as she thought it might be, as the last song was being played she told the rest of the group to go along without her after it finished and that she would meet up with them later. She then made her way to the back door she had spotted when she had arrived and a burly looking man arrived at the door. I need your assistance. I am Rev’s girlfriend. I am also sure that you probably get a lot of people that say that too but I came here and flew here to surprise him, please let me in? He raised his brows at her. Well I have not had comments like that before, it is true that I do get that a lot but usually they are lying so either you are a really good liar or you are telling the truth. If I found out you lied though you will be in big trouble. She nodded with a small smile before then passing through the door and quickly walking down the hallway to find the room that was set up with his name on it as every musician seemed to have. With a small smile she pulled out her phone and typed a text to him. Great show. I knew I would not be disappointed. She sent it before then sitting on a couch that was placed in the room. As the door opened and the man was revealed her heart seemed to thud loudly and erratically in her chest as she immediately got to her feet, moving in his direction. I made a mistake Rev. I really large mistake. I want to be with you, no matter how far apart we are. I did not think I could trust you but you proved me wrong. I can trust you, fully I was the one that was silly... I am sorry. She told him before then reaching up to allow a finger to trail along his cheek hoping he would not push her away as lips then crashed down on his in an exuberant display of affection.
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Post by Lonestar on Jun 24, 2011 21:49:49 GMT -5
Throughout the length of the plane ride to California, the man listened to songs on his iPod Touch, trying to focus on the music that he would need to recreate in only a few hours when he showed up at one of the band members houses for his informal audition, but all he could think about was the kiss that he and Pirzi had shared before he had gotten on the plane. He knew that regardless of what she had said in the park on Friday, they were more than friends. Neither of them could ignore the feelings they still had for one another and though she did not trust him enough to officially say that they were still together while he was on tour around the United States, both of them would still act as if they were in an exclusive relationship. Revikr had no desire to be with any other girl and especially not groupies who probably would not even know his name or the instrument he played. Even drinking and drugs that were sure to come along with the trip would not be enough to cause him to even think about sleeping with another girl again. The reason he had told her that it was best to "keep it open" was because he wanted her to know that he would not hold it against her if she saw someone else while he was away though he hoped to hell and back that would not happen. Once they touched down in LA International, the man was finally able to let the girl slip to the back burners of his brain as he departed from the plane and picked up his bag from baggage claim before then going with a limo driver that held a sign with his name on it. Greeting the guy with a firm handshake, he had to adjust the grip on his guitar case to his other hand, which the driver seemed to misinterpret as he then did not offer to take the guitar but rather took the rolling suit case and duffle bag, letting the drake carry his own instrument. From there, the driver took him directly to the lead singer’s mansion where the band had assembled before taking off on tour. He was introduced to all of them in the living room where he was less than surprised to find that they had all started the days drinking. Taking him down to the studio, they played a few songs with him at first and then asked him to play solo while they listened. After his fingers were hurting from holding down the strings and with his stomach rolling with anticipation, he waited as they talked amongst themselves before they turned to him and told him that they liked what they saw and that they would continue playing with him later in the day. For the rest of the week and the half of next, he moved back and forth between the house and the hotel that he had checked into, practicing endless hours till he felt like he could play no more, but the thrill and experience was like nothing else. The Tuesday after he had left, he got a text from Pirzi while sitting on the singers couch and groaned slightly. While he thought no one else could hear him, he apparently was wrong because immediately all the guys looked to him and started laughing, the lead singer shooting him a smirk before speaking. "Woman can be quite the bitches can't they?"['/i] He asked rhetorically while laughing at the teen. Smirking and chuckling along with them, Rev shook his head before looking back at the phone. How'd you know it was a chick? He asked and only got a raised eyebrow in return. "Kid, all of us are either married, have been married, or have a girl that wants to be married and we've been on the road for years. We all know what a poor bastard looks like." They all burst into another spurt of laughter and the boy simply looked back at his phone and closing the message to answer later. Once he was back at the hotel room, he set up the video on his phone and rather nervously recorded his reply to her earlier text. Hey. He started with a smile, watching himself on the screen of his iPhone to make sure he did not look dumb. Everything's going really well here. They've got me playing till my fingers bleed but it's all been worth it so far. Our first concert is here in LA next weekend then we are going down south to Vegas. I still don't know how long the other guitarist will be out, but I really would not mind having to finish out the tour with them though it would mean me having to make up courses to finish high school after classes have already closed. I miss you too and think about you always. I hope things are going well on your end and I'll call you when I have some free time. Upon ending the recording, he set it to her without watching it so that he would not delete it before losing his nerve. The rest of the time before their first concert blew by and he never got the chance to call her back as he told her he would, but he figured he would get the chance once they were on the road with nothing else to do. The day of the concert was filled with prep work and meeting with different people though when the time came for the show, it was obvious to him that this was what the band lived for. The energy coming from the fans was tenfold times more than any energy he had ever received while playing and he found that he craved it just as much as the older guys did. Because he was a temporary player and people did not know who he was, the singer introduced him after they played the first few songs and he accepted all the attention with his hand that held the guitar pick in the air before bowing to the crowd. The concert seemed to drag on forever and yet when it finally drew to an end and they took their leave from the stage, he could hardly believe that it was over. Almost immediately afterwards, they all retreated to their rooms to relax and change before having to pack all their stuff on the bus so they could start driving for their next destination. Opening his door, the male stepped into the room and shut it behind him quietly, setting the guitar on its stand as he sighed and started towards the couch at the back. Upon hearing a noise coming from the back, he looked up from the floor and saw the woman standing up after sitting down on the same couch that he was headed towards. P! He said at first, utterly shocked that she was standing in front of him before a broad smile crossed his face and he started