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Post by Lonestar on Jul 10, 2012 13:22:24 GMT -5
Searching her eyes with his own, the male wondered what she was thinking, hoping that she was not looking for a way to turn down his offer nicely, but he could see the uncertainty cross her features and also the small flicker of worry. If only the lad could assure her that he meant nothing more from the offer other than to spend some much needed time together. Unfortunately, there was no one person, including this girl, in their school who did not know of his reputation with women and especially after he had cheated on her for the simple matter of sex, she more than anyone knew that he was a teenager driven by hormones. Still, hadn't he been a perfect gentleman around her the entire time they were dating? That night after she had found out about him having cheated on her didn't count because she had come onto him and even then nothing had ended up happening. Surely by now he would have earned at least some sort of trust in the sex department. There was no way he would force her into anything or even try to coax her into it. If they ever had any sexual relations, which he hoped would eventually come because it was just pure torture to make a guy like him wait forever, it would be her choice and on her terms. After they had gotten back together, he had decided upon this and made a silent promise to himself and to her. All the tension within his body was released in a heavy sigh as she told him she need to call Jack and let him know which he thought was a great idea. He was especially glad that she did not call Taelix because the other man would not hesitate to find out where they were and drag the woman out by her hair. This was probably why the damsel had steered away from that option. It was seriously a good thing that he had a smart girlfriend. Rev gave her the space she needed while she was on the phone but the minute she hung up, he moved closer and pressed a quick kiss to her lips, his mood soaring high at the prospect of getting to be with her up until the point where the band had to leave. As he pulled away, the words she spoke caused a mischievous grin to break out across handsome features, a soft, sensual chuckle escaping as he closed the distance between them again, and intent upon her pink tissues as he uttered a reply. It's a good thing that what doesn't know won't hurt him then huh? His rebel side flashing as he finally made the connection with their lips, holding her to him while he took the time to thoroughly remind her exactly what she did not want her effective father to find out about. Pulling away, he laughed again and flashed a challenging look her way. I won't tell him if you won't. Unable to hold back the playful grin, the male treated the subject with such ease though he knew if the older bloke found out that his adoptive daughter had stayed the night with the musician in his hotel room in LA that all hell would break loose and Revikr would probably have his life to pay for the fiasco. Standing, he offered her his hand before leading her out of the bus and pulling her close for a quick kiss, unable to keep himself off of her for he was feeling so happy. Unless there is something else you want to do, I have a room at the hotel just down the street that has a TV and multiple other thing to entertain yourself with if you want to go there. Leaving the option open for her so that she did not feel uncomfortable with him simply just taking her to the hotel room, the guitarist gave her some physical distance though he kept his hand interlocked with hers, unwilling to forgo all contact even in a situation such as now.
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Post by Ayrn on Jul 10, 2012 23:07:56 GMT -5
Rev was really the first one that she had been even considering being serious about and therefore that was where the uncertainty came from, well that and knowing the fact that if Erix every knew where she was planning on spending the night that he would be on the next flight down to come pick her up. She wanted to keep her father happy, and really it no longer mattered that she was adopted that was the way that she felt about him. She saw him as her father. Her mind was not on the fact that he had cheated on her, when she had told him that was over she meant it and it was not going to be brought up again so that was not part of her worries, her worries were of what would happen and the disappointment from Erix and Ayrn if it was ever found out. He did manage to convince her of good intentions and meaning nothing more than spending time together so she was feeling a little more at ease and a lot more ready to embrace the fact that she was young enough to get away with these acts of recklessness. Of course she knew all about his reputation she had been warned countless times and she had seen it all first hand but that did not change the fact that she had feelings for him that were only getting stronger by the moment it seemed. If the two of them were able to get over him cheating on her then it really was saying a lot for the way that she felt about him. It was true that when they had been dating that he had been nothing but the perfect gentleman and even though he was a teenager ridden with hormones he managed to hold it together for her sake. She also knew that he was not going to be able to do it forever and eventually he was going to resort back to needing the intimacy but all she could do was hope that by that time she was a lot more comfortable in their relationship and that she would never be stuck on thinking about him cheating on her. If it were to happen she wanted it to be on their own terms and she wanted it to have nothing to do with the incident that broke them up. He seemed to be relieved when she uttered that she was going to call Jack and talk to him, she knew that even though Jack was the calmer of the two that he was not going to be too pleased about her staying there but really what choice did he have and she knew that he would at least be able to start to understand. She spoke with him on the phone and he sounded like he was not too pleased with her decision but she took only a moment to inform him of it and then hang up with a good night and a promise that she would see the rest of them the following day after Rev left with the band, though she really did not want to think of him leaving right then. She wanted to just bask in the time that they had left this evening. The kiss that he pressed to her lips almost immediately was a reminder of why she was able to give him a second chance and the feeling that it provoked from her. The smile that crossed her face was gentle and genuine as she closed her eyes when he kissed her again before uttering that it was a good thing that what Erixic didn't know was not going to hurt him, it made her stomach churn just at the thought but her want to be with Rev overtook all over thoughts and the decision had long since been made, she was not going to be able to say goodnight to him and part ways with him when she knew that she could have stayed with him and that she might not even get to see him in the morning before he left, there was no doubt that she needed to have her time to say good bye, the two of them were back together now and therefore she was entitled to it. As his lips were brought back to hers again her hand then raised to run lightly across the back of his neck before then resting there breathing was heightened and senses were tingling with the desire that he seemed to envoke. Her eyes were rolled when they opened and he stated that he would not tell Erixic if she didn't. She poked him gently and playfully in the ribs with a cheeky grin. It was nice to see him this happy and she really was mirroring it as well with the bright grin plastered on lips and playful glint in teal colored eyes, she anticipated his kiss as he stood up and walked out the door of the bus long before it happened and was able to stand on her tip toes in order to meet lips gently. He told her that he had a room at the hotel down the road where there was a tv and other things and he asked her if that was where she wanted to go. Really that seemed like the best option right now because she did not want to leave his company. That sounds perfect, I really don't want to share my boyfriend right now, if that's alright with you. She was feeling a little bolder in that statement and she really did not know what that was going to mean for the evening but she was willing to just go with the flow. Even though he let go of her just to hold her hand she found that she really was not interested in the distance that formed between them and she still walked close with him
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Post by Lonestar on Sept 13, 2012 22:37:41 GMT -5
He was so elated by the woman's presence and all of the feelings that she instilled within him that the male knew that regardless of what he did or where he went there would never be another high to compare to her. Not too long ago, all he had occupied himself with were thoughts of the next big hit to finally take him to the top that he was writing or the next easy fix to relieve the pressure of being the son of his father and all the expectations that all that knew held for him in the music industry, whether that outlet be drugs or women. After transferring to Leonard's school this semester and meeting Pirzi, a few things had changed for him that he never could have anticipated. It all appeared logical, however. Would not the only girl who was able to capture his attention from the moment he laid eyes upon her be fittingly the one to transform his life? Of course, changes as drastic as this female was capable of instigating did not become a sudden onset. Instead, the total metamorphosis would take some time to be realized. The musician was not who he once was and had yet to become who he would be. At just eighteen, too many experiences remained for who he was today to be the person that the rest of the world would visualize him as in his more mature state. It was also a hunch that if he remained with this very beautiful and strong-willed girl, that adjustment to his life would be enough to make an everlasting impression. Upon teasing her about her father figure, the man tried to settle back into himself; keeping the comments as light as he could because the subject was touchy for the both of them. It was obvious that the older male who was engaged to her adoptive mother had so quickly become a large part of his girlfriends life by the way she strived to appease him and the subtle way that she showed Rev how much she wanted Erixic to like him and approve of their relationship. He was pleased, therefore, when she reacted playfully in return with that signature eye-roll and prodding his side. Rising with her, he let the junction of their lands lead her to their destination. Rather than calling back the limo driver, he detoured them back out onto the street from the performance entrance; choosing to walk to the hotel because it was only a few feet down the boulevard rather than have a car take them. It was calming walking from the venue and down the sidewalk with other people dressed for the night passing them by as they went in the same and in opposite directions from the pair. Distantly, there were car horns from the freeway as people left their homes to venture downtown for a night out. The entrance to the hotel where his room, as well as the rooms for the rest of the band members, had been booked was just off the strip. He smiled and nodded to the doorman as the official looking man open the door for them to enter the lobby. The lobby was decorated with older finishing’s of the sixties and the atmosphere that this setting gave off made the lad feel welcomed. Since he had checked in earlier, they were able to go straight to the elevator though he made the journey take some time so she could look all she wanted at the lobby. It truly was breathtaking at first sight with the dark mahogany tables and chairs with cream and gold finishing’s. The chandelier hanging in the center of the entrance would otherwise cause the scene to appear over the top; however, here it fit in perfectly as it dangled sturdy above the centerpiece table which held a large bouquet of flowers which was obviously replaced often because they were all fresh and blooming. There was a seating room off to the right by the bar area where they could return later if she wanted some more time to take in the scenery. Once inside of the elevator, he pushed the button to the correct floor and after a short ride, the ding along with metal doors opening signaled for them to exit. Looking at the door numbers, he continued to lead the way to the room they would share for that night and waved the card in front of the sensor as soon as they came upon the door. Stepping back with his arm fully extended to hold the door open so that she could enter in front of him. The male flashed her a wink and followed along behind her, allowing the door to close on its own behind them. Tense because he was worried about making her feel uncomfortable, Revikr tried to force himself to appear relaxed as he leisurely strolled over to the couch positioned in front of the TV and plumped down into it; his feet coming up to rest upon the coffee table as he reached for the remote to turn on the set and choose a channel. Although not as comfortable as the bed in the adjoining alcove, the couch was a neutral location where the damsel would not feel sexually pressured or uncomfortable so he had decided it was the best option available. There are sodas and water in the mini fridge over there and of course, if we get hungry again there is always room service. Flashing her a smile, he allowed his gaze to linger for the amount of time he deemed would not make her feel uncomfortable before turning back to the screen, allowing her to choose what she wanted to do. Content to drown himself with media content, he watched MTV for a short time before getting bored and finally finding a channel that was playing a marathon of Jeopardy. Smiling and sitting back fully into the cushions, he played along, trying to guess the answers to the questions before the contestants as he always did when watching the show. After the first show of it was over, he handed over the remote to her so she could choose to watch whatever she was interested and managed to keep up a little small talk, pushing away the reminder that with each passing minute they were getting closer to having to depart. Eventually, his lids started to droop and before he could fall