to close the distance between them, hardly paying attention to what she was saying. Hands moved to grasp her face when he stopped in front of her, his shoulders bunching beneath the shirt he was wearing and forehead leaning down to almost touch hers and he held her gaze, letting the syllables she spoke register briefly in his mind before their lips were pressed together in an enthusiastic kiss. Pulling her closer because she told him she wanted to be with him and he no longer had a reason to hold back, the lad started to walk her back towards the couch where he broke contact to sit down with a heavy release of breath and pulled her gently onto his lap with his hand grasping her forearm. Once she was settled there, Rev again searched for her mouth to kiss her, holding her body close to his as he savored the moment before questions began to pile up in his mind. I'm glad you came to see me. You have no idea how distracting thinking about you being back home without me is. When did you get here and why didn't you tell me you were coming? I could have gotten you free tickets. How did you manage to convince Ayrn to let you come? Pulling away, he shot rapid fire questions in her direction, pausing only long enough to hear the replies that she gave, before invading her space to take another kiss from her lips. Lying back on the couch, he was happily engaged with his tissues on hers when there was a knock on his door and the band member’s voices outside telling him that he needed to hurry up so they could all go out for a little celebration before leaving on the bus. With an apologetic look, he broke off their kiss to yell back at them. Lil' busy! I'll see you on the bus! Grinning as he turned back to her he moved in to kiss her again and did not even hesitate when the reply came through the door. "Get off the girl Kid and zip your pants back up! There will be plenty scores later." Ignoring them, he continued to kiss her and when they all began to pound on the door with fists and feet, he growled and broke away again to grab a water bottle that was sitting on his side table to throw at the door. From the other side, he could hear them all laughing but after a moment the sound ebbed away as they left him alone and he heaved a sigh. Finally. I swear those old men like to party more than I do. Smirking, he looked back to her and smoothed a palm over her hair with a tender, unreadable expression. You sure you want to make it work long distance? I don't know when I'll have time to call you. They keep me pretty busy, but I will make the time. God, it's great to look at you. Restraining himself from kissing her again, he let himself relax against the furniture and settle for simple watching her. How long are you here for? He asked, wondering if she would have to leave within the next few minutes in order to make a plane back home.
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Post by Ayrn on Jun 25, 2011 19:05:44 GMT -5
Her mind had not been off Rev for a single moment while he had been away since the moment that he had left from the airport with the knowing chemistry in their last lingering kiss was not something to be ignored. This only happened every once in a while and who was she to deny what was going on between the two of them. She also knew that she had the right to not trust him after he had cheated on her since that really should have ruled over her feelings. She did not want to get hurt again, she could not tolerate that and did not want to be the stupid one that had given him another chance for him to do the same thing over again. When she sent him the text she was convinced that he would not respond since he was probably very busy and did not want to have much to do with her after she had told him that she did not want to remain together while he was away. Though she was surprised when later that evening, the one that she had had the tryouts she received a video message on her phone from him and just the sight of him made her heart lurch. The words he spoke were as if they were still together causing heart to speed up and her to decide that her plans to go see him was the right thing to do. Of course Ayrn did not want her to go but she had been able to get through to her two parents to allow her to go as long as she took her group of friends with her. Including Taelix, his girlfriend and Jack. She did not mind that since she was not too sure if she would even get too much time to see him since he was on tour and so busy so it would be nice to have her friends there to entertain her as well. With purchasing the tickets they were late to order them so the seats were less than ideal but she found that she did not care about that she would get to see him and she was convinced that she would be able to sneak backstage after the show to speak with him. For the rest of the week she found herself wishing that he would call but he didn’t and this made her a little unsure as she was then boarding the plane with the other three. When they arrived her mind was simply on how she was going to manage to sneak her way to the backstage knowing it was not going to be easy but when the time actually came for her to do so it proved to be as if it had been expected and she was allowed into the room in where she could wait for him. She had just barely taken a seat on the couch when he then appeared at the door setting his guitar down before she stood with a broad smile. And his nickname for her met her ears and she resisted the urge to bolt towards him and simply be with him once again. His hands reached out to grasp her face and cause gentle teal gaze to meet his. The kiss did not happen right away which left her aching for him to kiss her but when it did happen she was reminded all over why she had given him a second chance. There was no one that made her feel this way as body seemed to be floating within the clouds. She followed him as he led her to the couch in the back of the room, not even caring that she knew that so many people had probably done things on the couch. She sat comfortably on the man’s the stunning smile never leaving the girls face. He then spewed the questions forward to her. I wanted it to be a surprise that I came. And she knew that she had succeeded in that for sure by the look on the man’s face she also did not want to distract him more knowing that she would be arriving to watch him. I flew in this morning. And I don’t care about having to purchase tickets it was worth surprising you. Ayrn allowed me to come as long as I was not alone. I came with Taelix and his new girlfriend as well as Jack, Damien’s adopted son. He had already been away by the time that Damien had adopted Jack but she knew that he would meet him soon enough. She allowed herself to fall with him as he laid back on the couch and lips were then pressed to his meeting with enough intensity for breath to be taken away. They were interrupted by voices on the other side of the door though telling him to get ready to go out though he had other plans as he then told them that he would meet them on the bus. She leaned down to whisper to him. You can go with them Rev. I don’t want to keep you from the band just because I am here. She uttered but was then cut off by another kiss. They were persistent though and kept knocking on the door which seemed to make Rev even more irritated as he then picked up a water bottle to throw it in that direction. His expression changed a little when he then ran a hand over chestnut locks. Deep inhale was taken in. Of course I do, because to feel this when we are together is worth the time that we have to be apart. She stated quietly. He then asked her how long she was going to be here for. We are staying for the whole weekend. A little mini vacation since everyone’s plans after graduation are different. She knew that this was possibly the only night she was going to see him but that did not bother her since she had understood that when she arrived here.
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Post by Lonestar on Jun 28, 2011 0:18:43 GMT -5
The man was not even thinking about how dirty the couch was. All he knew was that the energy that had seemed boundless on stage was lacking a little and he needed to sit down before he fell all over her. Besides, it was an added plus that he would then have an excuse to pull her onto his lap so they would therefore be closer than when they were standing. She seemed to be ok with the leap from kissing to talking as she quickly replied to the multiple questions that the boy shot at her before quieting her with a kiss. Well you are the best surprise I could have gotten. He muttered against her lips, smiling a little at his own words before they both re-engaged in an intense lip-lock that tightened his chest and made it hard for him to remember his surroundings. The knocking on the door and the voices that could be heard through it ruined the moment though and he turned to yell at them that he would meet up later. Hearing her tell him that he could go with the band, the lad shot her a skeptical look and shook his head, unwilling to try and keep from kissing her again as he pecked her rather quickly on the smooth rosy lips that were already starting to look a shade redder from their shared time much to his satisfaction. They will have plenty of time with me. Besides, I can go party with men that are least a decade older than me as much as I want to over the next few weeks. There is no guarantee how often I will be able to even talk to you let alone see you. Finishing off with a kiss, he let her know how serious his words were and by settling back further in the seat, he hoped to show her that he had no second thoughts about remaining with her for as long as he could. Rev was grateful that the band left his door when he threw the bottle at it because he would have loathed to have asked her to stand momentarily so he could get rid of the annoyance, but as it was she remained perched on his lap and he was glad for it. Letting the girl get a break from his nearly constant kissing, the bloke leaned back against the cushions and ran a hand over her luscious hair, letting his fingers fall between the strands so he could feel the softness run against his skin. The reply she gave to his questioning of her decision brought a smile instantly to his lips, though in the back of his mind the man questioned whether he should be this happy about it because it meant that their relationship had suddenly gone from casual and temporary to something serious and with the potential to become more than just a fleeting high school romance. The chance that would happen he knew was slim to none and he was certain she was aware of that fact too. Regardless of what she thought now, this tour was only a trial period and he would not remain gone the entire trip. A few weeks distance would be nothing compared to months distance that would be between them on a normal tour schedule for bands and even then they did not know where their plans would take them. Revikr would go where it was most convenient to deal with the record label and be close enough to his other band mates to where they could get together often and Pirzi would be taken who knows where with her dancing career. In all reality, it was pure stupidity to hope for something more than just the momentary, but it was human to build attachment and wish after things that could not happen. No, he could not let himself be fooled into thinking that they could continue what they had beyond high school and he did not want her to be blind to the fact either, but he did not want to say anything because he was putting off facing the subject at all. Taking his mind off this problem, the lass answered his question regarding how long she would be staying and he instantly felt regret at having to leave in a few hours in order to make the next show in the next town. Sighing, he leaned forward and wrapped his arms completely around her waist, pulling her even closer to him as he simply rested against her arm, wishing he would not have to let go. Damn. I wish we were staying. It'd be good to have more than just a few hours with you. Vocals admitted, the moment passing by with a melancholy silence to it just before his attitude seemed to change completely and he popped up from his seat, taking her with him just before grasping her hand. I'll show you around some. He told her a second before heading towards the door. From there, he lead the way around the stage, dodging crew that were already taking it apart, and pointed out different things here and there that were important to a show while also introducing some of the people that the band brought along with them. Once that was done, basically all the fans had cleared out of the stadium and were leaving in their cars and he stood outside watching them while holding her hand and smoking a quick cigarette. Blowing the smoke away from her face so it would not blow towards her, he dropped it to the ground and stomped out the lit end before turning to her with a playful lift to his arm. So do you have time to come to a late dinner with me or do you need to meet back up with the babysitters? Lyrics asked while his characteristic smirk settled upon lips and sapphire eyes laughed at his sarcasm.
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Post by Ayrn on Jun 29, 2011 11:56:12 GMT -5
One thing was always true between the two of them, there was never chemistry between them lacking. There had never been a time even when she had been terribly mad at him that she had not felt a magnetic pull and completely drawn to him. Little did he know the night that she had found out that he cheated on her for her to lead him to the park, the seducing him out of his clothes had been so hard on her, wanting nothing more to then stay with him and continue the passionate displays of affection instead of running away to then steal his car. Even driven by the rage that had been so present then she felt powerless to the way he made her feel. And tonight after being away from him for what seemed like so long was no exception she found herself craving the feeling of his lips on her even though she was barely able to breath between the kisses he placed on her lips. It did not feel like enough. So when the guys then knocked on the door and told him to get going she was almost sure that he was going to bounce up from the couch and announce that he needed to leave which left her with a feeling of devastation. That was not at all the case though as he simply told them to leave and when they then persisted threw the empty bottle of water at the door and that seemed to make them realize that he was not going to come with them and soon enough the voices grew farther away and disappeared completely. This was then all the antics were paused for a hand to run lightly over her hair and eyes then met his with a bright smile flashing on her lips. When he told her that he was able to party with the guys all he wanted in the next week she felt a little nervous though she did not question it she was going to have to have trust in him. As they sat there she then moved a hand down his forearm to entwine her fingers with his lightly thumb running over his lightly as he told her that he wished that he was staying and that he wished that he would have more than a few hours with her. It’s fine Rev, just getting to see you for this little bit was worth it to me. She paused to then kiss him lightly on the lips. I understand and you need to continue on tour to prove to the band just how amazing I know you are. Kind words were spoken lighty to him to take him off the subject that seemed to bring a damper to the mood which was uncalled for since she was just pleased to get to see him perform and now to spend a little bit of time with him before he headed to the next destination. He stepped up from the couch and announced that he would show her around and a bright smile crossed her face as she took his hand. I would love that. They started in the backstage before then heading out onto the stage that he had been playing on not too long ago where he taught her a little bit about things that were important and she listened carefully making a note to remember a lot of this since she planned to be around his concerts a little more often. If that was going to be the way that she was going to have to see him then they would make it work. They were then outside and he took out a cigarette, she had always hated the habit but she was not going to try to change him. Rev was simply the way he was and she liked him for who he was even if that meant she would have to deal with his smoking. He then lifted his arm and asked her if she had time to go for a late dinner with him or if she had to check back in with the others and she shook her head. They do not expect me back. I just hope that Jack is not feeling too much of a third wheel with Taelix and Des. Eyes were rolled at the sarcastic manner in which he spoke and she lifted a hand to then gently push on the man’s shoulder with a scowl. She was not too sure where they were going to be headed though she really did not care as she followed him where he walked.