asleep, he glanced over at her and noticed the same happening to her. Nudging her gently with his elbow, he flicked off the show and leaned up from his position to flick on a lamp and lean into her. Let’s go to sleep. Now, I can sleep here on the couch if you want and you can have the bed to yourself. I've got some basketball shorts and cotton shirts for you to change into to sleep in as well. I’ll get them for you. Walking into the bedroom, he lifted the top of his suitcase and pulled out two pairs of basketball shorts and a shirt for her. Returning to where she was, he handed over the clothes and let her have full use of the bathroom to change into while he simply stripped quickly and pulled on the other pair of basketball shorts so that he would be comfortable. From there, he got ready to sleep where ever she said, too tired to fully comprehend that within the next six or so hours he would have to wake up and leave her to return to the tour. As soon as he laid his head down, the man was instantly asleep, but the slumber seemed far too short. His wake up call came just moments before a knock on the door with their driver informing him that they would be leaving in two hours. Instantly upon getting up he went to take a shower, hoping to let her sleep a little longer even if she had awakened at the phone call and the door knock. He had taken the clothes into the bathroom with him so once he stepped out; he was ready for the day. Flashing a smile at her, he moved to the bed to sit on the edge and lean over her; leaving a kiss upon her cheek. Hey P. Sadly, it's time to get up now. I leave here in about an hour and a half.
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Post by Ayrn on Sept 15, 2012 22:27:29 GMT -5
She told herself in the back of her mind that she should not get too attached, she did not know how long this was going to last and she would love to think that the two of them could manage to get along and have a long distance relationship when he was away but really there was no telling what it was going to be like day to day. She knew that she did not want to be without him. She did not care that people told her not to get too serious about a boy at her age there was something that kept drawing her back to Rev, even though he was a bad for her and always had been she was addicted. It caused her to go against her adoptive parents beliefs, they did not want her with Rev because they did not want to see her hurt again and yet she was willing to take the leap of putting herself out there again and being vulnerable. If he did manage to screw things up this time there was no sort of third chance, she had gone against her own beliefs in giving a second chance and she was sure that when she returned that people would be talking and the rumors that were going to go around would be terrible. They would all be making bets on the next time that he was going to cheat on her and she was just going to have to brave them with a confident attitude knowing at the end of the day she was still going to have Taelix and Jack as close friends and knowing that they would not say anything to her since they had known her reasons for coming here, she did not pick up and spontaneously decide that she wanted to go to LA, she wanted to go there because that was where he was playing. This was something that she needed to do and get out of her system before summer started and the intense dance classes that she was going to be taking would start as well, she needed to get her own personal life all set up. She needed him to be back with her and she was glad that they were sitting there together the way that they were right now because it was impossible to not just relax. She never would have thought that the two of them would turn into a powerhouse couple in the way that they had when they had been back in school. She knew that tons of girls looked his way and wished to be the one that was holding his hand in exchange and a lot of people wished that they could appear the same way that the couple did. So to break up with him and be without him for as long as she had been had been torture. When you were so used to someone being in your life for them to all of a sudden be gone was a shocker. It was better for her not to make a comment about when he had teased her about Erixic because now was not the time for that since she did not want to talk about the man that she considered to be her father when she was sitting here with a boy that he did not approve of. If Erixic was ever going to approve of the two of them being together she really did not know but then again that was not something for her adoptive father to decide. She needed to make the decision herself and she knew that with the way that she was feeling about Rev that she had made the right one. As soon as he stood she did the same and followed him out the door and into the street with a small smile. A deep breath was taken of the air that was a lot cooler now that the sun had sunk low below the horizon. It was refreshing and almost peaceful if it were not for all the people that were lining the street and seemed to be hopping from night club to night club. Since they came from a town that was slightly smaller this was not something that she was used to but she was relaxed enough on the walk to the hotel where he was staying. The hotel itself seemed welcoming and she took a moment to glance around the place since she was sure that it would be a place that she would not be returning to anytime soon. She turned to him in the elevator raising a brow. This better not appear to everyone else that I am just some groupee you are taking to your hotel room for the night. She warned. Though she knew that it was not the case. Eyes were rolled when he winked at her and she stepped into the hotel room when the door was held open for her. He settled on the couch and she nodded when he mentioned that there were things in the mini fridge and the two of them could order room service but she was really not all that hungry and she just wanted to spend time with him before he was going to be away. She felt like she was lucky to even be here right now. Resting her head on his shoulder her eyes were directed towards the TV in front of them watching whatever program he had decided on. She was drifting in and out of sleep the entire time that she sat there to a point where she did not even know what the two of them were watching. So when he stated that they should go to bed she stood nodding and stretching. When he offered her basketball shorts and one of his shirts she accepted them graciously. Thanks. She uttered. And I can sleep on the couch if you don't want to. She told him, she was about to suggest that they both just sleep in the bed but she really did not want to test the waters right now. It did not take her long to fall asleep and rest through the entire night until he knocked on the door in the morning stating that he needed to leave in an hour and a half kissing her on the cheek and she reached out wrap her arms around him. But I don't want to, that means I will have to say good bye to you. She told him with a frown, she did stand though pushing the covers aside. Making her way into the bathroom she was glad that her clothes did not look rumpled at all and ran a hand through auburn hair before stepping out again.
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Post by Lonestar on Sept 20, 2012 1:29:46 GMT -5
Tender gaze watched the girl as she slowly came to and the words which he had spoken registered within her mind. Offering a sad smile to her as he saw the instant fall upon her features, the lad felt himself already feeling reluctant to move from this spot and this time with her. When she sat up and wrapped her arms around him, he returned to gesture with added feeling; squeezing her body to his own as if he never wanted to let go. Recovering from his emotions slightly, he managed to relax the hold he had just barely so that one hand could stroke her hair in a soothing way, glad that his face was hidden from her as he turned it into her hair and breathed in her scent. I know. I didn't want to get up either. Soft words were spoken next to her ear just before he collected himself and allowed her to pull away. In the next minute, she had climbed out of the bed, collected her dress from the night before and disappeared into the bathroom to get ready for the day. Sighing, Revikr knew he needed to make sure everything was settled within his suit case, but instead he stays on the bed and fell back against the comfortable mattress and fluffy, feather filled comforter, his eyes closing and hands clasping as they moved to rest behind his head. He had not fully realized just how hard it was going to be to leave her yesterday, but the light of the morning brought everything into clear focus for him. Having her here in L.A. with him even, if it was just for one night, made him feel more like himself than he had in the past few weeks and with her leaving, it was like she was taking the vital part of him with her. While his brain was busy trying to cope with her leaving, the door to the bathroom opened and she stepped back out, causing him to crane his neck to see her. She looked beautiful as always and the urge to have her against his skin was too much for him to remain where he was. Immediately, he sat up and moved towards the edge of the mattress, reaching out for her waist so that he could pull her up against him. Once she was close enough, his hands left their previous post and slid onto either side of her face, engulfing her cheeks as he stroked her chin with his thumbs gently. For a while, he didn't say anything; couldn't say anything. With her mere presence before him, the girl stole the words from his lips and within this situation he felt as if speech would only be useless words anyway. Leaning forward, he pulled her face in towards his own and pressed his lips to hers, trying to keep her engaged with his gentle endearments for as long as he could as if that simple action would slow down time. Eventually pulling away, he leaned his forehead against hers and closed his eyes as he released a loaded sigh. I know I wanted this life, but damn this sucks. Releasing a half attempt at a laugh, he pulled away and attempted to grin at her, letting his hands fall to grasp hers while he sat for a while simply staring at her a little longer, still not wanting to accept the inevitable. Rising from his position, he released her hands and moved about the hotel room, checking all the drawers and finally the bathroom to make sure he had everything packed into his suitcase before finally zipping it up and standing the luggage on its wheels before deploying the pull handle. Looking over at her again, his lips lifted on one side as he walked towards her and reached out his hand, wanting to interlace fingers with her as they left the hotel behind them and took the elevator down. Just as the ding with off and the metal doors open to reveal a busy lobby, he lifted her hand to his lips and smiled mischievously at her. Still feel like a groupie I've taken to my room for a night? He questioned her in a playful manner as they stepped out of the elevator, shaking his head at the reminder of the warning she had uttered towards him the night before. With her in tow, he approached the counter to return the room keys they had issued to him and check out of the room before heading for the entrance. They walked along the same path which they had taken the night before and when they came up to the bus, he loaded his one suit case into the lower compartment before taking her away from the others for a little more alone time. Leaning up against a concrete wall that was about waist height for him, he relaxed in silence with her there beside him for a while, his free hand resting in his pocket as the toe of his shoe nudged at the dirt on the ground. Like before, he was barren of words to express how he was feeling to her so he simply kept quiet, just enjoying being with her for the time they had left. When he heard someone call his name, he knew that the time to part ways had come upon them. Having talked to the limo driver the night before, he had arranged for the rental driver to take her back to her hotel from here so he led her over to the back door of the black vehicle, dismissing the driver with a polite smile that requested privacy for the two. Charlie is going to take you back to where you're staying. I wish I could go with you, but there just wasn't the time. Pausing, he tried to delay time although he knew that there wasn't really any available for him to waste. Reaching up to cup her cheek, he stroked her soft skin a little more before moving in for a sweet kiss, letting himself a little free rein since he knew he would not be seeing her again for another two weeks. When he did finally release her lips, he returned for a few quick brushes a few more times before gathering his strength enough to take a step back. Licking his lips, Rev struggled to contain his emotions and because he did not want to break down like a pussy, he spoke his piece faster than what he had wanted to. I'll see you when I get back in town in two more weeks and I'll call you tonight. Be safe getting back home and P, I... I love you. Rushing the last bit, he pecked her lips once last time before opening the door so that she could get into the car and shutting it reluctantly once she was safely settled upon the leather seats, his heart beating rapidly within his chest.