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Post by Lonestar on Jun 30, 2011 20:30:29 GMT -5
She seemed to be sincerely interested in all that he showed her and told her about the tour scene which pleased him. In all reality, she did not need to have any interest at all in what he did, but instead of simply tolerating the life he had chosen to live like some girls might have, she actually seemed to be eager to learn in what occurred in on the road as far as the business end of the ordeal went and it made him feel as if she had an appreciation for what he did and understood at least a little of why he did it. Thinking back to her earlier comment, he could not hide the smile that broke out across his face. It was nice to hear an ego boosting comment from his girlfriend even if he did not need it. After all, he had just played a concert to hundreds of people who were right there rocking right along with him, but it meant more to hear that she thought he was amazing at what he did than it did to hear all the screams of the fans. Finishing up the tour with her, he stepped out to the outskirts of the arena where he pulled out his cigarette package to knock one out and light it with the lighter he kept constantly in his pocket. He knew it was a bad habit and that Pirzi did not smoke, but once he got the craving there was only one thing he could do to take the edge off and that was to light up. Of course, he made sure to keep the smoke that he blew out of his mouth away from her so that she would be not surrounded by the smell and was thankful that it was particularly windy outside so that he would not smell too much like an ashtray. Finishing only about half of the cig, he then dropped it from his hand and snubbed it out with the toe of his shoe before turning to her and asking her if she could go to dinner with him. An expression that promised trouble flashed towards her as she started to speak and he laughed good naturedly as she pushed him as punishment for his comment about her friends being her baby sitters. I'm sure he'll manage just fine with them. He assured her with a lifted eyebrow, letting her know he thought that should not be something on her mind at the moment with his eyes as he came back to her side and wrapped his arms around her waist while bending to kiss her on the cheek. Though he was curious to know more about Desyx and why she was involved with the resident star athlete at their school, Rev was more concerned with the girl right in front of him who he could happily say was now his girlfriend again. So they don't expect you back? Does that mean I can take you to Los Vegas with me and get away with it? Vocals teased, his mouth right beside her ear as he whispered the syllables against her skin before pulling back with a cocky smirk settled upon his facade. Taking her hand, he led her around to the back of the building where the dressing rooms had been and smiled at the driver that stood beside the black sedan. Hey Charlie. Mind giving us a ride? "Of course not Mr. Haner. Where to?" The best restaurant you know of around here. Grinning at the man, he waved him away and opened the door for the vixen so that she could slide in before he joined in her in the back while the driver got into the front seat and prepared to take off once they were settled. Not bothering to buckle up, Revikr rode with one arm resting against the window sill and the other draped across the lass' shoulders, eyes glancing out the window occasionally to see what they passed while most of the time he kept his attention on his visitor. Have I missed anything except for the usual at school yet? He asked her, curious if any big drama had happened since he left that they could laugh about. High school was such a joke. He could not wait until he finally got his GED before finally being able to focus on his music since his dad had made him promise to graduate first. After a little while, they came to a stop in the parking lot of a small joint that served All American food like hot dogs and hamburgers. Not surprised with the choice because the driver was known as the biggest burger fanatic on the tour, Rev thanked him and got out, holding the door for the girl and shutting it after she was standing beside her. Walking through the door, he approached the counter and placed his order before looking to see what she wanted. Once their orders were back in the grill, they were ushered towards the checkout register where a young girl handed them their cups and the bloke paid for the dinner. It was self seating so he let her choose where they sat after they had filled their drinks and then took the seat across from her. You know, I didn't expect us to get back together when I got back. He admitted to her while staring at the liquid in his glass as he spun it on the table top with his hand, wondering if she felt the same way.