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Post by Ayrn on Sept 21, 2012 23:42:54 GMT -5
It was a strange feeling to be in a different bed that she did not know and in a hotel room with a boy, if Erix were to ever find this out she was sure that Rev would not live to tell the tale but that was one thing about being a teenager, there were secrets like that which were meant to be kept from the prying eyes of your parents and she was certainly not going to tell them. Who had not done things like this when in high school though? And it was not like anything happened at all, she was not sure enough of their relationship for that, she wanted to say that everything was going to be alright and they could just pick up from where they left off but the reality was not the same and she was not as trusting as she once had been, it was going to take time to gain back her trust again even if every ounce of her being wanted badly to trust him. When he knocked on the door of the room that morning she did not want to get out of the bed, she wanted to just lay there and possibly convince him to do the same because getting up meant that he was going to be leaving and she was not ready for that, not when they had just gotten back together. So when he was close enough her arms were wrapped around him and her eyes were closed once again still remaining a little groggy as her chin was rested lightly against his shoulder. He told her that he did not want to get up either and she at least did not need to feel like she was the only one. She knew that just sitting here with him was dangerous, she was not going to be able to pry herself from his company soon enough so she needed to get up and she did so sliding off the edge of the bed and touching her feet on the ground as she then walked in the direction of the bathroom where her dress from the night before lay and running her hands through chestnut hair before then deeming herself to be appropriate and entering the hotel room again. She stepped closer to him and as she did so she was pulled up against him feeling her breathing stop momentarily as azure eyes settled on him biting her bottom lip when he touched either side of her face and expression was soft, a smile did not curve the edges of her lips because it was obvious what she was thinking and the fact that she did not want to leave him she did not want this time to come to an end. It was impossible not to get lost in him when his lips were pressed to hers and she found herself leaning closer, hand moving to the back of his neck in order to intensify the kiss. He commented that he wanted this life but that it sucked and she nodded. It really does but I am proud of you Rev. It's a huge accomplishment. She uttered and even though she wanted him all to herself and just to steal him back to where they lived she would never get in the way of his dreams, she was simply not like that, she wanted to see him succeed. One might have found the way that he was looking at her slightly unnerving but not her since she was focused on him and she was staring at him with the same expression and hoping that he was not going to just disappear right in front of her face and then she would be left struggling for the next couple weeks in missing him. He went through the motions of making sure that he was not leaving anything behind in the hotel room and the two of them stepped into the elevator and she grinned when he kissed her hand asking her if she still felt like a groupie that he took back to his room for the night and she shook her head. If that were the case you would have kicked me out long ago and I would have been forced to go the walk of shame alone through the lobby. She uttered with a chuckle, she had seen enough movies like that to know what it looked like. She stood and waited politely for him to finish checking out of the hotel when they reached the front counter of the lobby. She certainly did not enjoy the walk like she had last night because every step was carrying her closer to when she was going to have to say good bye to him. She nodded when he told her that the driver was going to take her back to where she was staying even though she could have just as easily taken a taxi or even called Taelix or Jack to meet her somewhere and take her back with them. It was a nice gesture that he arranged for and it was going to give her enough time to compose herself before seeing her friends again after needing to say good bye to Rev. She needed to keep reminding herself that it was just going to be a few weeks and soon enough he would be back even though it was going to feel like forever. Stepping close to him she wanted to memorize how it felt to be in his arms. As he kissed her a deep breath was taken when he pulled back and needed to make the walk to the bus. She fumbled with what to say but eventually he was the one to talk and told her that he would be back in two weeks and that he would call her that night but the next part made her heart stop completely in her chest. He told her that he loved her. Eyes went wide staring at him though she barely even hesitated to reach out to catch his arm when he stepped away from her, meeting his eyes for a brief moment, she could not allow him to leave without knowing how she felt. I love you, Rev. She whispered with a subtle smile, they still had a lot they needed to work out but they were on the right track and their feelings would sort it all out as long as they had them it was going to be just fine. The time it took to get back to the hotel was not enough to compose herself and she sulked for the rest of the day and the ride back on the plane, two weeks was a long time but luckily her dance classes started up when she arrived back in her hometown and she was often too busy to even think too much about it, the anticipation of seeing him again was building though and by the day that he was supposed to return it was nearly impossible to restrain.