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Post by Ayrn on Jul 2, 2011 2:49:00 GMT -5
Of course she had an appreciation for what he did it took a lot more than anyone were to think in order to get all these tours on the road with all the equipment that they used and the different things that they needed to take. She knew that the key to being close with him was to take an interest in it and she actually was starting to find it fascinating, after all who was she to be with him and not support every aspect of his life. It meant so much to her that she was allowed to have this big of a part in his life. When she told him that he was amazing out there she knew that he did not need it since he did have a large ego though she was being not only serious but she was aware that while he did not need it it was nice to hear from someone else every once in awhile. While she knew that she hated that he smoked she also knew that there were worse habits than it and she was sure that it would only be a phase for him since it was not often that you would see middle aged people smoking. Though people all had their flaws that you could live without but she chose to not make it a large deal knowing that he would never pressure her into something like it. It would ruin her dance career that was for sure and she knew that Ayrn would hang her plus just the stench seemed enough to repluse her to never have the urges that some people had. When she agreed to go to dinner with him the smile that crossed his face made the butterflies that for the last little while with the tour had been dormant started to flutter once again making it impossible to think about anything but him as he then spoke about them surely being fine without her. She was sure that it was true as well since Jack and Taelix seemed to get along quite while for new friends and he would never do anything that would make the other boy feel out of place, surely they were out somewhere having the time of their lives. After all LA was quite different from where they lived and they were sure to enjoy the time away from the stresses of their everyday life. The chance to escape from the realm of all their exams back home. It was clear that he was not pleased that Jack was on her mind as the jealous instincts then took over and he returned to her side to press his lips to her cheek as he pulled her closer and she allowed herself to lean slightly against him enjoying the warmth and comfort that she really should not feel by being with the bad ass of the school though she saw through the front that he tended to put on, in reality he was nothing like the person that he pretended to be even if he would not admit it to even her. When he whispered to her she was able to feel the skin on the back of her neck tingle as the warm breath crossed over the sensitive areas there. I had a hard enough time to get Ayrn to allow me to come for the trip. I think that would be pushing it a little. She said with a light chuckle. He then took her hand to lead her back in the direction of the back of the building before then to ask the man that stood there waiting if he would be able to give them a ride and he agreed and they were then able to step into the car. When the man then asked where they were going Rev then announced the best restaurant around and she raised a brow slightly. Sure she was dressed well since she had intentions of impressing him but she did not want to be placed in an uncomfortable setting if it proved to be fancy. He asked if he had missed anything at school and she shook her head. Schools starting to wind down and everyone’s so busy getting ready for exams. It is rather uneventful. She then paused for a moment to allow a broad smile to cross her face. I do have something I want to tell you though. I went to tryouts for a company that employs dancers for things such as music videos and I got invited to join them I start training next week. She uttered gently the company was a large deal for her since it was going to help her get her foot in the door before it really mattered. When they reached a burger joint she stepped out of the car to then walk with him into the restaurant glad that his choice had mirrored the way she was feeling after thanking the driver they were on their way to the counter where she ordered a hot dog. After receiving their drinks she led them in the direction of a window seat in the corner where they would be able to have a little privacy even though there were not too many people in the place. He then told her that he had not expected to get back with her when he returned. Why? She asked him gently. You know the way I feel about you and that has not changed. I just was not sure if I could trust you, but then I remembered that when I told you I was going to give you another chance that it meant I should really make sure I was being fair and actually giving you another chance. I am sorry, I was just being insecure. She told him with a small sigh as she looked down at the table.
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Post by Lonestar on Jan 20, 2012 3:02:15 GMT -5
Requesting that the limo driver take them to the best restaurant in town was simply habit. The bloke honestly had not thought the subject through until the words had already left his lips and they were in the car, headed to a joint which the driver deemed was worthy enough take the couple to. Only once he glanced down at the navy blue button up shirt with sleeves rolled up three quarters of the way, black pin-striped vest, and dark washed, torn up jeans that he had worn for the concert did he realize that he was not necessarily dressed up enough to enter a ritzy place. Of course, he normally would not care. People would think whatever they wanted to and their opinions never really mattered to him. He was living his dream! Revikr was playing for a well known band as an amateur untried on the tour route or the big stage. Already he was on the road to becoming a well known name in the business just as his father was and then once his name was on the lips of everyone who ever listened to music, it would not matter what he wore out to eat or where he ate. Of course, there would always be criticism, but at the same time others also existed who would relish what he did because of who he was and blindly attempt to follow his lead in order to try and make themselves seem more 'hip.' Glancing over to look at his date, the man knew it would be an uncomfortable dinner if they ended up in a black tie establishment. Although Pirzi wore a dress and to him looked stunning in it, the girl would never agree to his insisting that she looked splendid enough for such a place and therefore she would feel out of place and nervous. As someone who cared about her very much, the last thing he wanted to do was embarrass her so he decided that if Charlie drove up to a nice restaurant that he would request another that would be more suited to how the pair were dressed. Letting this concern slip from his mind as a conclusion was reached, he turned his attention to the conversation with his girlfriend, nodding as she told him that school was uneventful as he expected it to be. When she paused and allowed a broad smile to grace her pretty features, Rev's eyebrows lifted on impulse, knowing she had something exciting to tell him. Once she had finished informing him about the job offer she had gotten from a dance company, the drake let his own grin flash shiny pearls as he pulled her towards him for a congratulatory kiss. That's excellent P. It's your first big break. I'm so proud of you. Though I knew you would catch someone's eye in the business sooner rather than later with your talent. He uttered to her while still holding her rather close to him with the arm that was wrapped around her shoulders. Fingers brushed her cheek gently just as the car came to a halt and Charlie came around to open the door for them. Playing the gentleman, the lad got out first and stood beside the door to offer a hand to his guest before leading the way towards the door after thanking the driver. A wave of relief had come over him as soon as he saw the restaurant just as he remembered that Charlie was the biggest burger joint fanatic of all time so it would only make sense that he would take them to one of his favorite spots in town. They ordered then picked out a table before the drake casually spoke his mind, knowing that once again his mouth had preceded his brain, but there was nothing he could do to take back the words. As she began her defense, the bloke simply shrugged in response, slouching in his chair some as he continued to swirl the liquid around in his cup. You're always just so decisive P. And stubborn. I thought that if you weren't willing to be with me while I was on the road there had to be another reason besides the distance. I just figured you weren't too sure about getting back with me. It made sense that you would break up with me before I left so that you could use the time and the distance between us to put away any residing feelings you had left for me. Pursing his lips, Revikr continued to stare down at his glass which he had finally stopped swirling. Knowing what he did now with her having made the effort to come see him while he was on the road, the musician no longer thought as he had at the beginning, but there had been a time when he was sure that once he returned to high school in order to finish out the year and obtain his degree that she would turn the cold shoulder to him. Though he knew she would never be the type of person to completely ignore his presence, stuff between them would be different and she would end up with some jock like Taelix. Looking up at her, he attempted a crooked half smile that lifted the features on one side of his face and shrugged again. I wouldn't have blamed you after what I did. Especially since almost immediately after I took off to go on tour without giving you much to place your trust in. I'm glad things turned out like they have. It's much better having dinner with you, knowing that you came all this way to see me, than being out partying with those old men.