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Post by Lonestar on Sept 26, 2012 23:45:19 GMT -5
Despite what his brain told him, the male knew he could not keep his feelings bottled up inside of himself for so long and the urge was just too strong to ignore. He had told her he loved her, regardless of the consequences. Even though they had just gotten back together and nothing at this point was certain because they really had not had the time to be around each other very much with him leaving to go on this tour, he felt confident in saying what he had. Ever since they had first met, Phalon had been the only girl on his radar. She was the one for him, there was no doubt in his mind, but they both had big plans for their own futures and there was no telling where life would take either of them. For now, he was focused on what was happening in the present. There was no need to think about the future when they were perfectly happy together here and now. It was so hard leaving her standing there by the limo, but it needed to be done. The rest of the band had already loaded into the bus, he suspected to give him privacy. Surely they all had a sense of what he was going through. They had been in the music industry to not have to deal with the intense emotions that came along with having to leave a loved one behind while they toured the world to share their music. He turned around in surprise when she caught his arm before he could get far and the look in her eyes as he met them with his own gaze stopped his heart for one beat. Once the words were out of her mouth, there was no way he could leave her without getting one last kiss. Stepping forward while at the same pulling her to him, he crushed her mouth with his own, holding her to him with one hand clasped upon her neck. Eventually, he let go and had to instantly let her go if he was going to get himself away from her. I'll call you. He repeated breathlessly as he backed away from her, lifting his hand and waving as he did so with a genuine smile tugging his lips upwards. Feeling as if he were walking on cloud nine, he hurried over to the bus and took a seat towards the back and was pleased that none of the other guys teased him at all for the time he had taken saying goodbye to her. The bus pulled out behind the limo and for a while, followed it. While they did, he watched the black vehicle in front of them until it turned onto a side road, heading towards the beach, and they stayed on the main road, headed to the highway. Letting out a heavy sigh, the lad sank into his seat dejectedly and looked down at his phone, suddenly wishing he had thought to take a picture of her while she had been with him the night before so that he could look at it in times like this. Before now, he had missed her, there was no denying that, but now, her absence and the distance vastly growing between them was achingly obvious. Between yesterday and today, the game had changed on them with just three simple words that each had uttered to the other. For the rest of the ride that day, he kept himself apart from the rest of the group and they remained rather tame, focusing on their music and playing a little bit during the drive to give him the time and space he needed. Most of them had fallen asleep in the multiple places for such a past time on the bus when Revikr came out into the main space and grabbed a water bottle from the fridge. The bassist was sitting up on the couch staring at his phone, but looked up once the younger man came near. Offering a sad look, he rose to a stand and approached Rev, clasping him on the shoulder and squeezing lightly. "If you're hoping that I'm going to tell you that it gets easier, then you are in the wrong business. It's never easy to leave anyone behind. When you have kids, it gets even harder to pick up and be gone for any length of time, but that's not why we do it. Not everyone is cut out for the business, kid. Just because your father is who he is doesn't mean you have to do the same thing he does. You've got the talent to be just as good, but you have to decide if you want it." Squeezing once more, the man stepped away and went to lay down in one of the bunks, leaving Rev there standing by himself. For the first time in his life, he questioned whether or not he really wanted to become a musician or if it was just his father's popularity that drove him towards the dream. Then he thought about how he felt when he played and he knew without a doubt that this dream was all his own. Of course, there would be struggles along the way and he could not always be there for the people in his life, but if Phalon really wanted to be with him, she would know that up front. If she chooses to remain with him then that was her own decision to make. Contented with his thoughts, the bloke finally calmed himself enough to finally give P a call before going to bed for the night. The next few shows that they played seemed to fly by and every night that he could, he called her, happy just to hear her voice. When the time for him to leave the band came around, he found that he was both reluctant and eager to return home. Playing with them had been amazing and they all laughed at him when he assured them that if they ever needed a stand in again that he would be all for coming along. Goodbyes were said and hands shaken before he boarded the plane that would take him back to Newport. His plane landed late on a Sunday night and his mom was there at the airport to pick him up and asked over and over again about the experience. The next day, he actually woke up early for once and got dressed quickly enough to show up to school a solid thirty minutes before classes were to start. Anxious and unable to stand still, he got out of his car after parking and started to pace around the vehicle, waiting on her to show up. After a time, he got back into the driver seat and occupied himself playing games on his phone until she pulled into the spot next to his with Taelix in the passenger's seat. He was just so happy to see her that he turned a large smile and warm greeting to her best friend who seemed a little taken aback at the unexpected change from the normal, but Rev didn't care what he thought. He just wanted to see her. Thankfully, the other man seemed to sense that and walked off quickly towards the school building, leaving them alone in the parking lot. Hardly containing himself, he moved to lean against her car as she climbed out of the driver’s seat, his arm resting on the metal roof while a smile flashed over at her. Hi. Vocals greeted while he watched her, barely able to stand still while she crossed the distance between them. The moment she was within reach, he pulled her close and kissed her long and hard, feeling all of the tension seep out of his posture. Pulling back a little, he sighed against her lips and let his forehead rest against hers. I love you. He whispered to her so that she would know that he had not just said those words because he was caught up in the moment when they were parting.