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Post by Ayrn on Feb 6, 2012 3:25:10 GMT -5
She had mixed feelings of how being back in the boy's life was making her feel, she hated to feel like she was under his spell, she hated that her emotions were so dominated by him realizing it was no use in even trying to fight it but she loved every moment of when they were together, she was hesitant in allowing him back in her life since she was just so hurt by what had happened but at the same time she knew that she was no better of a person if she were not to give him a second chance, she would be a hypocrite remembering what she had told him herself. She needed to try this again because if she didnt there would be a lot of time spent wondering what would have happened if she had been brave enough. She risked it all for the possibility that their feelings would win out. There was something to be said for people like Rev who were overly confident and did not care what other people around them thought of them, while she would prefer the confidence without the arrogance the two came hand in hand and she was willing to put up with the arrogance that he did not show her quite as often as when they first met and she was completely repulsed by him. He uttered to the driver they were with to take them to a good restaurant but really she was not paying too much attention since she wanted to spend the max amount of time with him before they were forced to part ways once again. She might not express it as often as she should but she was really proud of him, to have accomplished as much as he had in the way of his career already was something special, there were still many options running around her mind, of course she had always wanted to be a professional dancer but the reality was that it was not really a career and something to be set to the sid, the risk of getting hurt was far too high she needed to have a back up plan so if she were to get hurt she would not take a dive to a minimum wage job. It did not take long for her to be pulled back towards him and the two kissed once more, enough to make her breathless just after she managed to get the news out to him. She had missed being close to him and took a moment to allow her forehead to rest against his with a bright grin before then leaning back against the cushion of the cars seat. Thanks. She uttered gently and it was nice to know that he had this much faith in her because there had been moments when her own faith in the whole ordeal wavered slightly. She allowed herself to lean into his shoulder when his arm was wrapped around her shoulders and found comfort in the warmth that passed off his body and enveloped her in what could only be compared to a warm blanket on a cold day. The skin on her cheek tingled beneath his touch when it ran across her face and this caused her to smile gently. When the car came to a stop in front of a restaurant she stepped out behind him linking her fingers with him. She murmured a quiet and polite thank you to the driver as they passed beside him in order to walk in the direction of the front doors of the restaurant. I wouldn't want to put those feelings away, even if I could. I just needed time to figure a few things out. it was a short response but it was true and it did give up what she was feeling. She did not feel the need to be long winded. I needed to just allow things to catch up with me, in the last year there has been a lot of changes in my life. She uttered gently, it was true and sometimes it was still a little overwhelming. Sitting across from him when he was swirling the liquid in his glass she was watching his every move and she was poised sitting there not too sure what to expect from the rest of his words. Just, please, don't make me regret it all. She murmured softly, there was a different tone to her voice that she did not even recognize it contained a vulnerabilty that she had vowed to never show him. How much he had truly hurt her was apparent in a very quick flicker that crossed her face but unless he was truly intent on her he would have never noticed this. Occasionally she did toy with the idea of what if it was not even worth it but that was all silenced before it got too far since she knew that if she did not allow him this one last chance that she would torture herself with the question of what if. What if she had not been as forgiving as she tended to think she was and stuck by the hurt feelings?
ooc- sorry it kind of sucks, I am still trying to get back into the groove of playing her
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Post by Lonestar on Jun 28, 2012 14:50:17 GMT -5
Cobalt orbs started intently at her after the first few syllables of her reply left her lips. He could understand not being able to put the feelings they had for one another away. At first, after she had disregarded his multiple attempts to get back with her after the initial shock of her finding out that he had cheated, the male had tried to do just that. It was easier to pretend that he no longer cared for her than to walk by her day after day at school and be reminded that he still felt the childhood longing for the relationship that they had once had. Unfortunately, every time he tried to tell himself that he didn't care that some random guy was talking to her or that she was laughing with Taelix about something the other boy had just said, the lad had lasted only a few minutes before the insane jealousy and intense suffering broke through the weak wall he had put in place to try and keep the emotions contained and he was reminded all over again how much of an idiot he had been for giving her a reason to leave him on a silver platter. Part of him during that time had wanted her to be happy; wanted her to continue living her life and pursuing her dancing like nothing had ever happened, but the other side of him wanted her to feel the pain and suffer just as he was suffering. He wanted her to yearn for his arms and his kiss; wanted her to cry and night and whisper his name into her pillow, but at the same time he knew she didn't deserve to feel that way. In the situation, she had done nothing wrong. Even enacting her revenge by leaving him naked in the park and taking his car had been called for even if it was a little extreme. Hearing her tell him now that all she had needed was time, he was glad that he hadn't gone out and done anything more drastic than lighting up more than a couple of times a week. While he was going through that bitter stage after she had refused to take him back, the male had entertained the thought of getting a new girlfriend; one that would hang onto him constantly and do whatever he wanted of her. That would have made her jealous and maybe shown her what exactly she was missing by not giving him another chance, but now looking back on the moment when he had almost asked another girl out, Rev was exceedingly happy that he had been too revolted with himself to actually go through with the plan. Pirzi meant more to him right now than his prize guitar and doing that, causing her more pain, would definitely have not landed him in the situation that he was in right now. Heck as it was, she was still concerned that he might still hurt her. The vulnerable tone to her voice was like an axe to his heart and his facade instantly twisted into deep sorrow and regret, his arm pushing the food and drinks out of his way so that he could reach across the table and takes her hand. From there, his restless palm moved up her arm, to her shoulder, and finally to her neck which he cupped and urged towards him even as the male stood from his seat and leaned across the table to press his lips to hers molding her soft pink tissues to his own. Pulling away, he rested his forehead on hers just as she had done to him in the limo and spoke very quietly in return. Never. Lyrics vowed just as he started to sit back into his chair and let his hand fall back to his lap. After that, he changed the subject to ask her what their plans were for the rest of the weekend, since obviously Revikr would be leaving bright and early tomorrow morning once the entire stage and things were packed and she along with Taelix, Jack, and the girl Desyx would be staying here. They finished their meal with some small talk and then he led her back outside and into the car, telling Charlie to take them back to the concert area. Once there, he offered to show her the band bus and taking her hand, led her to where it was parked. He explained that as often as they could they traveled by bus since their equipment had to as well and pointed to the back and explained that there was only one really nice bed and that the band members traded off as to who got to use it night after night before he collapsed on the soft tan, leather seats of the couch that he usually ended up sleeping on while they were on the road. A tired smile was flashed her way and he let her had roam of the bus so she could look at whatever she wanted.
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Post by Ayrn on Jun 28, 2012 23:15:06 GMT -5
The intensity of the azure eyes that stared at her caused her heart to feel like it was fluttering and to beat hard against her ribs threatening to leap from the constraints of her chest in the first place. Her throat felt dry and she was reminded yet again of just how powerless he tended to render her. This was not supposed to happen, she had been counting on being able to move on after he cheated on her, she was bound and determined that he was not worth it and that there were a lot of other guys that were not going to hurt her in that way that would want to be around her and yet here she was again sitting in front of him completely lost in his gaze and biting her bottom lip lightly to contain her own words. Cheating had always been a deal breaker for her, a promise that she made that she would never get back with someone after and she wanted to be with Rev, she wanted the boy to herself and yet she would never be able to promise herself that it would never happen again, it had caught her so much by surprise the first time that she had felt so lost but no matter how mad she was there was no denying the fact that even walking by him in the hallways of school had been terribly painful, she still felt something for him, the connection was still there and the memories of the relationship that had been surprisingly rather uneventful but how did you manage to pick up those pieces and go back to normal after he did something like this? She supposed that was what the two of them needed to figure out now. Given that she was quite stubborn and he was the same way though she knew that if anyone was going to be able to work through these issues it was going to be them, she had forgiven him for it, she could not explain what had been going through his mind at the time and she never would quite understand it but that did not matter, she had come to terms with it and she was no longer going to harbour the same hostility that had rose to the surface at first. She did not understand how much her talking to other guys and talking with Taelix affected him, she had known that it bothered him when they had been together and that he was known for his jealousy but there was a side of her that liked that he made it simply so clear that the two of them were together and that he was possesive over her. If he really did want her to suffer in the same way that he had he really did get his wish because she would never admit to it but there were many nights that she would lay awake unable to sleep from the regrets and the thoughts that were crossing her mind, what if she had done something to keep her interest even more sparked in her, what if she had been the one that had driven him to cheat, was there not something that she could have done to protect herself against it and make sure it didn't happen but at the end of those thoughts she would always be reminded of the pep talk that she had with Ayrn, she did nothing to deserve this and he was the one that was at fault, she needed to not blame herself even if it was in human nature to wonder. Surely if she had ever seen him with another girl she would have taken a major step back and never been brave enough to allow herself to heal and be able to be with him again so that was a good thing that it had not eben his choice and that he had managed to keep himself under control for that time being. She was not counting on her words to sound so meek when they were emitted in telling him to not make her regret giving him another chance. It was rare for her to show the sensitive side that had at one point been completely reserved for just him. She was struggling with the fact that there was still a side of her that she wanted to keep behind lock and key and not show to him again given that it was so easy to hurt her when she was actually expressing herself. Watching the sorrowful expression cross his face when she spoke like that was enough to cause guilty to instantly creep through her and overcome every other emotion, she had not meant to make him feel that way and she had not meant to sound so pathetic. There was a small and subtle smile that crossed her face when he reached across the table and took her hand, fingers lacing together with his. Lips were pressed against her as he leaned over the table and the feelings that coursed through her were a constant reminder of why she was willing to try this all out again and what really did make it worth it, breathing was soft and level when he rested his forehead against hers and then the two were then talking casually about what her plans were for the rest of the trip. She hated that he was going to be leaving right in the morning but when he did get back from the tour there was one thing for sure and that was that she was going to be waiting for him ready to start off where they left off. It was going to show the trust that she had for him and if he could manage to stay true to her the entire time he was away she knew that everything would be restored to where it once was. While some people might have been nervous about that she knew that Rev was capable of it so therefore she was more than excited. He supporter her dancing and therefore she supported his music. Walking with him hand in hand after the meal was finished they moved back towards the car that took them back to where the tour bus was, more interest resided in spending time with Rev then getting the grand tour so when he gestured for her to look around it was half hearted before then sitting beside him resting her head lightly on his shoulder. There's only one thing in this bus that is going to spark my interest. She stated softly.