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Post by Ayrn on Sept 28, 2012 1:57:59 GMT -5
It took her a moment to regain her composure since she was so shocked that she just heard the school 'bad boy' admit that he loved her. Sure it was a strange feeling for her but she believed him because she knew that her feelings were the same as well, the fact that she was even able to give him a second chance after he cheated on her was the proof of that since she was not the most forgiving person ever. The fact that he managed to break through to her and he knew all about her past and what she had gone through as well as the fact that she was a shifter was really a true testament to how much she cared about him so even though the words might be forboding to hear and hold a lot of power she knew that it was true for herself as well. It suddenly did not matter that they were just back together, she needed him to know that she loved him too. It did not matter that they were so different and that they were not always going to be together in time and space, she knew that they were strong enough to get through this, he would continue to be on tour and play with a band of his choosing and she would continue with dance and trying her best to make her way to him all that she could in order to get to see him, they were not going to break up again because she was not going to allow it to happen. She couldn't allow it to happen because even if it was not her fault the first time she could not stand to lose him a second time. She appreciated the space that the rest of the band seemed to be giving the two of them as she grasped his arm and told him that she loved him, repeating the same words that he had just told her with a softened expression in teal colored eyes as they met his of a more true blue tinge. She nodded when he told her that he could call her even though she could feel that she was starting to get emotional and the last thing that she wanted to do was cry in front of him even though she knew that it would not be too long before she would be tearing up in the back of the limo even though she knew that it was not going to be that long before she saw him next, it was just the bunch of emotions that seemed to be coming her way and the fact that everything was happening so fast and she did not have the time to get appropriately caught up. Talking to him on the phone when he was away was nice but it was just not quite enough for her when she wanted to be right there beside him and she was counting down the days until he was going to get back. She knew that school was starting back up and that was when she was planning on meeting him but she really felt like she was going to have a hard time waiting that long since he would be flying in the day before but at least Ayrn managed to keep her busy that day since she was helping picking wedding dresses and she was crazy enough to go with the bride to be, and honestly she had never seen the other woman so nervous but she supposed she would understand because even though she had been with Erix for three years she still wanted to impress him and look her best. She was sure though that no matter what she wore that she was going to look amazing and she had been sure to tell her role model that. So that night when she fell asleep her dreams were on a certain blonde boy that meant so much to her now and the prospect of getting to see him the next day. She was certain not to be late for school when she then scooped her bag off the counter and waited impatiently for Taelix at the front of the elevator even though she was early and she knew it, she was sure that everyone was able to see the way that she was right now and the fact that she was jittery. The drive was short and she was silent all the way there bidding a good bye to her best friend as she sought out the boy standing beside his own car when hers was parked. A stunning grin passed over her lips and remained plastered there and she looked like a little kid on christmas morning when her arms were thrown around his neck immediately. She was about to utter some sort of a greeting when he kissed her and her hand moved to the back of his neck in order to pull herself even closer to him. When he told her that he loved her a smile broke out over soft features. I will never tire of hearing that. I love you too. She uttered softly. Nor did I ever think I would hear it from the 'bad boy' of the school She teased as she reached up to run fingers along his cheek.
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Post by Lonestar on Oct 15, 2012 12:35:03 GMT -5
The moment he stepped off the plane he wished he could have seen Phalon. He had thought about asking her to come pick him up from the airport, but his mother was in town for once and she wanted desperately to see him. Besides, Phalon had her own mom to worry about since the police officer and her longtime boyfriend were busy planning their wedding. Earlier, she had told Rev over the phone that the pair were going dress shopping for Ayrn so he had kept himself from asking her to be there when his plane arrived. Also, once he had learned that his mother was under no circumstances coming to pick him up, he hadn't wanted his girlfriend to be there. Though he loved her, somehow he was not quite ready for her to meet his parents. They were not what anyone would call conventional and his mom tended to be very overprotective of him almost as if he were still a baby in her eyes and incapable of being able to take car of himself properly. So he had endured his mothers questions with civility and actually stayed downstairs with her long enough of them to have dinner together and watch some TV. After all, it had been a few weeks since he had seen her as well and with as busy as his father had been recently, his parents were hardly around so the times they were the teen felt obliged to spend with them until his father ignited his anger and his mom annoyed him. Then he would excuse himself for the peace of his room. All night he was jittery and anxious for the next day when he would be able to see her. His behavior was so erratic that his mother actually asked him if he was feeling well at one point. He had take. The excuse she offered without knowing and retired to his room, trying to get some sleep so that he could get a head start on the jet lag that would rear its ugly head the next day. He woke the next morning, early, without remembering having fallen asleep and immediately got dressed, forcing himself to move slowly so that he would not be overly early to school. His mother was still asleep but Maria was up making breakfast and appeared startled to see him awake as well. "Ah, niñito. You awake early. Off to see tu bonita chica?" Winking across at him, she finished the sandwich she was making and handed it over to him along with his lunch. Beaming over at her, the male gave her a kiss upon the cheek and dashed out the door. While he drove, he ate his breakfast and was finished by the time he reached the school lot. She seemed to be of the same mindset as him because her car pulled into the spot next to his about ten minutes later, much earlier than either of them typically would be. Once they were both out of the car, they couldn't get to each other fast enough. He kissed her, cutting off any greeting she might have given almost immediately but he didn't care and by the way she pulled herself in closer, he doubted that she did either. Smile grew wider when he pulled away and they each repeated their declarations of love and then she teased him about being the bad boy of the school. Pulling away just enough so that she could see his very serious expression, the bloke paused for effect before speaking. About that, you're not allowed to tell anyone what I just said. I gotta keep my reputation in good standing. Though he spoke with complete seriousness, the laughter in his eyes and the twitch of his lips told her that he was joking. Honestly, he didn't care what anyone thought of him; had never really cared which was how he got the bad boy reputation in the first place. How did shopping go with your mom yesterday? Have you gotten a dress for the wedding yet? Although he wasn't personally interested too much in the upcoming wedding, he was extremely interested in the girl in front of him and asking her how yesterday went meant that he would get to hear her voice again. After a while of them standing in the parking lot together, Revikr heard the bell for school go off and took her hand to lead her to it. See ya in chemistry and gym. I have to see my teachers after classes today so I won't see you before dance. Meet me in the park later? Kissing her cheek as they walked into the building, he released her hand and after getting her response, moved reluctantly away to his first class.