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Post by Lonestar on Jul 8, 2012 13:21:20 GMT -5
Surprise was evident on his features as the woman turned right around after he sat on the couch to let her take her own look around and settled down beside him. A warm smile that was all male satisfaction was directed down at her in reaction to her words. Oh really? And what might that be? Cocky, playful lyrics erupted from his mouth; the man returning to his usual demeanor only for a short second before closing the space between them to place a soft kiss on his girl's lips. Even though he knew this small of an endearment should not create a heavy reaction, as always with Pirzi, the male felt as if fireworks were going off in his head, caused by the tingling sensation that originated at the soft pink tissues where they were mainly connected. Kidding of course.Soft, sincere words were spoken as he took back the words that had been previously spoken, forehead resting briefly against the lady's before weight relaxed back against the creamy leather and face was hidden in the chestnut waves as they curled and cascaded from their roots to lightly cover the girls back and shoulders. Sighing heavily, the lad held her close, wishing for the hundredth time since she had shown up backstage that he did not have to leave the next morning. Spending time with her as of recently was something to be cherished since he did not seem to get to enjoy that luxury all that often especially since they had just recently gotten back together. Until he left with the tour bus the next day, Revikr wanted every passing second to be spent around the shifter, but she had come with friends to LA. Did she have plans with them later? Surely their parents had rented a hotel room for all of them to share so that they would be comfortable on their vacation and knowing Taelix, the bloke had probably made it his personal mission to keep P away from him as much as possible so Rev bet that sometime soon the girl would be getting a text from her babysitter asking where she was. A slightly radical thought entered his cranium and though it caused him great excitement, he was hesitant to offer up the idea to her because he was not sure how she would react. Finally steeling himself, thinking that the worst that could happen was her tell him she was not comfortable with the proposed pan, the musician sat straight and met her gaze with azure depths, a slightly apprehensive expression shining from his facade in greeting. Stay with me for tonight? I don't want to be away from you since I don't know what time we will be leaving in the morning. I won't pressure you into anything and I don't expect anything to happen I would just like to spend as much time as possible with you and if you're here, there is no way I could leave without getting the chance to say goodbye. Once the suggestion was out in the open, the bloke felt like smacking his face because of how stupid he had sounded. It was almost like he was pleading his case to her when really all he had to do was ask and let the decision be hers. He had turned into such a little ninny ever since he started dating her. All he could think about to being around her and doing whatever it took to please her even if it meant discarding his bad boy charade. He resented this change in himself a little, but the outcomes that it led to were too great of a reward for him to take steps to keep himself from making concessions whenever this girlfriend was involved.
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Post by Ayrn on Jul 8, 2012 17:16:55 GMT -5
She did not know why all of a sudden she was feeling a little more bold and a little more empowered when she took a look around the bus and stated that there was only one thing of interest in there to her but the thought made her heart race and pulse quicken as hands were then clenched at her side lightly out of his line of sight. Maybe that had not been the right comment she was not too experienced when it came to dating in the first place so she really did not know the way to react since Rev and Taelix had really been the only ones that she had been involved in, well there were a few attempts here and there but none of those counted. Even when she had with Taelix for the short while it had not been the same as when she had been with Rev originally. He looked surprised by the comment and teal eyes were trying their best to read his expression as she settled there beside him with legs crossed out delicately in front of her. The smile that crossed his face though was enough to put her at ease though, a small smile was plastered to her lips in a returning gesture when he then asked her what that might be and she settled eyes on him. Well you are not as smart as you look if you can't even take a guess. She teased in response to the arrogant words that left his mouth. The kiss that he planted on her lips was not with the same cocky attitude though, the gesture was soft and reminded her of all the reasons that she was sitting right there right now and not back at the hotel with Erix and Ayrn wondering what it would have been like if she were to give him a second chance. She could not explain the vulnerable way it made her feel knowing that she might very well get hurt again but there was still a little trust that she knew that she could fall back on and it was only going to take time in order to be restored. It was hard to think of anything else at all when he kissed her and she was left wordless and wishing that it had not been so brief. She did not like the thought of not getting to see him for the next little while, it was heart breaking to her when she had just gotten him back but this was going to be a large test where she was going to learn if she really could trust him all that much now. He stated that he had been kidding at the previous statement but she already knew that and she did not need to respond plus she was much too focused as wide blue eyes then met his own. His forehead rested against hers and she took a deep breath in watching his every movement before he then relaxed back against the couch and she took the moment to drape her legs over his and move even closer. She knew that the two of them were both wishing the same thing, that he did not need to leave in the morning but this was part of his dream and therefore she was going to have to get used to it. When she returned she was going to be so busy dancing that she would have no time to think about it but she really did sincerely hope that she was going to be able to keep in contact with him when he was away. She should have gotten back together with him before now so that she could have had a little more time to spend with him but then again she knew that she needed the time to come to terms with the way that she had been feeling so while it might be inconvienent this was the right way that it was meant to be. It did not matter that she had come with her friends because they had know the reason that she was wanting to go from the beggining and they were able to fend for themselves. She had told them that she would meet them later but the plans were bound to change and there was nothing that was going to pry her away from where she was seated with Rev. Her attention was brought back to him when he then sat up straighter seeming like he was going to speak and she waited patiently for that. She was a little shocked when he asked her to stay with him tonight and her expression wavered slightly with nerves of what that might mean, and not only that but what would happen if Erix would ever find out. She was hesitant but her want to be able to say good bye to him in the morning won out and she nodded. Alright. Let me call Jack though. She knew that she should not call Taelix since he would not be pleased about it and would probably drag her right out of the bus but at least Jack would then be able to tell them what was going on. Speaking quietly on the phone she hung up feeling quite rebellious. I'd love to say you bring out the best in me but as of right now I am not too sure of that since Erixic would be fuming if he knew what I just agreed to. She uttered with a light laugh, she was a teenager though, allowed to act this way every once in awhile. She was aware though that she only had with her her wallet and phone and the dress that she was wearing though.
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