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Post by Ayrn on Oct 27, 2012 11:43:40 GMT -5
Waiting to see her boyfriend was nerve wracking and she wished that he would have allowed her to pick him up from the airport but she knew that his mother was planning on being there and she did not want to overstep the bounds of that since family was obviously quite important. Up until last year it had not been all that important to her since she really did not understand it since she had lived a lot of her life in a foster home and then in the adoption agency but now that she had Ayrn and Erixic she really felt as though she knew what family was, it did not matter that the two of them were not all that much older than her they provided the guidance that she needed in her life since she had been so lost when she had been adopted by Ayrn not knowing what she wanted and not knowing how to get there. Now though that she was living in the Fairmont hotel and she was going to school she could see a lot more clearly. She actually felt like she had a future now rather than it being quite rocky before and she knew that she was so lucky to have who she did in her life and Rev was one of those people that she thought so highly of. Lately it was true that she had been quite busy with the wedding plans and the different things that she needed to help Ayrn out since her adoptive mother wanted her opinion on all of it since she was now a part of the family. Her name had even been changed to have the same last name as Erixic and that was an emotional day for her, she never would have thought that it was something that she wanted but she was proud now. She was proud to call herself part of that family. She was so determined when she first arrived with them to hold herself at an arms length knowing that good things often came to an end but they seemed to be getting better and better. It seemed like so long to have to wait until the next morning to see her boyfriend and she even debated texting him to see if he would meet her somewhere that night but she knew better than that and if she wanted to make sure that he got back on the good graces of her parents then she needed to abide by the rules and not test her limits. She knew that Ayrn was intent on giving her a lot more freedom as long as she was aware of where the other girl was and she appreciated that trust and knew better than to abuse it. Surely Ayrn already knew that she was back with Rev even though neither of her parents approved of it, she knew why and it made sense, they did not want to see her get hurt. It was impossible to know much about the entire situation as an outsider looking in. No one really knew how the two of them felt for one another and no one was able to tell that it did not feel like a silly high school crush anymore. It felt like there was something different and deeper about it. The next morning as she dressed and was ready for school it was almost impossible for her to wait for Taelix in the lobby of the hotel since she was edgy and ready to get to school and she needed to focus on keeping on the speed limit or just a bit above the entire time before she reached the parking lot and the spot beside the car that she recognized. Taelix was quick to move away and allow the two their space to be reunited. Being held close to him felt right and she knew that this was where she was meant to be, she could not hide the silly grin on her face as her head was rested against his chest to listen to the soft beating of his heart after the kiss was broke. She wanted to just suggest to him that the two of them skip the day and go and spend some time alone but she knew that it was not the best idea since she did not want to stress either Ayrn or Erixic out right now when they were preparing to get married, it was not fair and they did not need anything more to worry about. She glanced up at him settling teal eyes on him when he told her that she could not tell anyone at all about what he had just said her eyes were rolled lightly and playfully. I am going to broad cast it to the entire school. She teased while then placing a hand gently on his cheek with a smile. The way we feel is between us and only us. She assured him with a gentle expression. He then asked her how shopping went the other day and if she had gotten a dress for the wedding yet and she nodded. It was mostly to pick Ayrn’s dress out but we found some for the wedding party as well. And I really hope you will be my date to it? I don’t want to be paired up with some random guy. She commented. She knew that she was going to have to work to getting him back in her parents good graces but she was up for the challenge and surely once they saw how serious she was about him and the changes that were happening they would understand. She did not want to leave him when the bell rang for class and nodded lightly when he uttered that he would see her in Chemistry and gym but that he was not going to see her before dance that afternoon and while the day passed quick without anything eventful she was just waiting for it to all be finished before she would get the chance to meet him in the park. There were a few steps of dance that she managed to screw up and almost land in a heap since her mind was elsewhere and luckily they were dismissed early enough that she was able to drive back to the hotel in order to shower and change and write a note for Ayrn since the woman was not home. Since the weather was changing and she did not want to be cold she changed into a pair of jeans and a sweater before heading out the door and towards the car again to drive to the park sitting there and waiting for him.
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